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I Wanna Be Yours
18+ ONLY minors DNI!!!
Jake Kiszka x fem demon!reader
Warnings: this is filthy lmao, I’ll put more specific warnings before each chapter but absolutely let me know if I’ve missed any!
I’m updating as frequently as I can, let me know if you’d like to be tagged! 🫶🏻
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
Chapter Nine
Chapter Ten
Chapter Eleven
Chapter Twelve
Standalone/blurbs
Crybaby
(Josh Kiszka x f!reader)
Josh blurb
(Josh Kiszka x reader)
Twisted Up In You
(Danny Wagner x f!reader)
Rhinestones & Glitter
(Josh Kiszka x reader)
Night Moves
(Jake Kiszka)
Collaborations with @gracev0609
Between the Two of You
(Jake Kiszka x Chris Turpin x reader)
Between the Two of You- Pt. 2
(Jake Kiszka x Chris Turpin x reader)
Need You Close
(Josh Kiszka x Danny Wagner)
Need You Close- Pt. 2
(Josh Kiszka x Danny Wagner)
Need You Close- Pt. 3
(Josh Kiszka x Danny Wagner)
Need You Close- Pt. 4
(Josh Kiszka x Danny Wagner)
Get Your Blood Pumping
(Gym Josh x reader)
For the Fans
(OnlyFans Danny)
Dirty Love
(Josh x Danny angst)
Love Blooms
(Kindergarten teacher AU, Josh x female OC)
Whatever You Need
(Danny x reader)
On the Rocks
(Heavily tattooed/pierced Danny x reader)
Success & Sacrifice
(Blood magic Josh)
Danny Wagner X Reader A gracev0609/ @lipstickitty collaboration. You and Danny are roommates who have crushes on one another, and it all c
Peaches & Cream
(Roommate Danny x reader)
I Wanna Be Yours
Chapter One
Jake Kiszka x Demon!reader
1k+ words
Warnings: 18+ ONLY MINORS GO AWAY!! talk of death, reader is a demon, Jake is a sweet angel baby love, eventual smut
Having been born centuries ago, you had watched the world transform entirely before your eyes more times than you could count. Being orphaned at a young age, you had struggled your way through every day of your human life with a heavy heart and the weight of the world on your shoulders. You’d fought tooth and nail for even the most basic of necessities and gone without plenty of times before. Which is why, when a stranger showed up on the dark path leading to your makeshift home after a long night of trying to scrounge up enough money to eat on, you decided to hear him out for his strange offer rather than panicking right away. ‘How much worse could things get?’ You’d thought to yourself as the man introduced himself as Malachi, a demon in a salesman position of sorts.
His job was to find mortals who lived miserable lives, those who suffered daily, and offer them whatever their hearts desired in exchange for their souls. You’d be “recruited” so to speak, as a demon, and assigned a job based on your skills and talents, very similar to human jobs really.
Due to your smooth talking skills and no nonsense attitude you’d been hired as a succubus- sapping energy and claiming souls of those unlucky enough to fall into bed with you.
Suffice it to say, you’d met quite a few men in your lifetime. Countless, even. But you’d never encountered another soul like Jake Kiszka, not in all your centuries on this earth. Though you were technically a demon, you remembered being human and took pity on those you felt deserving of it. You only set your sights on the skeeviest, most depraved and revolting of men, seeing it as the consequences of their own actions. The good men, the kind men, those only trying to provide for themselves and their families, you left alone. Their souls were worth more than that to you. Jake’s soul was worth more than that to you.
You’d met Jake at your day job at your local bookstore. Independently owned, you were the assistant store manager and as such you got a lot of say in what books and other merchandise were carried, which you delighted in. You adored filling the store with a vast variety of different genres, truly something for everyone. You took special pride in your occult section, you were a demon after all.
One day, Jake had come in while you were just coming off your lunch break. As soon as you’d clocked in, he’d awkwardly said hi to you and blushed when you smiled in his direction. Part of your succubus charm was the effect you had on men, making them nervous and enthralled with you at first glance even if you never intended to take them to bed. “Hi sweetheart, I’m y/n! Ya looking for anything special today?” You cheerfully greeted him.
“Oh, nice to meet you y/n, I’m Jake! Well, Jacob- or- Jake… whichever… anyway, uh, yeah, I was really hoping you could point me towards the history section- biographies and such on, like, musicians or historical figures, or… ya know…” he trailed off with a nervous clearing of his throat.
“Oh yeah, of course, Jake! Follow me, I’ll show you!” You linked your pinky with his, leading him to the section he was looking for. “Any specific thing you’re interested in, Jake?” You asked with a bright smile.
“Oh, pirates, mostly… kinda nerdy but I find it very interesting… fascinating, actually.” He giggled. “Ah, makes sense.” You grinned, gesturing to his necklaces layered on his mostly bare chest. His cheeks flushed the most adorable shade of pink, muttering, “yeah I guess that does make sense.” With a chuckle, not quite meeting your gaze.
“Hey, don’t be shy about your interests, Jake! I love seeing people be passionate about their interests! I’ve read a lot of these myself! What you’re looking for is gonna be over here, honey” you point out the books in question. You smile and go to turn away but he clears his throat once more, stopping you in your tracks. “Listen, I know this is kinda forward but I think you’re fucking gorgeous and I’d love to hear any insider tips you have on the best books here. Can I- give you my number? And we can… swap book recommendations, or maybe hang out sometime?” He stammers out, barely meeting your eyes.
“Jake, sweetie, I don’t date, and not to be too blunt here, but I don’t sleep around either, not in the way you’re used to. I’d love to be friends, we could grab coffee or swap music or books and catch up, but I don’t want to give you the wrong idea. I couldn’t be good for you, I’d only hurt you, and you seem like an honestly good man. I’m good at reading people, and I couldn’t hurt someone like you. We can swap numbers and get coffee when I’m done here, okay?” You looked in his eyes and held his hands with yours while you spoke, handing him your phone to put his number inside. When the shock wore off, he slid his phone to you to do the same.
“I’ll text you later, Jake. It was really nice meeting you.” You gave him a genuine, warm smile as you walked away to get back to work. You managed to keep the smile on your face for the rest of the shift, and help all the customers that needed you, but you felt dread settle in your chest when you thought about the beautiful boy that had walked in and turned your world upside down. You wanted nothing more than to throw yourself at him, get to know him, keep him all to yourself. But given your nature, you knew it wasn’t fair to do so knowing you couldn’t guarantee he wouldn’t get hurt.
