summary: matt wakes up with messy but reader finds it sexy. a/n: sorry i'm so inactive now i literally have no motivation or ideas. kinda hate this im not going to lie. t/w: suggestive, foreplay pretty much it
The morning sun beamed through the curtains lighting up your room, making it golden, you and matt lay tangled up in each other matts head in the crook of your neck his arm around your waist. Matt awakes stretching before opening his eyes to see you looking in his direction a tired look in your stare. "good mornin' sweetheart" Matt grumbles kissing you on the cheek. you smile asking him how he slept.
"I slept good" Matt replies lifting a hand to quickly fix his hair when you grab his wrist he looks up at you his brows furrowing and his head tilting to the side in confusion.
"your hair looks sexy like this leave it, please" you state hesitating before saying please, tilting your head to the side, copying his actions, and softening your eyes. He sighs dropping his hand onto your thigh.
Matt moves closer and with every centimeter he moves so does his hand, closer and closer to the warmth between them. his hand hovers above where you need him the most, your breath hitches when his hands finally touch you.
You gasp your eyes widening, matt smirks "you like my hair like this baby?" he whispers. you hum whimpering at his touch. Matt chuckles his free hand grabbing the back of your neck and pulling you in for a kiss.
He deepens the kiss tilting your head to the side, slipping his tongue into your mouth fighting with yours. your hands moves to his hair gripping it tightly, he groans into your mouth pulling away for a second, "you can mess up my hair even more if it means i get this." he mutters before slamming his lips back on yours.
chris after he sees you wearing mattâs hockey jerseyâŠ
warnings: the whole blurb is just smut and degradation so do with that what you will:)
âmm-fuck. yâ like this, huh?â yâthink this is funny?â chris says, his cock slamming in and out of you at a rapid pace.
you thought it would be a silly little joke to wear a jersey with mattâs number on it to a game, well clearly chris didnât get the joke.
his cock is beating you, stretching you out like it never had before. your hole is numb with pain at this point, orgasm after crashing over you.
âchris, âs too much, âm sorry, please-â
âyou dirty whore, wearing my brothers jersey to a hockey game, thatâs unacceptable.â chris grunts, ramming his cock into you like thereâs no tomorrow.
it hurt so good, you could feel his hatred and anger seeping out of him as he ruthlessly pounded into you.
you feel a sharp sting on your ass, then you feel chrisâ hands return to your waist, gripping you tight enough to leave nasty purple bruises as reminders of your mistake.
âchris, please-i cant no more, âs too much!â you cry.
chris ignores you, picking up the pace with his thrusts as he mercilessly fucks your pussy, his tip kissing your cervix with each thrust.
âs-say your sorry, donât let it happen again.â chris demands, his hand grabbing your neck, forcing you to look up at him.
âi wonât, i promise!â you whine, nearing another climax.
âgood. now, whoâs the better brother?â
âyou, chris!â
thatâs all you both needed. his assertive dominance pushed you over the edge while your submissive whining made him climax.
you look in the bathroom mirror. you have red hand prints all over your ass, you have marks on your hips from the force of chrisâ grip, and you have hickeys all over your neck and chest.
âchris, i look like an absolute wreck.â
âwell now you know who you belong to, sweetheart.â
set in the trap house era, thereâs no aaron or elton tho (sorry aaron never really did anything so i donât feel for him đȘ) instead jake and johnnie are taking their spots.
warnings: no use of y/n, reader is female, nicknames such as pea brain and squirt!!
you and sam woke up around 11 am, you forgetting that you even slept in samâs room. âmorning,â he whispered, kissing the back of your bare neck. âmorning.â you replied. âi should probably head out, before anyone realizes.â you spoke. âyeah.. but five more minutes?â he asked, his nose touching the bare back of you. âfive more minutes.â
five minutes passed, both of your breathing only heard in the room. your face twisted in the soft pillow underneath you, groaning you got up, moving sam as well. âno..,â he whined. âi gotta go,â you whisper as you grab a random hoodie and your pair of sweat pants on the floor. you put them on, running your hands through your hair. sam sat up behind you, wrapping his arms around your waist and putting his body weight on-top of your back. âletâs just stay like this forever,â he mumbled into your ear.
âsam as much as i would love too, the guys would get very confused.â you hummed. âlet them know i donât care anymore.â you raised your eyebrows, âdidnât we all declare no dating roommates though?â he groaned, flopping back down on his back while sighing heavily. âyeah⊠yeah we did. we did.â he mumbled. âalright. well, iâm going to my room. see you later,â you kiss his lips lovingly, then peaked out of his room slowly and made your way to your room. thankfully there was no one upstairs that looked to be awake.
you opened your door and walked in, shutting it behind you. you walk over to your vanity, seeing you looking like a huge mess. groaning, you walked back outside of your room and into the bathroom, doing your skincare for a good ten minutes and then walked back to your room feeling freshened up.
you sat at the vanity, preparing for your make up when devyn walks in. âi sawâŠâ she giggled out. you stopped for a second, âsaw what?â you asked, returning to your make up. âyou walking out of samâs room like you had just woken up.â she smiled.
