All my life, every hour, minute and second, you'll see me smiling widely, lips stretched and eyes getting smaller. All my life I have used smile as my shield, my protector and my mask. Everyone knows me as a bubbly, jolly and happy person like I don't have any problem at all. But that is where everybody's wrong. I used smile to protect me because If I don't I will get hurt because of the judgements of the people, "she's so bad", she's not nice", she doesn't like to smile", she's too serious", I am sure she'll have an old face at a young age", yeah I heard that from a lot of people. Why, do a smile define a person?, When I'm not smiling, am I bad already? Can't I be serious for a moment?. I used smile as my mask, I used it to hide the tears and hurt in my eyes because everyone is just so insensitive, they always do things that makes my heart break but then I would use a smile to hide everything. I love my smile, she has been my bestfriend, she's always with me. Please don't hurt me more, please don't make me cry more, please make me happy, because I can't lose my bestfriend, I can't lose my smile.