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I'm getting off Tumblr for the night (for the most part, I'm still waiting for drake industries to give me the latest on the fic they're writing for me) so if you wanna keep talking to me, my Kik is @prettypartypoison. Have a good night, lil bbs. Leave me cute stuff to wake up to and I might just swoon.
she said
that im like her
i love people and their opinions, but i shouldn't feel like you're shoving it down my throat.
i'm in a shit mood tbh and i feel no muse to write long stuff today. this is pretty sad, but whatever. D: i promise, though, to at least attempt to write maybe some paras so i can edit them later and make whole replies, but that's all.
i can do some small things today though, before i'm gone to read books, do schoolwork and other shits.
-sigh- So, as you can see for the past few days I haven't been on here and I'm sorry. I am, but these past few days have been the worst I've had in so long. I'm not going to lie to you and say I'm fine, because I'm not. I love you all very dearly and you deserve to know what's going on. So, I'm going to tell you that I relapsed. If you know me, then you know how. I just don't want to have to turn this into a trigger post and people don't read it --but if relapse is considered a tw, because I honestly don't know, I will tag accordingly so tell me; and sorry, just in case-- because I'm making some serious changes. Not going to lie, my spirit is pretty broken, a mixture of other things from feeling gulity..literally every where I turn. I'm beyond upset with myself for breaking my own promise and it's eating me alive. So, I had to say, because for the past two days I've kept it a secret and had the joys of been stricken to my core with gulit, but it's more than my disgust with my actions. It's other things, too, that I don't even know if anyone would understand and honestly, this is my one trigger. So, I'm not going to explain, but I feel bad for making so many of you wait. These is partially an apology and the other part is a release, because I suck at telling people how I feel and I'm trying to work on. Either way, this is my way of saying that I'm tossing my fucking gulit in the garbage, because I cannot live this way. I know right now this sounds like me whining about my relapse and my Draft count, but it's more than that! My gulit is so bad that it's making things that I feel a little gulity for pushed to the extreme. So, sorry if this is depressing whatever, whatever, but I needed to get this off my chest and the friends that I have here, well, clearly if I don't speak up I might lose some of you and I don't want that.
I DON'T THINK YOU GUYS REALIZE HOW NOT EVEN JOKING I AM WHEN I SAY I COULD WRITE NOVELS ON SAMUEL T. ANDERS AND WHY HE IS THE ACTUAL BEST CHARACTER OF ALL THINGS AND DESERVES TO BE LOVED BY EVERYONE
AND ALL I WANT IN LIFE IS A SHOW ABOUT SAM'S LIFE ON CAPRICA BEFORE THE FALL BECAUSE THAT WOULD BE THE MOST BEAUTIFUL SHOW AND WE SHOULD ALL STRIVE TO BE SAM ANDERS
TEN FAVORITE BSG CHARACTERS └ 06. Sharon "Athena" Valerii Agathon
"I made a choice. To wear a uniform, to be a person. [...] My people may die. My entire race may be wiped out. But this cylon will keep her word, even if it means she's the last cylon left in the universe. Can a human being do that?"
