they will Judge Me if i go down to make instant pho or ramen right now..but i need…i need
#rambles <333#im going insane#shitpost#hungryyy#jsdlkfdhf#complex relationship with food as in i cant eat in front of others#i cannot be caught eating they will take it away#and this is dumb as fuck because i have never been food insecure in my life ever#so idk where it comes from#btu eating is weakness#what if they take it?? what if they attack me while im busy eating???#and its like girl who the fuck is they calm down bro