June 10th, 2018
Its been a while, but not a lot has happened. Me and my daddy got in a fight, but it was sort of worked out. He apologized, but we havent really talked it all out. He has been doing a few nice gestures lately, like getting me my hot chocolate k cups I love, and got me a sub, and made plans for us for Tuesday to go out with our friends. Ive been working a lot, and i feels so tired. Emotionally drained. I decided that I want to get out of my position, and go back to my side of the store.
Me and daddy have been having a lot of play time. Like very other day, every two days, and its better and better every time. I love it when he goes fast, but last night he was hard, and rough, and it hurt so good. I could feel how much he wanted me, and it was absolutely amazing. He just shoved himself in me, and it hurt soooo good.
I think we are in an alright place, though I really think we need to spend more time together. Going out for walks, or out for dinner. I really want to go to a beach with daddy. I might try and have him take me Saturday, since we both have off all day, and my grandmas picnic later, like 5:00ish.
I really am missing having a bunny, but right now I have been looking for apartments for us. I really want to move out because his mom has been really weird about me lately, and I desperately need to get away. I am hoping by the end of summer maybe we can move out, and then get a bun after we are settled. I know its a vast jump, but I think its a really good move. I have a friend interested in moving out with us, so its definitely a possibility. I am hopeful for a movement forward in our lives together. I am not 100% happy right now, and if moving departments doesnt help, I am going to go to my doctor about maybe getting on some medication, or talking to someone...
