#jnhee

[mvseology]

butterfly.

[ a starter for @jnhee ]

bogum ran over to her place when she called him. the sound in her voice was worrisome, but perhaps that was just in his nature to worry. it was so typical of him to overthink every little thing. someone could sound sleepy and he would think they were dying. ( okay, maybe not to that extent, but nonetheless, he was likely overthinking things most of the time )

as he knocked on the door, he was huffing and puffing, trying to catch his breath. he looked a mess. was she going to mind? he hoped not. he hadn’t expected to fall for her the way he did, which was awfully worrisome for a guy like him who had very few real relationships in his past. “noona, are you home?” he asked, knocking again, though she had to be. she had just called him after all, right?

[spoiledsovls]

black bird.

Send me "black bird" for a darker memory of my muse's past.

shut up, shut up, shut up! hyejung couldn’t even tell if she was yelling that at herself, or if her father was drunk yet again and was putting all of his frustration onto her mother. she didn’t deserve it-- as in her mother didn’t deserve the s!&* that’s taken from her father. it was absolutely horrible and terrifying for someone of hyejung’s age to even experience. there’s poundings on the walls now, they were very thin and then another voice enters the other room. hyejung is huddled up against the wall where her bed is, eyes wide open with her arms wrapped around her knees. go away, go away. please. her eyelids slip to a close, a single tear slides down her chin and down onto her clothes. bringing her knees closer to her chest, she mumbles to herself to try to get rid of the yelling.

it didn’t work.

she could tell that her brother was now involved, since there was not only one but two male voices yelling at the same time. hyejung couldn’t hear her voice anymore, and it scared her. she felt as if the lines on her forehead got deeper from furrowing her eyebrows, was her mother okay? was her brother okay? don’t even mention her father, because he’s the sole reason why they want to get away. they want to run away, they want to flee. she was only six, her family wasn’t meant to be broken. no, they were fine when they were out in the public. but behind closed doors came flying fists and words so cruel that it would make one feel as tiny as the ants that they stepped on. hyejung sniffles, her door slams open and she sees her father raise up an arm that contained a half-empty beer bottle. 

it all happened so fast.

first hyejung’s crying and the next she’s screaming, yelling, begging for help. the sheets get tangled under her legs as she’s desperately trying to get out of his grip. this wasn’t what she wanted, this wasn’t what she expected. they were fine, they were fine if he was sober. her father had a split personality once he was drunk. he became a stranger-- someone hyejung didn’t recognize at all. the soft gaze in his eyes would harden up an his lips would not kiss her forehead but instead spit out the most vile words to break the girl down. six, only six. she wasn’t meant to be here nor was the rest of her family.

her father could burn in hell.

that was the very first time hyejung had wished that upon her father.

[gcldenhour]

epiphany

Meme: SEND A WORD IN AND I’LL WRITE A HEADCANON FOR MY MUSE.Status: NOT ACCEPTING.Sender: @jnhee.

E P I P H A N Y

     Due to having plans from A - Z, moments of epiphanies are somewhat rather rare for the assassin.

     He has a tendency to think things through, to analyse situations until his brain tires from over thinking. They say that it’s both a bad and good habit of his; good in the sense that he won’t be surprised and would be able to easily adapt when changes occur, though bad because that means that most situations did not go through as it was planned, especially if it was done by an enemy of his. 

     Jae-Won does, however, experiences great realisations in concerns to his own emotions. It takes him a while to get a grasp of it himself, and it’s personal things like that that actually gets him off guard for once. And this is an important aspect to his character in consideration of the fact that he is not quite in touch with his internal feelings; although it’d be wrong to describe him as someone who is cold and has no care for anything, because he’s not and he does care for certain things, he just avoids all forms of attachment for everyone’s sake.

He’s not one to voice them out, either. If a thought were to strike him in the moment, he’d keep quiet and act as if nothing were out of the ordinary. But, as he does so, his mind would be completely distracted as he, as mentioned, would ‘think it through’ before coming to an acceptance. 

[kabonvi-archive-blog]

❝ @jnhee wants to start a new chapter

❝ ♕ ALTHOUGH STEREOTYPES WERE in retrospect wrong, and often deemed as dehumanizing and even offensive, it helped people avoid certain situations. At least, that’s what Carmen liked to believe when she was invited to a party with a friend to commend a recent graduate on her success of getting a job at a law firm. The situation, including the woman’s occupation was all too amusing to Carmen, who in turn was a criminal in more aspects then one. But, details. To the people at the party she was a well dressed woman that believed in having a little too much fun. Needless to say she went into the party thinking of Jinhee as a stuck up individual, but a drunken encounter leaving the two talking for hours inside of the closet gave her a different view.

Which is why she sits on Jinhee’s countertop, feet swinging back and forth slowly as her eyes dart around the place following the woman’s movements. She isn’t quite sure how long she’s been watching her flit about like this, but all she knows is that it’s all too amusing. There was something about other people stressing out that amused her, which in her opinion was a new form of sadism that she wasn’t quite sure if she was ready to face head on. “All of this running around, you’re going to give me a headache. Sit still.” She finally hops off of the counter, walking over to her to pluck the folder from her hands. “Like I said, I know this guy, I can give you a lot more help than you think I can.”

Jinhee’s adamant lecture of lawyer confidentiality went in one ear and right out of the other. Carmen never thought of using the woman, but a few circumstances involving her and a few others landed the man right in Jinhee’s care. She was a lot nicer than the others that wanted to handle the situation, but then again she didn’t want her friend’s reputation to be tarnished before she even began. “Listen, I’m telling you that I can help. Let me help you.” She finally looks up from the folder, a gentle sigh of resignation sounding.

[aekure]

"i feel like i've seen your face around but then again, you've got a common face." // welcome to studiokr!

Hands naturally went to pat her cheeks, a chuckle leaving her lips as she couldn’t help but agree with that statement. So often she’d been compared to other people who happened to look like her, for instance Apink’s Naeun. ‘Ah, I hear that a lot, I guess my face tends to look like so many people.’ she added, responding with a nod. ‘But I’m June, maybe having a name attached to my face will make me more memorable?’