You knew the safest thing for the both of you was to stay far away from Jake Kiszka, not let it go any further than that first interaction. But in all your years you’d never felt the kind of magnetism that you’d felt towards the brown eyed boy you’d just met. You knew you’d try and be his friend, selfishly wanting to keep him in your life in any capacity. You knew Jake would be your undoing.
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I Wanna Be Yours
Chapter Five
2.4k+ words
Warnings: 18+ ONLY MINORS GO AWAY!! demon!reader, fluff, language, pet names, teasing, dirty talk, cocky Jake, making out, fingering, oral f&m receiving, overstimulation, multiple orgasms, cum play, pegging
It took some time and effort on both your parts, but slowly you and Jake had found your own little routines. You had to take a couple nights a week to find someone to feed on so that you could say you were doing your job, but pretty much any spare second you weren’t doing that or working at the bookstore, you spent with Jake. You both still went to the cat cafe a couple times a week, much to the delight of the baristas there. They were thrilled you’d decided to keep Jake around. The only exceptions being when he has plans with his family or for the band.
“I want you to meet my family.” Jake’s words startle you as neither of you have spoken in at least five minutes, just sitting in a comfortable silence.
“Huh?” You ask, the picture of eloquence.
He huffs a laugh, “You heard me, baby. I want you to meet my family. I want them to know you.”
“Jacob, you want to take a demon home to meet your family?” You ask incredulously. “Do you realize how insane that sounds?”
“Oh whatever, they wouldn’t even know what you are. You’re perfectly charming. Just don’t feed on my brothers and everything will be great.” He quipped.
“Oh, I don’t know, aren’t you and Josh identical twins? I might not be able to resist.” You shot back.
“You think he could make you feel the way I do?” He teased, pulling you in for a kiss and a nip to your bottom lip.
“Hmm, I’ll find out and let you know.” You squeal with laughter when he throws you over his shoulder and carries you to your bedroom before letting you drop onto the mattress. You squealed again when you bounced back up slightly off the bed, and then it got even higher in pitch when Jake climbed over you and started kissing, licking, sucking and biting all over your neck.
“Jaaaaaaaaake.” You groan and try to squirm out of his grip.
“Oh, ‘Jake’, huh? What happened to Josh, hmm?” He said with a smirk.
“Maybe you should call him, I bet he’d already have me naked.” You shrug casually, making him let out a little growl.
“My brother could never make you cum like I do. You’d be calling me up, begging me to come finish the job.” He whispers lowly in your ear, making you shiver. You liked when he got a little cocky, the main reason why you enjoyed working him up so much.
“Yeah? Maybe you should remind me.” You pull him down by his hair for a kiss, basically smashing your lips to his and pushing your hips up into his to feel him starting to harden under his clothes.
“With my hands free? Oh baby, you’re in for it.” He roughly bites your bottom lip before soothing over it with his tongue, starting to just barely glide his fingers over your skin. He pulls your shirt over your head and pauses to suck a mark onto the skin of your breast before trailing his tongue down to the waist of your leggings. You hum at the feeling of his mouth on you, allowing him to pull your leggings and panties down together in one harsh tug.
He runs a single finger through your wetness before trailing up to rub slow circles into your clit. You cry out at the feeling, making him chuckle quietly. “You think you’d be this wet for anyone else? No, baby. You know that pretty pussy belongs to me. I make her feel so good.” He finishes his sentence by letting one finger slip inside you, making you whine and clench around his finger.
“See, she’s already squeezin me so tight. I know what you need, angel.” He slips another finger into your entrance, curling them up inside you and making your back arch off the bed. “There she is. That’s my good girl.” You moan loudly, tangling your fingers in his dark hair as he ducks down to press a kiss over your clit before swirling his tongue around it, continuing to pump and curl his fingers inside of you. “Does it feel good, baby? You like having my fingers and my tongue at the same time?” And then he sucks your throbbing clit into his warm mouth, sucking and flicking his tongue around it.
“Yes, Jake, yes, I fucking love it. You’re so good for me, you’re so good. Don’t stop, please don’t stop baby.” You almost sob as he speeds up his movements, making you clench and flutter around his fingers as his tongue continues its assault on your clit.
“I’m not gonna stop, angel. Not until you fucking beg me to.” And with that he returns his mouth to you. You start rocking your hips up into his face, unable to resist. He just feels too fucking good. “That’s it baby, fuck my face. Take what you need, greedy little thing. You know I love that shit.” He backs away from your heat just long enough to speak between panting breaths before diving back in, delivering sharp pointed flicks of his tongue over your sensitive clit, never letting up on his fingers mercilessly pounding into you.
“Jaaaake, fuck, how are you so fucking good at that? Oh my god, I’m so close so close so- FUCK!” You cut yourself off with a cry as your orgasm washes over you, leaving you panting and writhing under him. He slows his movements once you start to come down but doesn’t stop them altogether.
“Jake, it’s too much- too sensitive- fuck, baby.” You sob out as he speeds back up, sucking your clit into his mouth just right.
“You’re gonna give me one more, sweet girl. I know you can, you’re so close already. I can feel it, just give it up. I fucking want it.” He growls against your skin before diving back in, devouring you like you’re his last meal. He runs the thumb of his other hand through the slick mess created by your arousal and his saliva before circling it around your ass, sliding in just the tip of it.
You let out a wail as the mix of sensations overwhelms your senses completely and throws you into your second orgasm. Your vision goes white and you can’t hear anything for a minute, not even sure if you’re making any noise as you come undone, soaking his fingers and his face.
Once you’ve come down for the second time he surfaces for air, chest heaving. Your cheeks flush at the sight of his face covered in your slick but he just grins evilly and crawls back up your body to smash your lips together in a bruising kiss. “Didn’t know you could do that. You been holding out on me, angel?” He taunts against your lips.
“You were right- no one else could make me feel like you do.” You giggle, drenched in sweat and panting.
“Oh don’t say that love, you’ll inflate my ego.”
“Can I taste you, Jakey? Please?” You ask in your sultriest voice, looking up at him with big doe eyes.
“Fuck yeah, angel, please.” At that, you set to work getting him out of his pants. You took a moment to appreciate the dark spot in the front of his boxers where precum had flowed while he was going down on you. It turned you on to no end to know that he truly was getting pleasure from your pleasure.
“Sweet, messy boy. Your pretty cock was just leaking all over the place while you were eating my pussy, hmm?” You coo, yanking his boxers down and taking his painfully hard cock into your hand. You smirk when you feel him twitch in your grip.
“Couldn’t help it mama, you sounded so sweet saying my name like that. I almost came in my fucking pants just from hearing you.” He lets out a strangled moan when you take his cock all the way to the back of your throat in one smooth move. You swallow around his length a couple times to hear him whine before pulling back off of him with a soft ‘pop’.