âplease donât tell anyone.â you quickly replied. âi promise i wonât,â she zipped her lips, then quickly walked out of your room. you knew devyn. and you knew she would tell corey, which would try to keep it a secret but then heâd tell jake, and then jake would blab it on to the next person if he canât hold it in long. but right at the moment, you could feel that she wouldnât try to tell anyone just yet.
after getting ready and feeling like starting the day, you head down stairs to see colby, jake, and johnnie in the kitchen. âoh hey, good morning guys.â you smile. the two of them groaned out a response, colby being the only audible voice spoke. âgood morning.â you hummed back, walking towards the fridge and grabbing some cold coffee in a can and opening up.
you did your coffee routine, not knowing that the three guys behind you looked at you all suspiciously. turning back around, you put your straw in your coffee and stirred the drink. âgood morning guys,â footsteps could be heard from the stairs and you all turned to see sam walking up. he went straight to your side, too close that he noticed and backed up just a tad bit. the other three noticed though. âgood morning samuel,â you spoke, an accent going through. âevery single day you quote rowena from supernatural.â colby laughed. âi canât help it, sheâs iconic.â you shrug with a smile.
âso..â jake mumbled out. âsoâŠâ you repeated.., and then one by one starting with colby and ending with johnnie they all said âsoâŠâ just how jake started. âhahaha, no but seriously. is that your hoodie sam?â jake asked out of the blue, pointing to the white hoodie with the heart on it. âi mean yeah, itâs our merch.â he shrugged, sipping o his red bull. âyou know what he means,â johnnie dead panned.
sam looked over at you then at the hoodie on you. đžđ±, he thought. âthatâs just another merch hoodie.â he shrugged once more. âdudeââ colby started. âyou know. when a guy gives a girl his hoodie. HIS hoodie. not our merch ones, no. even though that is our merch hoodie. but this merch hoodie in particular is YOUR own every other day hoodie you wear.â he explained.
âhow can you even tell?â sam tilted his head. âwe donât have our own merch line here, and we donât have extras of the same one..â colby replied. âso we KNOW for sure itâs your hoodie.â johnnie spoke. âand so what if it is? she got cold..â he gestured his hand to you. âyep.â you nodded. âhmâŠâ jake hummed. the three of them let go, and you slowly backed away from the kitchen and up to your room.
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you stayed in your room for a good hour alone, hoping the situation died down. a knock on your door was heard, and you got up from your bed to go open it. âhey, we were wondering if you wanted to come with us to the mall? us being the guys, and also tara.â devyn asked. you nodded, âsure. let me just put on clothes!â she smiled and walked out, and you went to your closet.
you decided on wearing some dark blue jeans with a tight blue tshirt. you usually decide to wear a leather jacket with it, but itâs L.A and itâs hot. for the jewelry you decide to put your own jewelry with samâs necklace that he gave to you on your two month anniversary date. and with a touch, you finished it off by white new balances shoes. you looked at yourself one last time in your mirror, and headed out to the front where sam had texted you they were waiting.
you opened the front door and then closed it, walking towards the group that was leaning on colbyâs red car. âwhoâs going with who?â corey spoke out. âi say the girls go together,â tara started. âand the guys go together.â devyn ended. âi like that idea,â you nod your head with them. behind the group of guys you see is sam, dressed similar in what youâre wearing.
âoh my gosh, you guys didnât tell me you two were gonna match!â tara giggled out, pointing to you and sam. your eyes kinda widened but relaxed, just so you didnât blow cover of anything.
âhuh⊠we didnât even try to match. i guess great minds look alike, isnât that samuel?â you smirk. âi guess so.â he shrugged with a smile. then there was a slight pause where no one was talking, just zoning in on you two staring at each other with a look of love. âhem, okay. letâs get rolling!â colby brock the tension, his finger swirling like a tornado going up.
sam, colby, jake, johnnie, and corey all walked to jakeâs car cause it was the biggest and it could fit all of them. while the three girls- you, tara, and devyn walked to devynâs car and loaded up.
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âohhh i so knew before i even caught you!â devyn squealed, turning her car on and waiting slowly for the gate to open. âknew what? what? whatâs going on, what did i miss? are we talking about our dear good friend here, who stared at sam for like eternity?â tara rambled out. âyes tara, indeed we are. i caught her in the act at around 10:40 in the morning walking out of samâs room looking as if she slept the night in there.â devyn told her.
you in the back seat middle, gasped. âdevyn i told you not to tell anyone!!â she sheepishly shrugged. âiâm sorry im sorry, i couldnât hold it in. i didnât tell corey though! and you know i tell everything to that man.â she pointed that, you shrugged with a sigh. âi guess since devyn saw me and has already told you tara, might as well tell you both.â you start. devyn turned down the music and both of them were on set onto hearing your business with sam.
