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take a very deep breath. it’s going to be okay. their disappointment is not worth you making a decision that isn’t right for you. you’re doing something that you want to do. this isn’t for them. everyone else can fuck off.
answering this one too since I didn't see it woops
jonathanlea said: jfld;jflas omg no no I mean I’ve had… a whole host of issues with guilt and my mom and honestly coming from a place where I can honestly speak from experience, this makes her a legitimately bad parent, because she’s trying to live through you
she really isn't a bad parent,it's just that I'm really afraid of my parents being mad and disappointed of me. She said that it's my choice and that even if I quit she'll somehow get used to it,but she keeps throwing me these looks or just not looking at me at all. And when I apologize she just ignores me and says nothing's wrong when she's clearly annoyed.
She's already been making comments about how fat I am and I'm pretty sure those are going to multiply if I quit. I'm not sure if I'll be able to endure everything at home better than just going to basketball...
