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CONSUMED BY THE MAELSTORM OF EMOTIONS RAGING DEEP WITHIN, y/n l/n collapsed behind a solitary rock, her heart shredded by grief. Tears, like liquid diamonds, traced a path down her sun-kissed cheeks, each droplet a testament to the agony tearing her apart. In her trembling hands, she clutched the final remnants of her world — a photograph, now a haunting relic of happier times. As she gazed upon the image of her beloved friend, forever frozen in laughter and light, a tidal wave of despair crashed over her. Every tear that fell upon the picture felt like a final farewell, a silent lament for the irreplaceable soul lost to eternity.
Shaking like a leaf, her guilt unbearable, the girl whispered softly, her voice barely a breath against the weight of sorrow hanging in the air. "I should've seen the danger; should've protected you... I was in the lead after all- It's all my fault!" Her words trailed off into the empty expanse, lost amidst the echoing void left by the brunette's absence. With quivering fingers, she traced the contours of his face in the photograph, her touch seeking solace in the memory of his warm smile as he walked besides Ms. Katherine Hepburn... Tears continued to stream down her cheeks, each drop a inaudible tribute to the ache in her core.
As she sat there, enveloped in misery and rue, a gentle breeze stirred the air, carrying with it the faint scent of the unforgivable earth — a poignant reminder of the beauty that Biddick had brought into her life. But now, all she was left with were memories, and the besieging resounding of words left unsaid. Unable to bear the burden of her despair in front of the rest of the 100th, y/n retreated further into the shadows, her heart heavy with remorse. She couldn't let them see her like this, a shattered shell of the person she once was; after all, she had a reputation to maintain, and a team to lead and protect
"We're dropping fuel pressure on four — feathering!" Menzie's words were barely audible over the roar of the engines, the last aircraft of hope making its precarious journey towards Telergma, navigating through treacherous skies. "I'm gonna sharpen the turn to the runway." Informed the blonde, determination etched in every line of his face as they neared the desolate expanse below. "Now we're losing engine two." The raven co-pilot updated minutes later, his voice steady despite the urgency of their situation. "Feather it." Commanded Cleven, his mind racing through calculations as they fought against the dwindling fuel reserves. "All engines feathered."
Within moments, just as the pilot executed a sharp maneuver towards the runway, the engines sputtered and died. "That's it... We're gliding now." Murmured the uneasy man, his voice a hushed plea to the Lord above for deliverance from the impending peril. "200 feet. Landing gear down." He announced, poised to initiate the landing procedure, only to be halted by the Major's intervention. "Hold on - it'll only slow us down." Buck reasoned, his words carrying the weight of their precarious situation. "Landing gear now?" The raven's tone quivered with urgency a minute later, seeking reassurance amidst the growing tension.
"Wait." The pilot insisted, his instincts guiding him through the critical moments ahead. "100 feet..." The man's brows furrowed in alarm as the ground rushed up to meet them with disturbing speed. "Wait-" The blonde urged, beads of sweat glistening on his tense forehead as they teetered on the brink of disaster. "NOW!" He finally exclaimed, and his partner acted swiftly, executing the command without hesitation. "Right landing gear down." He grunted, voice strained with the effort of maintaining control. "Left down." Gale confirmed. "Flaps at quarter... Brace yourselves!" The final directive hung in the air as they hurtled towards the dunes below.
"Better late than never." Major Egan remarked, a mixture of exhaustion and relief evident in his weary expression as his friend joined them at last. "Let's round up that Kübelwagen." Jack chimed in with a grin, eager to reunite with his comrades and take the opportunity to switch vehicles for a change. Running over to the jeep, both of them practically dived into it, arguing about who gets to drive. "I should be the one driving because I'm the Air Executive!" Justified Jack. "No, it's me who should drive because I was the backseat driver the entire time." Scoffed Bucky. "You shouldn't have begged for a role you had no information about in the first place!"
Releasing a collective sigh that seemed to dispel all the agitation the blonde had unwittingly accumulated since the start of their mission, the crew erupted into a chorus of relieved chuckles. Their laughter, tinged with the exhilaration of surviving each gnarly twist and turn thrown their way, filled the air like a symphony of triumph against the odds. Grateful for their shared resilience and camaraderie, they savored the fleeting moment of lightheartedness amidst the drama of their harrowing journey. Menzie, being the first to exit, took a while to find his balance, his legs all jelly-like and sore. "I got you." He assured, catching his wounded friend as he hopped down the fort.
