I feel so different. Maybe 2026 is gonna be my year, feel genuine inner peace and my life has gotten significantly better!! I get scared and stressed sometimes, but at the end of the day I feel okay. I feel like I'm having a free beginning and can focus on myself. I don't think I wanna be I a relationship again as it kind of feels restraining. Being with myself or a friend feels better, and while I still feel romantic attraction, I'd rather not be restrained by the title of "dating" and "together". If given a friend with benefits, I would thrive, but still be loyal to them. Maybe like a non dating relationship where we express our affections for each other, but don't ever be together? Idk if i'm making sense to anyone, but if I am to anyone, just know your feelings are valid!