âsam and i have started dating 8 months ago.â you confessed. the two girls gasped, and tara being the louder one, squealed. âoh you two are so cute together! perfect pair. honestly when i first met you guys, i thought you two had been a couple!â tara smiled. â8 MONTHS?â devyn sputtered out. âyeah⊠itâs been hard keeping it a secret from the guys since âno dating roommatesâ even though you and corey are dating.., no offense.â
she nodded, âitâs okay. none taken. i think that rule is stupid anyways, not to assume but iâm pretty sure all of them are straight and i donât think theyâd date each otherâŠ. maybe sam and colby, but thatâs different. moving on. like i was saying that rule is stupid, if they placed that rule knowing you and sam are close then⊠we need to have a talk with them.â devyn said with a stern face. âreal.â you replied.
âanyways enough serious talkâŠ, tonight the SUPER TROUPER, LIGHTS ARE GONNA FIND ME!â tara sang, and you and devyn both joined in with her.
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âdude,â corey spoke. âdude.â sam responded. âdude.â colby spoke. âso like, whatâs going on with you and squirt? you guys stared at each other for like a good solid minute.â johnnie asked. âitâs nothing itâs nothingâŠâ sam replied.
âand the fact you guys matched too?â jake spoke out, looking at samâs outfit. it was the same as yours, dark blue jeans, a nice blue shirt (but it wasnât tight fitted) and black michael korâs shoes on to match with a few silver jewelry on. âwe had no intention on matching. we simply just style better than all of you guys,â sam smirked, knowing as soon as he said that most of them would start talking and change subjects. and it worked.
he sighed in relief, looking out the moving window and L.Aâs busiest time of the day. âhey guys guess what,â jake laughed. âwhat?â johnnie asked. and nothing else happened- until all five smelt it. âDUDE!â colby gagged, âDUDEâŠâ the four other guys were gagging, while jake was laughing his ass off hitting the steering wheel with his hands.
âno but on a real talk,â colby shushed them all. âdo you have a thing for pea brain?â he asked his best friend, facing him since he was in the front with jake. sam sat behind jake, while johnnie sat next to him and corey sat behind colby. âand what if i doâŠ?â sam whispered asked, âawe⊠brother has a crush!â corey laughed out, teasing him. âitâs okay if you do. weâre not controlling who you fall in love with, sam.â johnnie patted samâs leg. âhuh? didnât you guys say no dating roommates?â sam asked them.
the four guys dead panned at sam. âweâre all guys. two of us is already taken, one is too shy to even come out of the house every now and then, and the other kind gets with a girl every so often and doesnât end up with her.â jake spoke. âhey man..â colby placed his hand on his heart. âyeah. hey manâŠâ johnnie copied.
âwe were only joking with that rule. plusâ i donât think any of us have a thing for pea brain, sheâs like a little sister to all of us. except for you of courseâŠ,, ooooo sam and pea. sitting in a tree- k-i-s-sâ" colby sung out, sam shoved his best friend playfully.
he once again sighed in relief, âphew. we were trying to find our ways how to tell you guys that weâre together.â and then there goes sam, spilling the beans and not giving a crap anymore about what they think now that itâs okay to have the secret out. âwait what do you mean together?â jake asked.
âweâve been togetherâŠâ sam responded. âfor HOW long?â colby questioned. â8 monthsâŠ.?â samâs voice sheepishly got higher. â8 MONTHS?!â
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the two cars parked together near the enter of pandora. the two groups getting out and walking side by side. âso guess what we learned,â jake started. âwhat?â devyn asked. âsam andâŠâ he was about to say, but the two girls had already beat them to it. âTHEYRE TOGEGHER. WE KNOW.â they yelled/squealed, jumping up and down.
âshe told you guys?â colby laughed with a question. devyn nodded, âi caught her coming out of samâs room this morning and brought it up in the car and she just blabbered it out so.. yeah. we know. i was the first one to know in the whole group though.â devyn smiled.
the whole group was talking about the situation, not knowing the ânewâ couple in their eyes were a few feet behind them, holding hands out in public while watching their friends talk about it all. âiâm so glad that was meant to be a joke..â sam chuckled nervously.
âyeah. iâm pretty sure i knew it was a joke, but you said it wasnât and so obviously i followed your lead even though only two girls live in the mansion and one was already taken before moving in.. which was why devyn always found that rule weird.â you giggle. âhuh. i never knew it was a joke. they had kind of a serious tone with how they say things sometimes.â
you hum, âwell now i can do this.â you stop walking, your head facing samâs and your hand cupping his cheek and pulling him closer. you feel samâs lips on yours, and you close your eyes with a smile on your face.
âAWWEEEH,â you hear colby in the back ground. cute noises being heard from your friend group. ânot so secret anymore, are we?â you whisper. ânope. and i wouldnât have it any other way.â he murmurs.
