[ sms : monster🍆guk ] ↳ when I said take your “time” and meet me at the studio, I didn’t mean take 4 hours.
[ sms : monster🍆guk ] ↳ I swear to ALL THINGS FUCKING UNHOLY I WILL WORK YOUR HARDER THAN A MULE IF YOUR ASS ISN’T HERE IN THE NEXT 20 MINUTES
[ sms : monster🍆guk ] ↳ but, also, did you get my green tea I asked for ---
iphone is held within his grasp, tight hold loosening as back presses itself to cool surface of mirror walling, his breathing hot, short puffs of air, locks already damped with hard earned sweat. He probably should have waited to run through routine (for the fifth time), but a side of him that screamed for perfection wasn’t having it. Not when it’d proved so hard to nail that final move of choreography, something that had he not indulged in such repetition of steps it would have ate at him all night; keeping mind aware of said mistake through out night and into wee hours of morning. There is a burn in his lungs, aching wheeze that comes occasionally behind facemask he adorns, such a cute an delicate design, hand picked out despite his otherwise intimidating demeanor. Jaxon wasn’t one to be ashamed of his own tastes nor grow bashful over petty details that others might decided to pick upon. Male having learned long ago that cruel words held no meaning when tossed to a brick wall.
He also wasn't type to simply ditch practice hours due to a sickness. It wasn’t as if he were dying and rest could wait until bone ached and body could take no more. Besides, he needed to get out of loft, the big and otherwise spacious interior seeming too confined and overbearing as of late -- a place he didn’t always desire to stay inside of constantly. It was partially reason why he’d called this ‘emergency’ practice between himself and previous dance partner, someone he hadn’t dabbled in said art with in what seemed like too long, at least for his tastes. Laying down to his side now, music continues to blare from speakers, resounding in sound proof room, echoing off walls as he goes through sent messages and a few recently downloaded apps in order to pass time until younger male would make his entrance.
There is a part of his mind that comprehends the inconsideration of his last minute decision to have Guk come from his own home to studio without explanation aside a message sent four hours ago in all caps telling younger to get his ass there or face consequences -- soon following his newest bout messages he’d sent five minutes ago. Yet, the more lingering and selfish part of his brain seems to take control more often that not, leading him into rather hasty and ‘dick-move’ like situations. Impatience was a trait of Jaxon’s, at least when it came to gaining something from outcome.
In this case, he wanted to indulge in something he enjoyed, dance, but despite relishing the sense of solace that he gained in studio, there was a part of him that had longed for more company. Hence his immediate desire to gain attention from one person who loved dance as much as himself, the only issue being fact Jaxon had not kept in mind younger might have other plans than entertaining him. A sadly drawn conclusion, alas, it wasn’t as if people were toys for him to keep, even if he wish sometimes it could be as such -- a much more twisted part of him peeking from back of his mind.
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