“You taste so sweet, Jakey. Here, taste.” You swipe up some of his precum on your thumb before sliding it between his lips to suck.
“Are you gonna fuck me now?” He whispers once you free his lips.
“Aw, you want my cock, baby?” You coo and he nods eagerly. “Okay Jakey, get comfy for me and I’ll get everything we need.” You leave him with a kiss on his sweaty forehead. You find the lube from where you had tossed it aside after the last use, then grab the silicone cock and the harness to strap it to you.
Making your way back over to him, you set everything down on the bed and settle yourself between his thighs, placing sweet kisses all up and down them. “I love these thighs, baby. Especially when I get to be between them. You’re fucking delicious, did you know that?” You lick a stripe up the underside of his cock making him shudder.
You coat two fingers in the lube and gently stroke over his entrance a few times before slipping one of them inside him. “I love being inside you, Jake. You’re so fucking tight and warm and you make the prettiest sounds for me.” You start slowly pumping your finger in and out, starting to stroke him slowly with your other hand.
“How’s that feel, baby? Talk to me.” You murmur softly as you start curling your finger up inside him, searching for that special spot by memory. He lets out a whine when your fingertip brushes over it, his hand coming down to grip your wrist and keep you there.
“Feels so good mama, fuck. Please, I need more.” He whimpers out.
You pull your finger out of him long enough to replace it with two, immediately curling up into that spot again. You pump your two fingers in and out of him, brushing that spot on every stroke. Your other hand working his cock speeds up just slightly when you look up at him and see his head thrashing around on the pillows.
“What do you need, Jakey? Tell me.”
“I need your cock, mama, please- fucking please, I need it.” He practically sobs.
“Okay, honey, let me stretch you just a little more, okay? One more finger and I’ll give you what you want.” You soothe, slipping a third finger inside him. You feel him clench around them as a loud moan rips from his chest.
“There it is baby, good boy. Are you ready for me?” You ask after slipping your three fingers in and out for a few minutes to let him adjust.
“Please!” He wails. You smile with pride up at him, removing your fingers and starting to strap your silicone cock to your body. Once it’s secure you start coating the silicone with lube, Jake’s chest heaving with his panting breaths.
“Okay baby, you’ve been such a good boy for me. I’m gonna go slow and don’t forget, just say red if you want to stop or you need a break.” You press your lips to his as you push just the tip of the strap inside him, making his back arch and a little moan fall from his lips against yours.
You slowly press into him, inch by inch until you’re buried to the hilt. You wait for him to tell you he’s ready for you to move. At his okay, you slowly back out of him almost all the way before pushing back in, angling your hips in search of that spot that makes him sing for you.
His back arches off the bed and a near shout tears from him when you find it. “Is that the spot, Jakey? Right here?” You tease, rocking your hips against that spot.
“Yes, yes, fuck! Your cock feels so fucking good mama, I’m so close, please make me cum. I need it so fucking bad.” Desperate tears are flowing down his cheeks now.
You squirt a tiny bit more lube in one hand before bringing it down to his cock, stroking him roughly in time with your hips smacking against the back of his thighs.
“Cum for me Jakey, make a mess baby. You look so pretty taking my cock. Be a good boy and cum for me.” You feel him throbbing and twitching wildly in your grip. He screams out as you see the first rope of his cum spurt out onto his belly. He’s babbling nonsense while you fuck him through it, you gently whispering sweet praises to him as the rest of his load pools on his lower belly and some of it flows into your hand.
You wait for his eyes to open to bring your hand up to your lips, lapping up some of his release off your skin. He whimpers at the sight. “Did you want some too, baby?” You coo, bringing your hand to his lips this time. He laps the rest of his cum off your skin with a quiet moan, looking entirely fucked out and exhausted.
“I’m gonna pull out now, okay baby? You wait here and I’ll start the shower for us.” You give him a sweet kiss before slowly pulling out of him, making him let out a quiet whine at the feeling of being empty. “You did so good for me Jakey, so so good.”
Once the shower is running you make your way back to Jake’s side, helping him stand up and letting him lean on you when his legs felt a little unsteady. You help him into the shower before joining him, quickly washing off the both of you then drying off and helping him back to the bed.
“You really don’t want to meet my family?” He asks quietly once you’re both settled in bed, legs tangled together and his head on your chest.
“I do, baby. They’re important to you so they’re important to me. I just wanted you to be sure of it, ya know, because of… what I am.”
“You mean it? You’ll go?” He asks excitedly.
“Yeah Jakey, you’ve worn me down. Whatever you want.” You kiss the top of his head, breathing in his scent.
“Thank you, thank you, I love you!!!” He giggles, kissing all over your face. You’d discussed the fact that you had both fallen for each other, but neither of you had said those specific words yet.
You felt tears pricking at your eyes as you gaze into his, “I love you, too, baby. I love you.”
Tags: @jake-whatthefisgoingon-kiszka @gracev0609 @clairesjointshurt
I Wanna Be Yours
Chapter Three
3.1k+ words
Warnings: 18+ ONLY MINORS GO AWAY!! demon!reader, fluff, language, drinking alcohol, mentions of death, heavy petting, making out, dirty talk, subby Jake, soft dom reader, restraints, teasing, praise kink Jake, pet names, oral f&m receiving, face riding, handjobs, fingering m receiving, rimming
It went on like that for a while, you meeting Jake for coffee after your shifts, and texting throughout the day on your days off. He’d been trying to talk you into going out with him on one of your off days, insisting that as much as he loved having coffee and petting cats with you, he would love to have an actual meal with you on a day where you’re free, not just trying to decompress after a busy day.
Your continuous refusals didn’t dampen his enthusiasm, however, he was nothing if not persistent (and sweet). Eventually you felt so guilty, and you’d officially run out of excuses, that you begrudgingly agreed to dinner with him. Not that you didn’t want to go; quite the opposite. So much so in fact, that you were pacing your bedroom hours before you’d agreed to let him pick you up in search of the perfect outfit to wear.
This wasn’t a date, which you’d made as clear to him as you possibly could. You didn’t want to wear anything too romantic or revealing and risk giving him the wrong idea, but you didn’t want to go too casual and make him think you weren’t into spending time with him either. Eventually you decided on a simple but effortlessly sexy sweater, skirt and heels, wearing your hair down in loose waves and brushing on some lip gloss and mascara, making sure you looked as good as possible.
