Nemužů uvěřit že je dvě měsic od když moje škola končila. A proto, jenom jedna měsic až do muj let na Česke Republike!
Dneska a zítra nepracuju. Dneska budu studovat a musím uklizet moje koupelna. Potom budu sekat se s jedna kamardka kyterý nevidím často. Budeme mluvit na být plnoletý- ted´ ona nebydlet s její rodiče.
Zítra chci jet na pizzerie na šlyšet poezie od muj kamarádi. A potom ve středu, potřebuju pracovat. Ted´ potřebuju pracovat jenom dvě tyden, ale jsem netrpělivný. Chci cestovat!
What I said, according to Google Translate...
17 July 2016
I can not believe it's two months since my school ended. And so, only one month until my flight to the Czech Republic!
I do not work today and tomorrow. I'm going to study today, and I have to clean my bathroom. Then I'll be mowing with a friend I do not see often*. We're going to talk about being of age** - not to be with her parents.
Tomorrow I want to go to the pizzeria to hear poetry from my buddies. And then on Wednesday, I need to work. Now I only need to work for two weeks, but I'm impatient. I want to travel!
Words I had to learn:
uvěřit--- to believe
od--- since
plnoletý--- adult
bydlet--- to live (reside)
netrpělivný--- impatient
*Sekat se means “to meet with”. I do not know where GT got “mowing” from. (My friend recently moved out of her house, which is so exciting and scary at the same time.)
**Plnoletý, or “adult” is an interesting word. It combines plny, “full” with letý, “years”. Hopefully that makes it easier to remember.
journal prompt: think about the people you admire the most, what traits do you have that make you admire them?
I tend to actually not idealize people that much. I don’t look up to anyone typical like parents or anything, and I haven’t ever been a huge fan of any celebrities. I suppose I can say the people closest to me are people I admire? I’m not sure but I know that there are definitely particular traits in them that I admire.
For example my best friend, I admire how warm and sociable she is, she always attracts other people to her because of the nature of her personality. She’s a very loving, caring, open-minded and understanding person and I definitely admire that about her. She’s also super smart.
Another example would be my boyfriend, I admire his independence. He has a strong sense of self sufficiency that I wish I had.
Today was a pretty good day. I was able to be interrupted, and get all my work done. I organized my department a lot, which is exciting. I’m hoping to organize my back room shelves tomorrow, with the help of a morning stocking associate. His supervisor said I could pull him onto my project. I really think she is warming up to me, and wants to help me out. Me getting the department cleaned only helps the stockers!
So it was a pretty dang good work shift. I am going to attempt to take a later lunch, because my days feel so long working so early. I think its because I am working on one thing all day, and it just feels like I’ve spent forever doing one task. When I worked the afternoon shifts, it was in increments. Project with manager, lunch, then zoning and reshops. I am adjusting though. Being able to take ownership of this is nice, as long as it will last.
When I got home from work, my daddy was all ready to cuddle me while I laid down and relaxed. I couldnt fall asleep because I was too hungies. My daddy cuddled me real good, and we ended up having play time! I really missed it, and I know tomorrow will be better with such an amazing stress reliever tonight. I have one more day of work then I am off Friday, much needed if I do say so myself.
My bunny is eating her pellets now, so that’s super exciting. I know she is feeling a lot better, and I cant wait until she is 100%.
Crafting update though. I got my molds in the other day for my polymer clay, and I made a cute tye dye music note, star, and made a little bunny! I think I’m going to make the bunny into a little necklace for me to wears. Its soooooo cute and looks just like my Shannon.
You asked me if I was okay and I took a deep breath and gather all the strength I had left to say 'Yes, I am.'. I want to tell you that I'm not. I am far from being okay when you're standing there and you don't know a thing. I want to tell you everything. I want to share what's on my mind because having these thoughts to myself is killing me, but we both know that's hard for me. This place is heaven when you're near and this euphoria is something I never want to end. If only I could gather my strength to say what I really want to say but I just ended up wasting it on a lie you never think twice to believe.
There's a shadow outside my window. A tree usually causes the shapes on my curtains but it's somehow different. This shadow looks like it does any other night, but more defined. Now, it's always possible they replaced the bulb in the streetlight. Or maybe the neighbors are staying up late. I just don't remember the shadow moving quite this way.
