#jp asks

[thatoneurchin]

for the smutty one shot, would you do more ABO Shauna in rut 👀

Here you go!

[thatoneurchin]

The Jackie comes back to life during s3 fic sounds quite fun I can jus imagine Shauna being like BABE HAT GIRL MEANT NOTHING TO ME I SWEAR 😭

Shauna does exactly that LMAOO. I posted the first part a bit ago

[thatoneurchin]

Actually genuinely so obsessed with your writing and how you characterize the Yellowjackets girls- absolutely no pressure at all, but I was wondering if you have any updates on Porcelain or Drunk Walk Home?

Or literally just any rambly thoughts on JackieNat or JackieShauna because again- obsessed with your characterization and thoughts on them

(The day you update Drunk Walk Home is the day I drop everything, call in sick, cancel doctors appointments, drive my car right off the road to start reading)

Thank u! New porcelain update hopefully later this week. DWH will be updated, it’s just 3rd on the list right now. Porcelain is #1. Another YJ fic I have (you are the country i bloody the hills for) only has 2 chapters left, and I’d like to finish it so that’s #2. But I do have an outline for DWH and it is on my mind.

Ramblings under the cut

Jackieshauna: so one thing that interests me with them is the “i don’t know where you end and I begin” quote. I think both of them project on each other in a way. Jackie has this love (possibly also codependency) with Shauna where she wants to stay as close as they were as kids forever. To her, it would be great to go to the same college, stay in the same room, etc. so she doesn’t feel a need to ask Shauna about it. If it’s a no-brainer for her, then it’s a no-brainer for Shauna. Meanwhile Shauna has a lot of anger and resentment, so she assumes Jackie has it too and that her actions are malicious, when they might not be. They both fail to see the other fully. It’s more like they see each other but with a big piece of themselves inside. And that’s part of the tragedy to it. I think if Jackie saw Shauna fully, she might be able to be more attentive, and if Shauna saw Jackie fully, she might be able to be more forgiving… but ofc that opportunity is dead and gone.

Jackienat: their dynamic in my fics is honestly just based off of Doomcoming + the two scenes where Nat mentions jealousy in relation to Jackie.

Doomcoming is interesting to me cause they were mostly at odds all season, but when it came down to a life or death situation it turned out they have more in common than they think morally. We see Lottie/Shauna work in tandem in a murdery way, while Nat/Jackie work in tandem to put an end to it. They’re the only ones to take issue with Travis’ SA, only ones to try and stop the hunt, and the only ones to openly oppose the wilderness cult/woo woo so strongly afterwards. Jackie’s refusal of the bear meat actually reminds me a lot of teen Nat in S2 pushing against Lottie. I think they’re alike in a way that is very subtle and neither of them realize due to their more glaring differences. That’s why I like writing slow burns for them. I think it’d take them a while to get there emotionally.

The other thing is the concept of jealousy with them. It’s obvious why Nat would be jealous of Jackie, who’s well-off with a seemingly good home life, but I also think Jackie is jealous of Nat back. Nat is someone who (at least seemingly) is comfy being alone, while Jackie has always been part of a pair, and Nat is able to unashamedly enjoy sex, while Jackie has a million reservations about it. I think they could balance each other out in a way. Nat isn’t used to having someone by her side to be kind/support her, but being by someone’s side is basically all Jackie knows how to do. Jackie needs someone to show her the ropes sexually without pressure/shame (which is also why I like starting them as fwb in fics) and help expand her worldview past constantly caring what everyone else thinks. There’s a foundation for them both to improve each other imo

[thatoneurchin]

your new au… age gap Alpha Shauna with the secrets and very thirsty omega student Jackie… incredible can’t wait for the accidental pregnancy tag to come into play and for Shauna to get more jealous (rooting for Jackie to take advantage) also lmao Mari

Thank you! I’m glad you’re enjoying the fic, its grown way more than I thought it would

[thatoneurchin]

https://twitter.com/ggardengirl/status/1923576153584902461 would u be interested in doing this shipping chart? I’m noisy

I didn’t include the extras cause I’ve got no opinion tbh they can get freaky with whoever.

Doing this also made me realize I have super conflicting thoughts about Jackie/Lottie apparently 😭 I couldn’t decide but they’re either “like & enjoy” or “platonic only” for me

[thatoneurchin]

JackieShauna breeding kink may have unlocked something in me 🫣 very excited to see more of it and for the A/B/O how Shauna and Jackie would handle actual pregnancy

Hehehe I’m glad it did. More of jackieshauna handling pregnancy here

[thatoneurchin]

drunk walk home sneak peek? 🤲

Yes as a treat 🙂‍↕️ Slight spoilers underneath the cut!

“Jackie.” Nat’s incredulous voice touches her before the girl in question slides into the doorway. It wraps warm around her, and leaves her slightly breathless as she’s forced to stand there without a hello hug, watching Nat step in view. Brash footsteps, rumpled shirt, withering yet curious stare. “You’re here.”

She’s here.

Nat breathes her name so softly, and god, how did Jackie know she would say it just like that?

How did Jackie know she would look just like that in her worn-out jeans, that she’d be messy-haired and dwarfed adorably in one of her many band tees?

“I am. Can I come in?” It doesn’t quite seem like Jackie will be getting a yes. Off Nat’s dubious look, she clarifies. “I kind of have something big I need to talk to you about.”

”Something big.” Nat repeats considerately, glancing back inside, while Jackie peers patiently at their feet. Crushed cigarette butts sit in the doorway, some mashed secretly underneath the wood like spilled coffee grinds. “Okay. You can come in, but just to talk, alright?”

”Sure. To talk.”

Let the chips fall where they may.

[thatoneurchin]

Can you tell us about your future fics (the age gap and the S3)

Totally!

So 40-something Shauna goes to get Callie from a club and meets 20-something Jackie, who helps wrangle Callie into the car. Shauna initially assumes Jackie is one of Callie’s friends, but once that turns out not to be the case (and she stops angsting), an affair begins between them. The twist? Jackie is secretly a reporter looking into the YJs. But the more she pushes, the more attracted to Shauna she gets, and the more she discovers secrets that probably should’ve stayed buried.

The S3 fic is Jackie reviving sometime mid S3 to discover Shauna apparently left her in the snow to die, has a gf now, and has also become a dictator in her absence. Naturally, angst/jealousy ensues. Jackie is simultaneously pissed and trying to soften Shauna back into the girl she once knew, while Shauna is grappling with having a second chance to rewrite her wrongs (and deciding if she even wants to rewrite them in the first place). There’ll also probably be a Nat/Jackie(/Travis?) friendship in there.