Almost immediately after you heard his knock on your door, internally shaking your head at his theatrics. You’d insisted that he call or text when he arrived and you’d walk out and meet him, none of this pick you up at the door first date nonsense, though you couldn’t deny that it was charming. It had been a very long time since you’d felt this giggly over a man. You pulled the door open, letting him wrap his arms around you and pull you in for a quick embrace that set your heart aflutter.
“Alright Romeo, what are the plans for the evening?” You teased as you unwrapped yourself from him.
“Ah ah, not so fast. I promised you an evening of mystery and I plan to deliver.” He quipped while you grabbed your purse and locked up your house.
Jake, in true Jake fashion, had been a perfect gentleman- he’d opened and shut the car door for you, let you pick the music, and kept his hand in its respectful place resting on your knee. You’d come to notice that he was somewhat touchy, never in a creepy way, just part of his warmth and charm that was getting harder and harder to resist.
Finally, Jake pulled his car into a rather quiet looking parking lot, very few cars parked outside and somewhat dim lighting inside. “Jake, did you lure me here to murder me?” You joked, giggling at yourself.
“You wound me. I’d never murder you without at least buying you dinner first.” He teased, leading you inside with one hand gently resting on the middle of your back. The exterior of the place didn’t at all prepare you for the inside- the dim lighting and low music provided a very calming atmosphere, and you were some of the only diners in the place. You were led to a nice table towards the back and each put in a drink order.
“My brothers and I like to come here after a long day, have a couple drinks and debrief over dinner. It’s quiet, not too many people know about it, kind of our secret place. Really good food too.” Jake informed you, taking a sip of the water that had been placed in front of you both while you waited on your drinks.
“I bet you bring all the girls here, rockstar.” He snorted at your comment, rolling his eyes at you.
“Nah, just the ones I really wanna impress.” He said with a big grin, making you roll your eyes this time. When the server returned with your drinks, you both placed your dinner orders and then you asked Jake to tell you more about his work and his family. Truly you just loved hearing him talk, his voice like velvet in your ears.
A couple drinks deep before your dinner arrived, you both ate your meals and continued to talk and laugh and drink long after the plates were cleared. Jake still seemed mostly sober but you were feeling a little tipsy at that point, and more than a little flirty as your inhibitions faded away. Jake’s cheeks were flushed pink, a little from the liquor, mostly from your flirty comments and intoxicating laughter.
After Jake paid the bill, he led you back out to the car with his hand placed low on your back, brushing his hand across your cheekbone before shutting the car door behind you and making his way into his own seat. As soon as he was buckled in you leaned your head over on his shoulder and placed a gentle kiss on his cheek. “Thank you for tonight, Jake. I had honestly forgotten what it felt like to laugh like that. I had a really great time.” You said softly, leaning back up on your side of the car. He gently squeezed your thigh just above your knee and then pulled your hand to his lips, kissing the back of it sweetly. “I had a great time too, y/n. Thank you for letting me take you out.” He placed his hand back on your thigh and continued driving in a comfortable quiet, only the music playing softly.
You tried to behave, really you did. But Jake was right there, and you could feel the heat radiating off his body and he smelled so good. Slowly you took one hand from out of your lap and ran it through his hair, gently tugging at the back of his head, making him gasp. Your other hand made its way to his chest, resting on his bare skin where his shirt was unbuttoned. Slowly you glided your hand along his chest and stomach, familiarizing yourself with the feeling of his skin.
“Hmm, feels nice.” He hummed. The hand in his hair moved down to grip his thigh, digging your nails in lightly, making him hiss a surprised breath. “Honey, at least let me get you home before you take advantage of me.” He teased, a pout playing at his lips as you removed your hand from his thigh, and turned into a surprised moan when you cupped his hardening length over his pants. “What’s gotten into you, dirty little thing?” His gaze connected with yours, his eyes gone dark with lust. You tightened your hand around him a little further, leaning in to lick a fat stripe up his neck. “You can’t fuck me, Jakey. But me? I can certainly fuck you.” You whispered in his ear, raising goosebumps on his flesh. You pulled away from him as he pulled the car in your driveway, putting it in park with a slightly shaky hand. He’d never admit it but you had an effect on him like no one else, you made him nervous and he hadn’t been nervous around girls since he was a teenager.
You led Jake inside by the hand, kicking off your heels by the door, stumbling slightly in your tipsy state. He caught you with his hands on your waist, pulling you in to his embrace. “You’re not calling the shots here, Jakey. Follow me.” You demanded, pulling free of his grasp and leading the way to your bedroom, not bothering to check if Jake was following behind.
Once in your bedroom, you pushed him down on the bed and instructed him to get comfy. You shimmied your panties down your legs and stepped out of them, holding them out in front of Jake like an offering. “Hands.” You commanded. He offered them up, allowing you to tie his wrists together over his head using your panties to bind them. “If you’re a good boy, maybe you can keep those.” You whispered in his ear, making him let out a breathy moan.
“I-I’ve never-“ he stammered out. “I know, you’re usually the one in charge, huh baby?” You coo, making him nod slowly. “I do things a little differently, are you okay with me taking control? You can say ‘red’ at any time and everything will stop. Does this sound like something you can handle?” He nods with wide doe eyes, watching you pull your sweater off over your head and unzip your skirt, letting it pool at your feet before stepping out.
“Okay, good boy, baby.” You don’t miss the way his eyes roll back at your praise. “I’m gonna ride your face now, okay Jakey? Since you won’t be able to speak, tap me three times with your foot and everything will stop. If you can make me cum all over your face and clean up your mess I’ll let you cum. Good boys get rewarded. Bad boys get left hard and aching with no relief in sight.”
He nods again. “I need to hear you, baby. Tell me you understand.” You say firmly, tilting his chin to look you in the eyes.
“I understand, mama. You’re gonna ride my face, fuck I want you to.” He whines.
“What are the rules, sweet boy?” You coo, pressing a kiss to the corner of his mouth. “Tap you three times with my foot if I wanna stop, a-and if I’m good and drink you down like I’ve been dreaming of doing all night then I’ll get to cum.”
“Good boy.” You climb your way up to straddle his face, exhaling a shaky breath as you feel his warm breath hitting your drenched center. “Stick your tongue out for me, baby.” You demand, he obeys instantly. You lower yourself to his waiting tongue, whining at the first stroke of his tongue through your soaked folds. He moans at your taste, tugging at his wrists to try and pull you closer, forgetting they’re restrained. “Such a good boy for me, Jakey. Letting me use your mouth like this, so dirty.” You moan, starting to find a rhythm with your hips. He sucks your clit into his mouth, alternating between gentle suction and sharp flicks of his tongue over the bud. You let out a high pitched whine, tangling your hands in his hair and speeding up your movements on his face.
