Watching Yoona calm Byul down reminded him once again how important it was to be involved with the baby during the womb and its early months. It was at times like this when he felt like an outcast, unsure of what to do or how to join along with the current situation. Like the first time he had met Byul, he remained frozen, still shocked over hearing his daughter’s cry. “Yoona, sorry.” Joonmyun apologized, hoping that it would make him feel better. But instead, it made him question once again what he had to do to become a great father. He sometimes wished that he had a manual for how to take care of babies so that he could easily follow it.
Taking a few steps forward, Joonmyun held onto Byul once again. The tension in his body caused him to stay still as he hoped that in a matter of seconds, he would return back to normal. Yet when he watched Byul calm down, he let out a sigh of relief. “I’m sorry to you too, Byullie.” He said out loud as he watched the other kids in the play area. His attention was more focused towards a father who was interacting with their son. Wishing that he could have that same kind of bond, he turned towards Byul. With a slight frown on his face, he looked around the play area to figure out what Byul could do in the meantime.
“Yoona, do you think it’s possible to take her to the swings?” Joonmyun asked, unsure if Byul would even enjoy the swings. He reasoned, “If she doesn’t want the slides, perhaps the swings would be better? I don’t think she is old enough to do the monkey bars.” The older man turned his head towards the direction of the monkey bars, which was something that he enjoyed so much as a kid.
“hey,” yoona turned to look at him, “you don’t need to be sorry. no one’s mad or anything,” she chuckled. “give yourself a break. you’re too hard on yourself,” she pointed out. “anyway, you’ve only been back for a week. to byul, you are probably still a bit of a strange person to her. she’ll figure you out eventually. it shouldn’t be much longer,” she reassured him, unsure of whether that was actually reassuring.
yoona’s hand reached out to gently stroke the soft strands of hair on byul’s head. byul rested her head comfortably on her father’s shoulder as yoona could only stand there and watch in awe. she really was the cutest little mix of both yoona and joonmyun, inheriting all the right features.
she nearly snorted at the mention of the monkey bars. “she can barely walk much less hold herself up. maybe we should just walk around the mall some more, hm?” perhaps that was why she always felt that byul had no fun here. she was still too young to really do much. “though i suppose we could put her on the swings for a little while too.” she noticed that the baby one was freed up, so maybe they could do that for a bit.
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