Yesssss of course, alsoo sorry for responding so late and it's kinda shortđ
Pairing: bf! Sam Golback x gf! Reader
Warnings:fluff, reader intended to be female
Summary :after a particularly bad day for reader, she comes home to find her only comfort person, Sam Golbach, not to be home, feeling discouraged after this she goes to lay down to sleep but what does sam do after seeing her in a bad mood?
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To say today had been shit, would be and understatement. You woke up like any other day, except today felt different, heavier than yesterday, but you tried to be positive, like you always are, little miss sunshine. You turned around just to find your boyfriend Sam already left, he and Colby had some huge video planned today, so you got up and went to make coffee.
As you stood in the kitchen staring at nothing in particular while your coffee got cold, your phone started ringing. You reached for your pocket only to find your stupid obsessed ex calling you, *"I thought I told him to leave me alone"*you thought
You of course ignored him, and he of course would not stop calling. Eventually you got so mad you literally locked your cellphone on the balcony and with your luck it started raining and you forgot your phone out there. By the time you remembered it was too late your phone was broken and you were hopeless.
You decided to go to Starbucks in desperate need of a mood booster, you got there and waited in line, the very long line. When the line eventually came to you, you ordered a simple coffee, waited and picked it up. You walked outside and tried to balance your sunglasses and coffee in one hand to grab your keys with the other. Your coffee decided of course today of all days to spill all over your white shirt.
Your rushed home and washed off the sticky substances off your skin, at last being clean again. You plopped down on the couch staring at an uneven bump of paint in the wall, it always bothered you but with your luck today you were not gonna try and fix it, goodness you missed Sam. He seemed to be your lucky charm, nothing ever went wrong with him around and today? Well today he wasn't around and everything was going wrong.
You started crying, sure you've had worse days but today it just seemed to hit different, you've been so tired the last few days and this was the last straw. You heard the door unlocking and the scent of that familiar cologne you love filling the room. You quickly wiped your tears and tried to hide the sniffles, but Sam saw right through the act, he always did
"Hey baby, sorry I couldn't wait up this mor-... Hey, hey what's wrong?" he rushed over and crouched down in front of you, you forced a smile pretending that nothing was wrong "Nothing, how'd the video go?" "Y/N don't lie to me" "I'm not, I'm gonna go shower, okay?" before he could answer your rushed to the bathroom and showered for the second time that day.
You didn't know what you were gonna do with Sam, he knew you to well. So when you finished showering, you found Sam started making dinner, goodness you loved him. After you both ate and Sam told you about his video you decided to head to bed. "Hey baby you sure nothing is wrong?" Sam asked for probably the 100th time today "Yes, Sam I'm sure" "if you say so"
You could not sleep to save your life so around 2 am you sat up carefully as not to wake a sleeping Sam next to you and went to the kitchen . You sat down and just thought about everything that had gone wrong today. Suddenly you heard footsteps and saw a groggy Sam watching you with concerned eyes. You didn't say anything and neither did he,he didn't have to ,he just sat beside you peppering small kisses all over your face until you began laughing.
"There she is...seriously what's wrong?" "It just feels like everything sucks today" "hey come here" he pulled you into a hug ,stroking your hair and whispering sweet nothigs into your ear. Soon enough your eyes started drooping and before you knew it you fell asleep. When you woke up Sam had carried you back to your beds. Your head was resting on his chest as he was editing one of his and colby's videos. When he noticed you were awake he kissed the top of your head "morning pretty girl". Save to say your day was a whole lot better.
warnings: use of y/n, fake relationship, coquette!reader, slight cursing, brief mentions of Johnnieâs ex (just for the plot), Jake and Tara are dating in this
summary: You and Johnnie pretend to date, faking it for so long that it became real.
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When you first began recording and posting YouTube videos you were only 16 years old. You were just an emo kid trying to make friends on the internet and trying to find people who could relate to you. Eventually, when you turned 18, your videos began gaining a lot of attention. This was the beginning of your YouTube popularity, your views skyrocketing dramatically. Soon you were collabing with other YouTubers who were in the same community as you. Through this you met so many new people, including Johnnie.
You met Johnnie at the peak of his emo boy career. He was posting regular videos and vlogs alongside his girlfriend at the time and the three of you became good friends. Your fans began asking for more videos of you all together, so you would constantly collaborate in order to keep the views coming in. Eventually, you developed a true friendship with Johnnie and his girlfriend so, when the views dropped and your fame disappeared you still continued hanging out.
After a couple of years, Johnnie and his girlfriend broke up and although you were friends with them both, you remained close to Johnnie due to your shared career paths. Years passed where you two were just friends who occasionally collaborated to create content for your loyal viewers. Because Johnnieâs now ex-girlfriend was no longer in the picture, those loyal viewers began shipping the two of you together.