“You’re doing so good, baby. Your mouth is like heaven. Do you like eating pussy, Jakey?” He lets out a whimper at your question, nodding as best he can with his face buried in you. You raise your hips for a moment to let him speak. “I fucking love it, I fucking love your pussy mama. Tastes so sweet, I want it every day.” You look down at his fucked out face and feel your legs start to shake. You lower yourself back down to his mouth, frantically chasing the high you can feel within reach now. He speeds up the movement of his tongue, freely moaning into your pussy, making your eyes squeeze shut.
“Come on Jakey, be a good boy and make me cum all over your pretty face. I’m so close, fuck.” You whimper out and he starts shaking his head side to side, devouring you like he’s starving, finally sending you over the edge. You ride it out as long as you can, moaning his name and mumbling nonsensical praises as you come down. You feel him slurp and lap at you, cleaning away the evidence of your orgasm, making you cry out from slight overstimulation, so you finally move back down to straddle his lap instead.
“You were such a good boy Jakey, you did so well. Did you like that?” You asked with a grin, still slightly breathless.
“I fucking loved it, mama, please I need more.” He whines.
“I told you good boys get rewarded, baby. Tell me, has anyone ever played with your pretty ass?” You tease, finally undoing his pants and tugging them down his thighs, leaving him straining against the fabric of his black boxer briefs.
“No- well, one time I put a finger- uh, yeah.” He finishes, cheeks flaming red. You brush your knuckles over his cheek, “no shame, sweet boy. I appreciate your honesty. It’s rather hot, actually, picturing you stroking your pretty cock with your finger in your ass. Did you like having your fingers where they don’t belong?” You start teasing your fingers over his throbbing length through the fabric of his boxers, making him whimper out, “Y-yes, fuck. I came so fucking hard, it was everywhere.”
You bite back the whimper that wants to escape you at his admission, choosing instead to lean down and crash your lips together. He moans into your mouth as your tongue meets his own and subtly shifts his hips, subconsciously searching for friction. You finally take pity on him and tug his boxers down, making him hiss as the cool air meets his heated skin. You finally wrap your hand around him, giving him a few soft strokes while you plant kisses all over his neck and chest.
Before long he’s whining for more, and you press soft open mouth kisses all down his chest and stomach before finally arriving between his thighs. You nipped at the inside of his thigh before soothing over it with your tongue, making him hum in pleasure. “Just gonna use my mouth on you for right now, okay baby?” You punctuate the sentence with a soft kiss to the tip of him. He nods frantically, desperate for whatever attention you were willing to pay him. “You’re so hard Jakey, look at you just leaking all over the place. Beautiful, filthy boy.” You’re rewarded by watching his cock twitch.
You start out flicking your tongue along the length of him, then suck just the tip between your lips, starting to slowly bob your head on him. “Ohhhhh, fuck your mouth feels good, thank you mama, thank you.” He moans loudly, brows pinching together in concentration. You moan softly around his length at his praise, feeling a strange sense of pride as you had never told him to thank you for making him feel good.
You pull your mouth off his cock with a soft pop, making him whine until you replace your mouth with your hand, giving him slow but firm strokes as you sink down to tease your tongue over his balls, sucking them into your warm mouth for a split second before ducking back down to lick a stripe from his balls to his entrance, drawing a loud gasp from him. “You remember what to say if it’s too much, sweet boy?”
“Red, and everything stops. I remember. Please, my cock is so hard mama, it’s aching for you.” He lets a slight whine seep into his tone, desperate for relief at this point. You giggle at that, making him eat his words by repeatedly lapping your tongue over him, then sticking just the tip of your tongue past his rim and wriggling it in and out of his entrance as he pants and whines for more. You continue to stroke your hand over his length while your tongue works him into a quivering mess beneath you.
Finally, you rise from the bed and rummage through your dresser drawers until you find the small bottle of lube you keep hidden there in case of emergencies. You strut back over to him, enjoying watching this beautiful creature writhing on the bed for you. You coat two fingers in the slick substance, straddling his calf so he can’t close his legs on you. You wrap your fist back around his cock, gently stroking him as you ghost your fingertips over his entrance. You gently massage over his rim before dipping just the tip of the finger inside him. He lets out a shaky exhale as you slowly push in to the knuckle.
“You doing okay, sweet boy?” You coo, continuing to work your hand on his cock as you slowly pump your finger in and out of him.
“More.” He whimpers and you feel his cock throb in your hand. Taking pity on him, you remove your finger from him to replace it with two, slowly pressing in the same way you did with the first. He’s sweating and panting and writhing on the bed, fists clenching and unclenching where your panties are still holding his wrists tight. Once he’s adjusted to the stretch, you slowly start curling your fingers up inside of him as you pump in and out, searching for the spot that’ll make him a babbling mess.
You know you’ve found it when a high pitched whine escapes his lips and his back arches off the bed. You make sure to hit that spot on every stroke and then sink your mouth all the way down on his leaking cock in one go.
“Fuck, fuck, right fucking there, oh my god!” He shouts, back arching further off the mattress as pitiful groans start escaping him with every movement you make. You hollow out your cheeks, bobbing your head on him in rhythm with your fingers working him.
“I’m s-so close, fuck. I’m gonna fucking cum, oh god please can I cum? P-please, can’t hold it, I wanna give it all to you, fucking PLEASE!” He almost screams.
You pull off him long enough to say, “C’mon Jakey, cum for me baby. You’ve been such a good boy for me, give it to me, I want it” before sinking back down, taking him to the back of your throat and swallowing around his length while you speed up your fingers just slightly. You feel him harden even more in your mouth before he twitches and throbs, screaming out when he finally lets go and you feel him spurting down your throat. You swallow him down greedily before gently licking him clean.
“I’m gonna pull my fingers out now, okay baby?” You whisper, brushing your lips against his skin anywhere you can reach. He just nods, too fucked out to come up with words. Slowly you pull out of him making him hiss, then you untie his wrists, gently kissing each one before placing the wadded up panties in his palm. “I believe these were promised to you.” You mumble against his lips, giggling at his blissed out expression.
“I shall treasure them always, m’lady.” He laughs, still trying to catch his breath. Against your better judgment, you ask him to stay and have to fight the urge to twirl your hair and kick your feet when he agrees.
“I’m gonna run you a bath Jake, you want bubbles? Candles? Music?”
“Well shit, if I knew I’d get the princess treatment I might’ve put out.”