"You boys okay?" Bucky inquired, stepping out of the jeep which he had ended up driving, followed closely by the blonde air exec. "Yeah-" the men replied in unison before Norm collapsed to the ground, unable to bear his weight on his wounded legs. "You alright?!" The raven rushed to aid his fallen comrade, while Jack calmly requested for some med kits. "Let's get these guys in the wagon!" He cried, the concern evident in his voice. "Guys, I'm fine," affirmed the brunette, attempting to reassure his worried mates. "Just listen to Kidd, and get to the wagon." Ordered Egan, his authoritative tone cutting through the chaos as the men rallied together to assist their injured comrade.
"Major, I got him." Strout informed Gale as the two of them supported another injured aircrewman. "Take him to the wagon and get him all patched up," instructed the blonde, nodding towards the vehicle as he scanned the desert landscape, searching for a familiar face. Well, just one face in particular. "Where is she?" Buck questioned bluntly upon the arrival of his best friend, who grinned wide and opened his arms even wider to greet the man. "Wow, no 'hey Bucky' or 'how are you doing, Bucky?' or 'I missed you so much, chum, where have you been all my life?!'" Scoffed the raven, placing a hand over his chest, faking a hurt expression teasingly.
"Hey, Bucky. How are you doing?" Mocked the blonde monotonously, his grin betraying the playful banter as the two began chuckling softly. "I'm alright, Buck. Just wondering how you flew that thing all the way to Africa, but you couldn't make the runway." Egan deadpanned. "It's right there." He laughed, pointing to the right. Before his friend could retort, their attention was captured by the survivors of Cleven's fort dragging out the corpse of their Radio Operator. "Oh boy- who is it?" Questioned Bucky. "Norman Smith; Radio Operator." Replied the blonde, a wave of despondency washing over his solemn face.
"How are you, Buck?" The raven turned him around as the two walked away from the grim scene. "I lost 4 forts..." Mused Gale, his voice dense with the aftermath of their ordeal. "I know." Bucky sighed, his gaze drifting away from the leaking ship. "How many of us made it?" Buck asked, scanning the area for any sign of their missing comrades, particularly the girl who seemed to have disappeared. "11 out of 21." Egan answered gravely. "What about Claytor? Any chutes?" He then inquired, his brow furrowing with concern. "I uh- I didn't see any. Zero visibility." Buck mumbled, his heart sinking at the thought of their fates.
"And Curt?" Bucky asked, a flicker of hope still lingering in his heart despite knowing the truth. "4 chutes, but he wasn't one of 'em." Gale replied, his words a somber confirmation of their friend's fate. "Where is y/n, John?" He then asked in a demanding tone, his concern for the y/h/c Major reflected in the depths of his oceanic orbs. "Just behind that rock..." Sighed the raven, his husky voice piercing the dry air. Buck's heart clenched at the sight of the girl, her posture tense with hidden affliction. He could sense the turmoil swirling beneath her stoic facade, a tempest raging within her. As Bucky voiced concern, suggesting she needed space, Buck nodded in agreement, though his eyes remained fixed on the girl.
He understood the necessity of solitude, but he couldn't ignore the ache in his chest, the primal urge to protect her from her own anguish. Approaching her cautiously, Buck spoke in a gentle tone, his voice a soothing melody amidst the silence of mourning. "Duck..." He murmured, his heart pounding with the weight of his emotions. Tensing up at the sound of footsteps, y/n wiped away the tears that threatened to betray her semblance of strength with trembling hands. Her breaths came in shallow gasps that she fought to compose herself. The knowledge that her fellow men were also grappling with the brunette's death gave little support in the face of her overwhelming anguish, but she knew she couldn't let them know.
Summoning what little resolve remained within her, the girl straightened her shoulders and drew a deep, steadying breath. She knew she had to be strong, not just for herself, but for the others who were also mourning the loss of their loved ones. With a heavy heart, she steeled herself to face the man who now stood behind the rock she cowered behind, contemplating on whether or not he should console her. "Are you okay?" He blurted out absentmindedly, rolling his eyes to himself at the absurdity of the question. Of course she wasn't okay — nobody here was.
Silently vowing to honor Curt's memory by finding the strength to carry on, even in the midst of her own shattered grief, y/n's gaze snapped up to meet Gale's, a mask of stolidness hiding the tumult of emotions beneath. "Go away, Cleven." She spat, her voice laced with bitterness and defiance. "I don't need another one of your shrinking sessions..." She snapped, her words dripping with resentment, for she knew exactly how this would unfold — he would unravel her defenses with his empathetic words, his understanding look, and his uncanny ability to ease her pain. He had been her rock through every triumph and tribulation, but when he walked away, he shattered the trust she had placed in him, leaving her determined never to let anyone close again, especially not him.