At first you didnât address it because it was weird and it would make you two incredibly uncomfortable, but eventually you decided to play into the speculations and rumors. At this point you were no longer emo, trading in your dark clothing for a much softer look. Your contrasting aesthetics and the âconfirmedâ speculation that you two were dating caused your views to skyrocket once again. Johnnie was skeptical of this decision at first, seeing as his last relationship was completely public and on the internet, but once he saw the views it was easy to play along.
Through this decision both yours and Johnnieâs channel had a resurgence, allowing you to meet all the current friends you two hold close. Up until this point, your fans havenât suspected the truth, even most of your friends havenât figured out that your relationship isnât real. Of course there were a few skeptics, but for the most part everyone believed it. Your fans continued making edits and commenting about how much they love you two together while your friends wish they could be in a relationship like yours.
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You two are now 26 years old and have been playing this game for 2 whole years. Although you havenât admitted it to your fans yet, some parts of your relationship have become real. You and Johnnie eventually moved in together, just to make your careers easier and because you two truly are best friends now. Plus, you were too far into your lie to back out now.
Youâre currently sitting on the couch of your shared home, snuggled up under a thick blanket as you scroll through Netflix on the TV. Johnnie is sitting on the other side of the couch, scrolling mindlessly on his phone while he waits for you to pick something. It was easy to get caught up in small moments with him like this and forget that your relationship isnât real.
âWhat about this show?â you ask, hovering over a random show and allowing the quick trailer to play on screen. He looks up from his phone briefly, watching the trailer on the TV. It was an action movie, a genre that you two didnât make a habit of watching. He looks unamused and returns back to his phone, but not before moving closer to you and snuggling up under your blanket.
âPut something good, bro,â he mumbles as he cuddles into you. You adjust yourself slightly so youâre comfortable, feeling the butterflies in your stomach flutter wildly. Sometimes you wished it was real, that even when the cameras werenât rolling or you werenât with friends you two could be a couple. Sure sometimes youâd share clandestine kisses when no one was looking, but you always called those friendly kisses. They didnât mean anything right?
âIâm trying to find something, but nothings good!â You exclaim, continuing to scroll through the endless queue of movies. He shuffles under the blanket as he pulls it closer to his chest before dramatically taking the remote from you. âHere this is good,â he says haphazardly as he clicks a random movie on your watch list. You were about to protest, but youâve actually been wanting to watch this movie for a long time. So, instead you just cuddle up closer to him and decide to enjoy this moment.
The movie was actually extremely boring and you fell asleep before the main storyline was even introduced. Johnnie ended up leaving to his room once he realized you were asleep, a part of him wanted to stay, but he promised his fans a Twitch stream tonight.
Heâs currently in his room talking to his fans, singing songs they request, reacting to videos they recommend, and answering a lot of questions. âThereâs so many people in here I actually canât even read this shit,â he grumbles as he squints his eyes at the computer screen in front of him, attempting to catch at least one comment. Thereâs a brief pause as he finds a comment worth replying to.
Finally he catches a comment, reading it aloud instantly, âWhereâs Y/n? Sheâs asleep in the living room. She fell asleep watching the most boring movie ever.â At the mention of your name the comments went even crazier, flooding his chat at lightning speed. âDude, everytime I mention Y/n my chat goes crazy,â he chuckles as he messes with his settings to slow his chat down.
When his settings are in order, he continues reading, âWhat movie was it? Umm I donât know actually, I just picked the first one on her watch list.â So many of the comments were asking for him to wake you up, the fans becoming desperate for more Johnnie and Y/n content. âGuys, stop telling me to wake her up. Iâm not going to wake her up. Sheâs dead asleep, youâll just have to wait for our next video,â he says, quickly dismissing the fans who were spamming his chat.
âWhat are you filming?â Johnnie reads before taking a sip of the soda can on his desk. He debated whether or not he should spoil the video, but considering it was a video he did often on his channel he decided to just let the fans know. âWeâre switching aesthetics. Sheâs going to dress me all cute and pink and Iâm going to make her look like this,â he gestures to himself with both hands. He was actually dressed very casually and didnât have any makeup on, but nevertheless his look contrasted significantly from yours.
Even with the adjusted settings the chat is still going crazy, especially after he announced what video you all were filming. âYeah weâre filming it tomorrow I think,â Johnnie says as he continues reading comments, a lot of them wanting to know exact details about when the video would be posted. âHe called her aesthetic cute,â he reads, the comment immediately putting a smile on his face. Of course he called your aesthetic cute, if Johnnie thought you were cute then he surely thought the same of your aesthetic.
âSheâs my fucking girlfriend guys, of course Iâm going to call her cute,â he continues, a big smile on his face. The fans were definitely going clip that and edit it. Sometimes the word girlfriend still felt foreign, especially considering that your relationship isnât real, but he loves saying it. Everytime he says it it feels so real. He continues reading comments, all of them asking questions that heâs already answered. Itâs easy for him to become bored with his chat so, to keep the stream going, he decides to react to some videos.