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I Wanna Be Yours
Chapter Four
1.8k+ words
Warnings: 18+ ONLY MINORS GO AWAY!! demon!reader, language, fluff, mention of alcohol, mention of sex, angst!, pet names, tears
To wrap up the night, you’d ran Jake a bath complete with candles, bubbles, soft music and wine. You’d intended it to only be for him, to spoil him a little after he’d been so good for you, but he’d insisted you join him. It didn’t take him long to wear you down and you slid down in the tub behind him, wrapping your arms around his middle and placing a soft kiss on the back of his neck. You washed his hair for him, loving the way he nuzzled his head into your touch as you ran conditioner through his long strands. Finally you finished cleaning both of you up, draining the water and beginning to gently towel dry his hair.
“Mmm, you’re too good to me.” He mumbles with his eyes fluttered closed, enjoying the feeling of your fingers combing through his long locks.
“Nah, you’re just all fucked out and sleepy. You’re delirious.” You giggle, dropping the towel and pulling him in for a sweet kiss. “There are things that you don’t know about me, Jake. Things that I want to tell you, and that I will tell you, but not tonight. Tonight I just want to be like this, with you. Fall asleep wrapped up in each other. Is that okay?”
“Y/n you don’t owe me anything, not an explanation or anything else. I know you’ve been through a lot and it’s hard for you to get close to people. I also know that you said you aren’t interested in being in a relationship, and you don’t owe me that either. I’m content just being with you, okay? In whatever way you want that to be. I like you y/n, I really care about you. You’re… truly special.” He keeps his eyes locked on yours the entire time, making sure you’re understanding him, not missing the slight flush of your cheeks when he says that he really likes you.
“Jake, you’re so, so special. It’s… it’s been a long time since I’ve wanted… this with someone, the intimacy and the closeness. I really like you too, Jake. Truly, I do. C’mon sweet boy, let’s go lay down.” You take his hand and lead him back to the bed, not bothering to find clothes for either of you- you craved the feeling of his skin on yours, wanted him pressed against you.
Jake flopped down on your bed, wiggling around until he found a comfy position, and you pulled the sheets and comforter up over him. He made grabby hands at you, craving the skin on skin just as much as you. You laughed, “Hang on, baby. I’m gonna get you some water and then I’ll be right there.” You kissed his forehead, nose and lips before making your way to the kitchen and retrieving two bottles of water. His eyes were closed when you walked back in the room so you took the opportunity to admire him for a minute, assuming he had just fallen asleep.
“Mmm, quit staring. C’mere, gimme kiss” he mumbles and puckers his lips in your direction without even opening his eyes. You giggle, placing the waters down on the nightstand before climbing under the covers with Jake and wrapping your body around his. He relaxed into you as soon as he felt your skin on his. You gave him a few soft pecks to his lips and then an even softer one on his throat, taking the time to really inhale his scent. He always smelled so fucking good.
“Sleep tight, sweet boy. We’ll talk in the morning.” You whisper, pressing one more small kiss to his forehead before closing your eyes. “Goodnight, Angel.” He mumbled sleepily, already starting to drift off. The irony of the nickname was certainly not lost on you, making the corners of your mouth quirk up just a little as you drifted off, all wrapped up in Jake.
You only knew it was a dream when you saw your old home, the one from centuries ago, from when you were still… human. Your dream self opened the door, and you were shocked to see Jake sitting inside waiting for you. “Hello, love. Missed you.” He puckers his lips, waiting for you to give him a kiss. You oblige, taking your spot in his lap before pressing your lips to his. He kisses back immediately, humming softly against your lips at finally getting what he wanted. Your left hand leaves his chest and makes its way up into his hair, but the light catches on something on your finger. Your eyes open wide in shock as you take in a wedding ring on your ring finger, a matching one on Jake’s.
“Love you. Love you so much.” He mumbles against your skin, his fingers gently moving up and down your spine.
“I love you, Jakey. I’ll love you forever.” Your dream self promises him, kissing him again, and then you startle awake. When you realize his skin is still pressed against yours and he’s still snoring softly, you instantly calm down and gently run your thumb across his cheekbone, leaving a small kiss on the top of his head.
The dream still had you rattled, though. You couldn’t remember the last time you’d dreamt about a man, and now you’re married in your dreams? You halfheartedly tried to convince yourself that you only dreamt about him because he was in your bed, but the way he had just fit into your old life so seamlessly made that a little more difficult. You had a sinking feeling in your stomach that said you were falling for Jake Kiszka, and falling hard.
Your immediate instinct was to try and push him away because you knew you were bad for him, but the way his soul called out to you, you knew you’d never be able to stay away from him. You never could, even before you’d known him. You decided that you could do this, you could give it a try. You could do things the right way, make him yours and make him happy, but never take from him. But he had to know the truth first, had to be able to make an informed decision. He might not even want you once he knows the truth.
You tiptoed out of your bedroom so as not to wake Jake’s sleeping form cocooned in your blankets. You planned to let him sleep as long as he could, and then you would have to discuss things with him. You tried not to let the anxiety eat you alive as you ran through your morning routine- using the bathroom, showering, brushing your teeth and putting on a clean change of clothes.
You nearly screamed as you walked out of the bathroom and peered into your living room- there was a man sitting in there. You swallowed down the panic, you are a demon after all, and marched out there to see just who the hell was lounging on your couch uninvited.
“Ah, good morning y/n. I trust you slept well.” You nearly jump out of your skin when he speaks.
“Malachi, what the fuck? You scared the shit outta me. What the hell are you doing here?” You whisper-yell, trying not to wake up Jake.
“Oh, I just came to check on you, see why it is that you haven’t been doing your job. But you just gave it away- it’s him, isn’t it? He’s here right now? And you haven’t even fed.” Your eyes open wide in shock at his words, you hadn’t been expecting that.
“Malachi, I’m sorry. I got wrapped up in everything and-“ he cuts you off before you can even finish your thought.
“You were just caught up playing house with a human and forsaking your nature entirely. You are a demon, y/n! Act like it.” His booming voice makes you yelp.
In all the commotion, you hadn’t noticed your bedroom door opening and Jake standing in the hallway, awoken by the noise and listening to every word.
“Jake, everything’s okay, just go back to the room and I’ll be right in to explain, okay?” Your voice shakes as you try not to cry.
“Don’t bother, I’ll explain! Our sweet y/n here is a demon, a succubus. She gave up her soul in exchange for eternal life and the only thing she had to do in return was do her job. Which she hasn’t been doing, presumably because she’s been spending all her time with you… but she hasn’t even fed on you, has she?”
The tears finally start rolling down your cheeks at his words. You had been clinging to the idea of telling him yourself, being honest with him before he found out some other way, but Malachi had just ripped that away from you. “I’ll do my fucking job, Malachi, okay? I’ll fucking do it. But not to him. And you need to go.” Your voice shakes with tears and rage.