But Gale refused to be deterred, his love for her driving him forward despite her resistance. With an tenderness and patience, he took a seat beside her, resting his back against the rock, gazing at the painted canvas of the sunset, silence enveloped them like a heavy blanket. The hues of orange and pink painted the sky in a breathtaking display, yet beneath the beauty, lay a palpable ache — a shared pain that lingered in the unspoken words between them. A few minutes passed, then he reached out for her hand which wouldn't stop shaking since before they set out for today's commission. His touch was gentle yet firm as he gave it a squeeze.
"You don't have to face this alone, Duck." He whispered, his voice a steady anchor in the storm of her sorrow. "Let me be here for you, even if just for a moment." y/n remained silent for a bit, her jaw clenched in stubborn resistance; but as Buck mentioned Curt, her composure faltered, a flicker of vulnerability crossing her features before she buried it quick, deep within her chest. "Curt..." Buck began softly, his voice filled with sadness. "He was a good man, y/n. A true friend." He said, making the girl's breath hitch at the name of their fallen comrade, her tough exterior cracking under the weight of her grief.
"I should've been there for him." She replied, her voice trembling with emotion. "I should've done more." She whispered, beating herself up for it, just as the blonde had anticipated. Understanding the depth of her woe, Buck gently lifted her chin, meeting her eyes with a gaze filled with empathy and understanding. "y/n, you can't blame yourself for what happened. You were there for him in ways no one else could be; you were his friend, his confidant, his pillar of strength." Started the blonde, his voice soft yet resolute. He paused, allowing his words to sink in before continuing, "We all wish we could have done more, but hindsight is a cruel companion."
"What matters is that you were there for him when he needed you most, and your presence brought him comfort and security in his final moments." He mused, intertwining his fingers with hers, offering a silent promise of unwavering support. "You don't have to carry this burden alone." He assured her, his eyes filled with sincerity. "I'm here for you, always." He affirmed, and without a moment's hesitation, he drew her into his arms, enveloping her with a warmth that seemed to chase away the chill of her despair, granting her peace in the midst of her self-reproach.
"You did everything you could." He murmured softly against her ear, his breath a comforting caress against her skin. "Biddick knew that, and he wouldn't want you to suffer all alone." The blonde mumbled, his voice a soothing balm to her wounded spirit. With each word, he extended a lifeline, a beacon of hope piercing through the darkness of her depression. And for the first time since their loss, y/n found herself surrendering to the comfort he presented, allowing herself to lean on him, to find consolation in his inexorable aid.
As she tucked away the last memories of her late friend, tears flowed freely, each drop a cathartic release of the pent-up emotions she had been holding back. With Gale by her side, she felt safe to let it all out, to mourn the loss of her dear friend without fear of judgment or disappointment. In the embrace of his arms, she found strength, a sense of peace washing over her like a gentle tide. Slowly as her pain began to ease, she knew that she wasn't alone in this struggle — for Buck was there, a steadfast presence amidst the storm of her emotions, showering her with solace and love in her darkest hour.
As the tears subsided and exhaustion washed over them, a weight that seemed to have settled upon the girl's shoulders like a heavy blanket. y/n found herself relaxing fully into the man's muscular arms; the rhythm of his steady heartbeat and the warmth of his hug cocooning her in a sense of security she hadn't felt in a long time. Engulfed by the gentle lullaby of his presence, her eyelids grew heavy with fatigue, and with a contented sigh, she submitted to the sweet nuzzle of sleep. Nestled against his chest, she found joy in the peaceful realm of dreams, knowing that she was safe and loved in the arms of the man who had become her rock in the midst of her internal tsunami. And as she drifted off into slumber, she whispered a silent thank you to the universe for bringing him back into her life.
Sitting in silence with the girl snoring and snuggling closer to the blonde, fast sleep, Buck let weight of his misery mingling with the fading light of day as he smiled wryly at his lady. Watching the sun dip below the horizon, casting long shadows across the landscape, the faint rustle of leaves and the distant call of birds provided a backdrop to their shared solitude. In that moment, as they held each other amidst the backdrop of their shared misfortune, Gale Cleven realized that his feelings for y/n ran way deeper than mere friendship. She was his anchor in a sea of uncertainty, his guiding star in the darkest of nights.
Pressing a gentle kiss to the crown of her head, the blonde vowed to be there for her, to comfort her and to love her, for as long as she would allow him to, and even forever after.
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