I genuinely came to the conclusion today that I literally just make people's lives better.
I've had a group of people, all who interact with me at different times, tell me that I'm an inspiration, a comfort, and a reassurance to them
I am so confused because last time I checked I was the kid who killed all the conversations. Last time I checked, I was Too Much To Handle and Overbearing and Awkward.
I guess I just didn't realize that I wasn't actually unloving. I was just unloved.