“Fine.” Malachi crosses his arms over his chest and poofs out of your home. There was a perfectly good door, you knew he’d just done it to further scare Jake.
“Jake-“ you sob, and he pulls you into his chest immediately, smoothing his hands over your hair and gently rubbing your back.
“Shhhhh. You’re okay. Is that what you needed to tell me?” He whispers softly. You nod miserably into his chest, a new wave of tears coming.
“I mean, I wish I had known sooner- please don’t cry, honey, I’m not angry. I wish I had known sooner, but you had every intention of telling me the truth, I can see that. And you- you really found a way around your nature for me? So you wouldn’t hurt me?”
You pull back slightly in his arms to look up at him. “What Malachi said was true- I’m a succubus. My job is to sap the energy from human men by sleeping with them. But I couldn’t- couldn’t bear the thought of taking from you, of hurting you. I tried to distance myself from you, but I can’t. I just can’t, Jake, I’ve fallen for you. You need to know that. Even if you never want to see me again, you need to know that. And that I would never, ever do anything to hurt you.” You wipe at the tears that are still falling, but slower now.
“You’ve fallen for me?” He whispers, in awe.
“Yes, idiot.” You laugh through the tears.
“So that’s why I can’t fuck you?” You bark a laugh. He’s so clever, and of course he’d find the crudest way to word it.
“Yes, Jakey. That’s why. But… there’s always… other things we can do.” You giggle, wanting to pull him close but waiting until you know how he’s feeling.
“Y/n this doesn’t change anything for me. I’ve fallen for you too, I’m crazy about you. Can’t you see that? I know you won’t hurt me. I trust you completely. Now will you let me take you to bed? I dreamt of eating that sweet pussy all night long.” He pulls you into a searing kiss, giving your tongue entry to his waiting mouth as soon as he feels it touch his bottom lip.
“Yes, baby. Take me to bed.”
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I Wanna Be Yours
Chapter Two
800+ words
Warnings: 18+ ONLY MINORS GO AWAY!! demon!reader, talk of death, language, cute fluffy flirty Jake
You weren’t left wondering when you’d hear from Jake for very long- he’d texted within the hour to find out when your shift was over. He truly was adorable, you thought. He just radiated warmth and he had the sweetest smile. Your human self would’ve been absolutely smitten, which is part of why you couldn’t let things get too far with him. Demon or no, you still hated the thought of taking from those who hadn’t done anything to deserve it.
So you wouldn’t take from him, you’d promised yourself. You’d be his friend, get to know him, selfishly bask in his warmth and try to provide some of your own. Better to have him as a friend than nothing at all, right?
To: Jake
‘Hi Jake! I’m done here at 6, if you still wanna meet for coffee there’s a lovely little cafe across the street!’ You added a little smiley face emoji and pressed send before getting back to work.
You finished your shift out, giggling at the thought of meeting Jake for coffee. You deposited all your work items in your locker before grabbing your purse and walking out the door, trying not to let yourself feel the disappointment of not having a message from Jake. He’d read it- maybe he’d gotten busy and forgotten to reply? Or something had come up? You tried to keep a neutral face as you trudged across the street to the cafe, thinking even if you wouldn’t have the desired company, maybe the coffee would be a nice pick me up.
You took a deep breath and closed your eyes for a moment to center yourself, forcing a smile on your face as you walked in the door. What you hadn’t mentioned to Jake before was that this was a cat cafe- you come in and get your coffee, then there’s lounging areas all over the store where you can sit and cuddle all the lovable cats waiting to be adopted. You came here after almost every shift, loving the company and the environment. You found cats to be an excellent judge of character and knew they were craving love and affection just the same as you.
You walked in the front door, greeting the usual employees, and made your way to your usual spot to set your bag down. To your surprise, you were met with none other than Jake, sitting on the same couch you usually perched on, with a little tuxedo cat purring in his lap while he scratched its ears. Your heart instantly melted and you felt a twinge of guilt at being so upset he hadn’t texted back. He’d been sat here, taking in the cats’ company, sipping on a coffee and waiting on you.
“Y/n, you made it! Here, I got my drink already but I left my card up at the counter for you, order whatever you want!” He said with a bright smile, placing a small kiss on the cat’s soft forehead. Fuck, how are you supposed to stay away from him when he’s just the sweetest soul?
You made your way up to the counter and ordered your usual, chatting with the barista while you waited for your beverage. “He’s cute, who is he?” She whispered in your ear, waggling her eyebrows suggestively.
“Just a customer from the shop who wanted to get a coffee, no funny business!” You whispered back, giggling.
“Y/n! He’s hot! And look at him snuggled up with Cookies, that cat doesn’t like anyone but you!!!”
“He is, but I’m not looking for anything right now. We both just need a good friend.” You sighed out.
“Well look no further babe, he found you.” She gave a knowing wink and handed you your drink, turning around to get back to the task at hand.
Over coffee and cat cuddles, you learned a ton of details about Jake’s life- his family, his friends, the rock ‘n roll band he played in with his brothers, anything he wanted to share. You just delighted in hearing his velvety voice no matter what he was saying. You shared some details with him, albeit an edited version- you told him that you’d grown up pretty poor, your parents died when you were young, and you were just trying to make something of your life. You had your job and your apartment and your friends, you came and spent time with the cats at the cafe after work, and you were perfectly happy with that. Despite years of trying and failing, you still managed to convince yourself that if you said you wanted nothing else enough times, you would start to believe it yourself.
At closing time, you’d reluctantly said your goodbyes to Jake, the baristas, and the cats, and given Jake a friendly hug goodbye. He asked you when you worked next, and if you wanted to grab coffee again after. You of course agreed. Whether you were ready for it or not, it seemed you had a new nightly coffee date.
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I Wanna Be Yours
Chapter Eight
1.2k+ words
Warnings: demon!reader, language, pet names, fluff, innuendo
One Tuesday night after your bookstore shift found you and Jake seated on a couch in the cat cafe sipping on your coffee. You could sense a sort of sadness in the air leading you to ask what was wrong when you went up for a refill on your drink. “Oh it’s nothing, we just had an adoption event in here today. Which is great, several cats got their forever homes today, but no one showed any interest in Cookies and this was his third event. I just want him to go somewhere he’ll be loved.” Lydia, one of the baristas on shift, answered.
You felt a twinge of sadness in your chest for the cat, he really was so sweet, he just took a while to warm up to new people and was picky about those he “chose”, so to speak, so he’d gotten a bad reputation. You looked over at Jake, seeing Cookies curled up in his lap with his eyes closed, purring happily.