âDo Jake and Johnnie bingo,â he reads, immediately knowing that all the comments were going to agree. He doesnât fight it, instead he pulls up a YouTube video and his digital bingo card. This would make a great YouTube video too, so thatâs a plus. He plays two rounds of bingo, filling the card up both times, before deciding heâs done streaming for the night.
He ends the stream and decides to check on you in the living room. Youâre still sound asleep, the blanket up against your neck as a make-shift pillow. He smiles at this and decides to join you on the couch again, lifting the blanket slightly so he can cuddle up against you. The sudden movement stirs you from your sleep. âIs the movie over?â you ask through a yawn, subconsciously moving closer to Johnnie in the process.
âYeah it ended like 4 hours ago,â he replies, wrapping an arm around your shoulders and bringing you in closer. âHow long was I asleep?â this time you sound more awake, the realization of how long you slept sobering you up a little, but youâre still very drowsy. âLike 6 hours,â he says nonchalantly with a slight shrug of his shoulders. âWas it good?â you ask again, another yawn escaping your lips. âOh yeah, itâs was great,â he lies, smiling down at you and kissing you quickly before joining you for another nap.
These were the moments you wished were real.
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The next morning you wake up bright and early in your room, having made your way to your bed sometime during the middle of the night. Johnnie followed you, missing your presence as soon as you got up from the couch. He was still asleep when you woke up and you knew he wouldnât wake up until much later in the day.
You get ready for the day and go into the kitchen to start breakfast. Once youâre enjoying your meal, you pull your phone out to check your socials. Your Instagram is pretty dead, Twitter is worse, and YouTube has a few notifications of comments and likes left on videos. It isnât until you open TikTok that you see where all your fans were hiding. Your TikTok was going crazy with comments, likes, and so many people were tagging you in videos. There seems to be a new edit that people are going crazy about.
The edit starts off with Johnnie in his room during last nightâs stream, âSheâs my fucking girlfriend guys, of course Iâm going to call her cute.â Then it transitions to a bunch of cute clips of you two together, most of them being candid moments caught on camera where you were just being Y/n and Johnnie. The sappy love song plays on loop as you rewatch the edit, pausing during certain clips to admire them further. You and Johnnie looked so happy in every single video and if you didnât know any better, you might think it was really too.
You read the comments on the video that were flooded with fans obsessing over your relationship, they made you smile. Youâre stuck in a trance of reading and liking comments, but are interrupted by a loud knock on your front door. You only knew one person bold enough to visit you so early and knock so loudly, Jake.
You get up from the table and walk over to the front door, opening it abruptly to find the one and only culprit. Jake and Tara stand on the other side of the door with goofy smiles on their faces, holding all types of stuff in their hands including bags of food, drinks, and other random things. Much like you, theyâre dressed and ready to take on the day.
âBrought you this,â Tara says as she hands you an iced coffee. She smiles at you before making her way inside, Jake following behind her. If they werenât over at your house all the time you mightâve found their abruptness rude, but they were some of your best friends so their unwarranted arrival was welcomed. âWhereâs Johnnie?â Jake asks, placing the bags of food on the kitchen table and searching through them.
âHeâs still asleep,â you shut the front door, taking a sip from the coffee Tara brought for you. It was caramel, your favorite. âItâs only 12, heâll probably wake up at around 2,â you comment again, going back to your previous seat at the kitchen table. Everyone in your friend group was an early riser except for him, so you were used to hanging out with Jake and Tara alone.
âGirl, did you see that edit on TikTok? I keep getting tagged in it,â Tara asks as she takes a seat next to you. Jake hands her her food and continues digging through the various bags in front of him.
Out of all your friends Jake and Tara were the only ones who knew the true nature of your relationship with Johnnie. It was easy to figure out, plus Johnnie accidentally drunkly confessed it to Jake one night. Johnnie was so drunk he didnât remember admitting it the next day, but Jake went on to tell Tara who couldnât help herself from asking you for all the details.
Of course, Jake didnât fully expose Johnnieâs secret to Tara. He purposefully left out the part where Johnnie admitted to actually being in love with you. And when Tara asked you about it you admitted the same thing, but knowing her gossiping tendencies she actually told Jake. So, Jake is the only one out of your friend group whoâs aware of yours and Johnnieâs secret feelings for each other.
âYeah I saw it. Itâs a cute edit,â you reply with a shrug, taking another sip of your coffee. You werenât ready to admit that you just watched it on loop for 20 minutes before their arrival. âI donât know how you do it. I could NOT fake a relationship for that long,â Tara comments again, taking a bite from her breakfast sandwich. âSeems like a lot of work,â Jake chimes in with a mouthful of food.
At this point, even you didnât know how you two did it. It was easy at first to only pretend when the cameras were rolling. But, after a while the lines got blurred and you couldnât even distinguish between reality and fantasy anymore. You found yourself questioning every single thing Johnnie did, trying to decipher whether or not he felt the same as you did.
