Could you write a yandere Robbie x reader where he turns reader into a zombie? If you don't like that, then could I just ask for some Robbie x zombie reader fluff where Robbie is a bit shy trying to tell reader his feelings? - 🕸️
Infuriating
So this has been sitting in my google doc for months because I thought I would be able to write this on my breaks or during my downtime at work, and then VERY MUCH COULD NOT. Apologies.
Robbie the Zombie x GN!Reader, TW: gore
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Robbie does not typically like to show emotions. Period. Feels like a waste of time and effort when most people just write off his lack of emotions as part of being a zombie. But there’s some part of him that feels weird and pent up when he is with you. Something that makes the lack of his own heart in his chest ache like phantom pain. It’s aggravating, because he knows the one way he’s gonna fix that is by getting it out.
He hates you, because you’re different than everyone else. But he also knows he doesn’t. This inner turmoil inside of him makes his normally bone chilling cold skin feel flushed. It’s infuriating. He’s supposed to be an unfeeling creature of the night, occasionally permitted to feel the sweet joy of taking a life to supply his body with new parts.
But looking at you makes him want to rip his stolen heart out of his chest and hand it to you on a silver platter just to show he really means it. He could find a million hearts and give them to each of you, placed on stakes like a bouquet of macabre flowers. But how could you be so wonderful and accept the grotesque parts of him?
He wants to tear himself inside out just so you don’t have to see what’s inside. It’s painful and awful and you’re so perfect. You look up at him with large curious eyes, holding his hands that dwarf yours and he feels what he can only describe as adoration for only you. And how badly he wants to protect whatever look you give him, only him. His stitched up hands holding your face ever so gently between his palms, thumb just grazing over the tip of your nose. Or perhaps brushing an eyelash out from beneath your eye, barely visible on the pad of his finger.
It will take a lot of courage to bring himself to confess to you, but for some reason he believes he’ll be okay. You’ve been squeezing his hand in spurts of threes a lot recently, and he has to figure out what that means first.
ALTR INFO: 18152 contracted an unknown illness after an encounter with ALTR 114209. He was advised to keep track of his symptoms in the form of a journal; IRIS Researchers have secured the journal to track 18152's both physical and mental development.
08/09/2016
“Not been great lately, I've had cold or flu symptoms for the past two weeks, really has been messing with my focus, not great for when I'm trying to study or play as well as I usually can but I've been pushing through it!
I'm still a bit shaken up from that creepy ass guy from last month- it messed with me. I'm glad IRIS is here to help out with my case tho, hopefully they catch the freak. I keep getting all fidgety and anxious whenever I'm out in public. I mean I guess that's normal after something like that but still, doesn't make it easier. I would hang out with friends to make me feel safer but I don't wanna get them sick, hopefully this'll pass
-R”
15/09/2016
“God my head will not stop pounding, I got my headache about 2 days ago, it started off only occasionally but god it just keeps flaring up and more often. My flu hasn't gotten any better. It makes it hard to do anything, I keep getting by, slowly but surely.
-R”
22/09/2016
“Been bed ridden this week- I thought rest would probably help but, every time I sleep I keep dreaming of that guy- I don't remember it fully and it's probably just some weird trauma thing but he keeps.. I don't really know how to describe it? He keeps warping. I don't know its probably just some dream shit”
29/09/2016
“haven't been able to eat properly.. keep feeling this itch on my neck, its not bad just annoying mostly. My phone hurts my eyes. Keep dreaming of creeper.im sure he didn't actually look like that. Sorry for the bad handwriting, I'm so tired nd my hands hurt. Might try sleeping again”
30/09/2016
“woke up and puked, pretty badly too- dreaming of that guy hurts my head”
05/10/2016
“Really should call a doctor I think. I did call IRIS, I'm sure I did, they said they'd send someone over. No one came- my body hurts, everywhere it's just this dull ache. I might try
and shower or something. I don't know what to do at this point- no ones coming I've waited and waited and no one showed. The itching got worse, I don't know what's wrong with me I just need someone to come help”
“Why is no one answering my calls???”
12/10/2016
“Tried to shower, clumps of my hair just- came out. I just cried something is wrong with me I called IRIS again I told them it was urgent and I need help. The creeper answered me. It couldn't have been real- but it made me throw my phone accidentally. It broke and I can't get it to work again. I can't keep going on like this. The itching keeps spreading too- it now feels like things are crawling in my organs. I can't scratch there”
“Threw up again, mostly blood- it was clumpy, I think it was bits of my throat. It hurts my throat to breathe let alone talk”
16/10/2016
“The man in my room can't be here- I didn't let anyone in, he shouldn't be here”
23/10/2016
“I found out why I feel like there things crawling in me. I threw up a dead bug. The itching keeps going. I think I need to leave”
“I left my apartment. The air stung and I felt everyone's eyes on me. I don't care i just need help”
“IRIS won't let me in. Or near anyone.”
30/10/2016
“They're keeping me here. They keep giving me things. They poked IVs in me- the skin just teared away. It hurt so much, it feels good to actually be given medication. It's not kicked in yet but I think it should soon. The nurse gave me a funny look when I described my creep to him. I don't know, I just wanna sleep”
IRIS Supplemental:
ALTR 181502, previously known as Robert “Robbie” James, was announced as clinically dead to the public on 05/11/2016. Within the IRIS Foundation however it should be known that ALTR 181502, while maintaining a “corpse-like” appearance, is very much alive. IRIS researchers and medics have been working on a plausible theory on the rapid and alarming decline in ATLR 181502’s health after an apparent encounter with ALTR 114209. This variation of effects with 114209 seems to be an outlier. But until a working theory has been confirmed, the containment is highly necessary for both ALTR 181502 and for the wider public. Some IRIS staff have left due to unknown illnesses after contact with ALTR 181502. Their symptoms are yet to be examined but they are all in highly secure quarantine zones until they are confirmed to not be carrying a “Zombie Virus” as the research staff seem to be calling it.
As for ALTR 181502- exact details of his initial encounter with ALTR 114209 are documented in his original report to IRIS. His condition remains unpleasant. And it seems the best we can hope for is to keep him in containment until we understand what's going on.
The journal, as well as the remainder of ALTR 181502's belongings have been quarantined or burned. We managed to digitise his IRIS issued journal for the research sake. In said journal we believe the figure he describes is ALTR 114209- as it is within it's behaviour to torment it's victims while they are in mental distress.
It was discovered, by one such medic, after attempting an autopsy on ALTR 181502, that he is very much no longer human. If the hive of moth larvae that has eaten away at all of his organs have anything to say about it at least. How he still is living, albeit not pleasantly, is about as good a guess as yours as it is mine.