You were about to respond to her, but the three of you are alerted of Johnnieâs presence as he opens the door to your room abruptly. He sends you guys a sleepy, grumpy glare before walking to the restroom. The three of you share knowing looks, Johnnieâs definitely grumpy because you all woke him up.
Johnnie appears from the bathroom a couple minutes later, grumbling a quick âgood morningâ to Jake and Tara before walking over to you. He knows he doesnât have to pretend in front of them, but he canât stop himself from acting like heâs really your boyfriend. âWhy did you leave?â he mumbles lowly as he sits next to you. He looks so cute right now with his hair all messy and a bare face, you just want to plant a big kiss on his lips.
âWe all canât wake up at 12pm,â you reply playfully. You take a sip from your drink, using it to occupy your lips so you donât kiss him. âWhatever,â he replies. Johnnie is the one who bites the bullet and leans in for a small peck. The kiss is quick and subtle, but itâs enough to hold you over for another couple of hours. His touch has easily become an addiction for you.
âWeâre literally right here!â Tara says dramatically with a fake gag. âYou donât have to make-out in front of us. God!â she continues. A blush creeps on your face because the kiss really was unnecessary, especially if Jake and Tara know you two arenât actually dating. Under circumstances like that, even the smallest peck seemed like a big deal.
âTara stop. Sheâs his fucking girlfriend, of course heâs gonna call her cute,â Jake jokes, quoting Johnnieâs now infamous Twitch clip. âI actually hate you guys,â Johnnie says with a blank stare as he gets up and walks to his room.
When Johnnie is out of earshot Tara asks another prodding question, âWait girl, are you two sleeping together?!â
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When Johnnie was finally ready for the day, the two of you sat down to film your long awaited aesthetic-swap YouTube video. You introduce the video briefly because most of your viewers dont need the long introduction, they know every and anything there is to know about you. Well, except that youâre hiding a big secret from them.
âToday Johnnie and I will be swapping aesthetics. How does that make you feel, babe?â you look towards Johnnie, a big smile plastered on your face. âIâm fucking scared honestly,â he replies, messing with his hair anxiously. Heâs done this video a thousand times with so many different people, but for some reason he was extremely anxious.
âWhy? You donât trust me?â you ask playfully with a fake pout.
âI do trust you, but what if I look dumb as fuck? Actually, what if I look good as fuck and then I never wanna be emo again?â
âEmo is a disease you canât escape,â you say jokingly before clipping his hair out of his face, pushing his hair back gently. âWait are we starting already?â he asks, loving the feeling of your gentle touch.
âYup.â You stand from the bed, adjusting yourself so youâre right in between his legs. The two of you are positioned perfectly, the camera catching everything from the knee up. Once youâre in between his legs he instinctively moves his hands to hold your thighs right under your butt. You donât shy away from his touch, instead you begin his makeup.
âThat feels nice,â he comments as you massage moisturizer into his face, the cool temperature of the cream calming him. You hold his face in place gently, locking eyes with him briefly as you peck his lips quickly. He smiles up at you, he could be here with you forever.
The makeup brushes dance along his face as you work towards replicating your makeup routine on him. The two of you only engage in light banter throughout the video which fills the atmosphere with a calming energy. Whatever anxiety Johnnie felt towards the beginning of this has completely dissipated and honestly he forgot you two were even filming. Heâs lost in a world full of thoughts of you.
âAlmost done,â you whisper in concentration as you line his lips. He looked so pretty right now, the makeup contrasting his everyday look drastically. âDo I look sexy?â he asks jokingly, chuckling at his own attempt at flirting. âAlways,â you reply, only half joking. You make the finishing touches on his makeup, dusting away the powder on his under eyes before grabbing a hand held mirror for him.
Once he takes a look at himself in the mirror his mouth goes completely agape, he would actually fuck himself right now. âOh my God, I do look sexy,â he gasps, admiring himself for all angles.
âKiss me, Iâm so sexy right now,â he puckers his glossed lips out for you, pulling you in closer by your thighs. You laugh, taking his face gently in your hands and planting a kiss on his sticky lips.
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The atmosphere completely changes when itâs Johnnieâs turn to do your makeup. Thereâs an air of chaos and nonstop laughter surrounding you both, especially because Johnnie is using all of his crusty makeup products on you.
He stands in the same position you were in with a firm grip on your face as he attempts to evenly spread your foundation. âJohnnie that beauty blender is rock solid. It literally hurts,â you laugh as you attempt to wriggle away from the sponge, his hand pulling you back gently each time. He sees the opportunity for a joke and takes it, âthatâs what she said.â His eyebrows wiggle jokingly as he stares at you, causing you to burst out in laughter.
âNever EVER say that again-â youâre cut off by him patting the makeup sponge all over your mouth. You chuckle through tight lips, feeling as he blends fhe makeup down to your neck and then up again on your forehead.
âYou look like youâve never seen daylight. SoâŠperfect,â he comments blankly, stepping aside so you can look at yourself through the camera. Youâre so pale itâs shocking, your hand cups your mouth in disbelief. Being this pale immediately took you back to your emo phase. You swoop your hair in front of your face briefly and burst out in another fit of laughter, âdude look at me!â
Johnnie looks up from his array of makeup and sees your makeshift emo hair, laughing also. He stumbles back slightly from the laughter, reaching out for you to keep him steady. You let go of your hair and hold onto his hands, laughing equally as hard. Your hair is now on your face, causing Johnnie to laugh even harder, âyou look terrifying right now.â
The rest of the video goes like this, just the two of you laughing uncontrollably at how ridiculous you both look. Johnnie packs on the black eye shadow onto your eyelids, instructing you to close your eyes so he can smudge it everywhere. Lastly he teases your hair, using one of his hairspray coated combs. By the end of it, you two look unrecognizable.
âOkay guys itâs time for the grand reveal,â you speak from behind the camera. You and Johnnie changed your outfits to fully immerse yourself in the otherâs aesthetic. Heâs wearing a pink top, a white skirt, and knee high socks from your closet. You, on the other hand, dug through your archives for one of your old emo outfits. Youâre completely decked out in a studded belt, a multitude of bracelets, and black jeans so faded they looked gray.
The two of you walk in front of the camera, doing a twirl for dramatic effect. You actually felt ridiculous, mostly because this was a look you werenât accustomed to anymore.
Johnnie was feeling himself and was posing dramatically for the camera, âmy ass is so fat in this skirt.â
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Originally you two were going to film the video and then wash all the makeup off, but Jake suggests that you two stream in public for your fans. The idea was funny, but also a little nerve wracking. Johnnie didnât mind it, he was used to doing embarrassing things on camera for views.
So, now youâre at the mall dressed as an emo while Johnnie follows behind you in the girliest outfit from your closet. So many people were staring at you both, they probably didnât see stuff like this everyday. The comments on your stream were going crazy, most of them gushing over how good Johnnie looked in makeup. Your OG viewers were commenting about the nostalgia they felt seeing you dressed like that again.
âGuys weâre going to the food court, Johnnie wants Panda Express,â you comment to the camera, holding it so only your face is in view. âA girlâs gotta eat,â Johnnie chimes in from beside you with a silly voice, adjusting his skirt that keeps riding up. âJohnnie is finally understanding how it feels to be a girl. Every guy here keeps looking at him. They definitely want you, babe,â you look up at Johnnie whoâs looking directly at the camera. He pulls a goofy face and replies with a silly voice, âIâm irresistible.â
After eating you walk around the mall, entering random stores and buying useless stuff to try in future videos. You even run into a couple of fans along the way, all of them gushing over how different you two look. Most of them ask for pictures, greet your stream and ask for an autograph.
After the tenth store, you and Johnnie decide youâre tired and end the stream. Finally when you two get home you wash off the makeup and take a shower to wash out the pounds of hairspray in your hair. Youâre now sitting on your bed editing the video from earlier today. Johnnie enters your room unexpectedly, his hair wet from the shower.
âHi,â he greets quietly as he crawls into your bed, he cuddles up next to you under the covers. âHi,â you respond, adjusting your laptop so he can see what youâre doing. As you edit the video you canât help but notice how in love you two actually look, it looks so real. It gets you thinking about how it would be to actually date Johnnie, not just when the camera is rolling.
âJohnnie?â you ask tentatively, scared of what you are about to say. He hums in response, looking up at you through hooded eyes. âDo you ever wonder how we do it?â you ask again, clicking various buttons on your computer as you continue editing. Heâs confused, âdo what?â
âYou know, act in love for the cameras.â
He looks up at you again, this time with more attention, âUm I donât know.â This was a topic the two of you avoided like the plague, mostly because it reminded you that none of this was real. âTara mentioned it today, thatâs why Iâm asking,â you comment, attempting to deflect. The only sound in the room is the clacking of the computer keys.
âI mean, what is stopping this from being real?â you finally ask, watching as Johnnie shifts away from you. You think that maybe you said something you shouldnât have, âSorry. Forget I said anything.â Your face is red with embarrassment, had you just messed everything up?
He ignores your apology, âitâs been real for me.â
His voice is low and quiet, he isnât meeting your eyes. You shut your laptop, throwing it towards the edge of your bed. Gently you grab his face so he can meet your gaze, a big smile on your face. Now heâs the one who looks embarrassed, he looks like he just admitted his crush to someone who doesnât reciprocate the feeling.
âFor me too,â you admit shyly.
His frown is replaced with a smile at your confession. The two of you lean in slowly to kiss and even though youâve done it millions of times before, it feels like the first time.
âGuess we donât have to announce it,â he jokes, earning a playful slap from you. It was true though, you two were going to go back to normal after this, but this time it would be real.