You hadn’t planned on this at all, truly. But hearing that no one had shown any interest in the cat and seeing how content he was with Jake, all the times the baristas had told you that you were the only one he liked kept replaying in your head and you decided on a whim. “Lydia, could I fill out an adoption application for Cookies?” She looked like she was about to cry as she nodded at you, retrieving the application for you.
You brought the application and a pen back over to sit next to Jake after getting your coffee. You figured you should at least let him know what you’d decided, seeing as he was at your apartment quite a bit these days. “Whatcha got, angel?” Jake asked, scratching the cat under his chin.
“An adoption application for our friend!” You cooed, scratching his ears.
“We’re adopting him?! Holy shit buddy, we’re adopting you!!” Your heart flutters at his use of ‘we’. You quickly finish filling out the application and take it back up to Lydia. She’s known you forever so she approves it immediately. You and Jake decide to leave Cookies there long enough to run to a pet store and get everything he needs and then take him home, not wanting to stress him out further by making him go into the pet store or wait in the car.
Jake goes above and beyond your expectations, helping you pick out every single necessity and even insisting on some additional things like fancy treats, toys, a brush for grooming, and a super expensive plush cat bed that you thought looked softer than your own bed. “What color collar should we put on him?” You ask, fingers laced with Jake’s.
He thinks for a moment before answering,“Red. Like my guitar. We can match.” He grins, pressing a gentle kiss to your forehead before reaching for the one he wanted. He also insists on paying for all of it, claiming that “it’s the least he can do since you paid the adoption fee”.
“Jacob, this is too much!” You plead with him to at least let you split the cost. He just shakes his head.
“Is not. It’s everything he needs. If you really want to… ‘make it up to me’, lover, I’m sure we can come up with something.” He whispers the last part in your ear, bringing goosebumps to your skin.
“You’re an idiot. Let’s go get this cat before he tries to hitchhike out of there.”
After making your way through the checkout line and loading everything in the car, you and Jake are heading back to the cafe to pick Cookies up. The baristas closing up shop all told him a teary-eyed goodbye, making you promise you’d bring him in to visit from time to time.
As soon as you let the tuxedo cat out of the carrier he darted off towards your bedroom and disappeared, presumably under the bed. “Let’s get everything set up for the tiny freeloader, then.” Jake says with a big grin.
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You thought you couldn’t possibly love Jake any more than you already did, but watching Cookies come up to Jake chirping for attention the first time he’d come back over after Cookies came home, you felt it grow that much stronger. “There he is, my tiny freeloader! What did you do today?” He cooed at the cat, waiting for him to meow in response. “You watched birds through the window? Did your mother help you look at job listings?” You laugh seeing Jake talk both to and for the cat.
“She didn’t?” He fakes a dramatic gasp. “Well I’ll have to talk to her about that.”
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The closer it got to time for Jake and his brothers to depart for their upcoming leg of tour, the more anxious you could feel him get. You had been trying everything you could possibly think of to reassure him, and you were confident that he knew you loved him and didn’t want anyone else, but he was anxious and upset about having to spend so much time away from you and Cookies. He’d actually begged you both to come on the road with him so you didn’t have to be apart.
“Baby, I love you so much, and Cookies does too! We’re gonna miss you too, more than I can even explain, but you’ll be back home with us before you know it.” You noticed just after Jake did that you’d referred to your home as Jake’s home.
“Home? When I’m with you I am home. Please come with me, angel. I need you there.” He begs, big brown eyes pleading with your own.
“Jake, I still have to do my job, ya know? What would your brothers say if they saw me leaving the bar with the creepiest looking guy in there?”
He thinks for a moment. “We could tell them. What you are. I know it sounds crazy, but they already love you. They’d be shocked at first but I know they could handle it.”
“I don’t know, Jake, you’re the only person I’ve ever told this to. You want all your brothers to know, and you want to bring a demon and a cat on tour with you? I also have an actual job at the bookstore.” You’re torn. Of course you’d love to pack up and explore the world with Jake, but there were things that came along with that, that you weren’t sure he’d thought of.
“Your boss at the bookstore is in love with you, he’d pay you to sit on your ass here all day if you asked. The guys will love having you around. And Cookies wants to go, look at him!! He’s been cooped up at the cafe for so long, he deserves to see the world with us. Please, y/n?” As if you could deny him anything when he begged like that.
“For the record, I think this is a terrible idea. But I trust you and I’d go anywhere with you, Jake.” You give in, like you’d both probably known you would all along. Looking into his big brown eyes you knew you’d give him anything.
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I Wanna Be Yours
Chapter Twelve
A/N: so sorry for the delay on this chapter, last Thursday was my Starcatcher show and I’ve been running around like crazy trying to get everything done but it’s finally finished, I hope this makes up for it!!
6k words
Warnings: 18+ ONLY minors DNI!!, demon!reader, language, fluff, mentions of sex, innuendo, teasing, drinking alcohol, pet names, blood, cheating if you really really squint, slight smut, f/f flirting, mentions of death, mentions of violence
Inspired by my bestie @gracev0609 thank you so much for always helping me with ideas and inspiring me! I love you!!!
Your alarm startled you awake at six AM sharp. Your hand slapped around blindly until you silenced the incessant beeping. You groaned as you slowly peeked your eyes open. “Honestly, 6:00 in the morning? Jake died less than twelve hours ago and we still have to get up at SIX?” You whined, kicking the blankets off of you so you wouldn’t be as tempted to roll over and go back to sleep.
After a long stretch of your stiff muscles, you climbed out of the bed and pulled the sheets and comforter back into place. You walked into the kitchen and topped off Cookies’ food and water bowl before making your way to the bathroom to run through a speedy version of your morning routine. You knew Jake and the other guys would be there in an hour or less to pick you up, their schedules becoming just a bit more rigid when tour was involved.
Cookies meowed at you as you walked back through the kitchen after your shower, towel drying your dripping hair. “Tell your father he’s lucky he’s pretty, because I wouldn’t be awake at this hour for anybody else.” You chuckled tiredly, scooping the cat up in your arms to place a kiss on his soft forehead.
You had decided to pack light, not knowing how much space there would be for your things on top of everything else. One duffel bag for clothes that you may or may not have snuck some lingerie into, and another for all of your toiletries, cat food, a small bag of cat litter, and a few other odds and ends you’d thrown in in case you needed them. It also contained the small litter pan you’d bought, and the spare food and water bowls.
Once everything was all packed up, you ran through your mental checklist a few more times to make sure you hadn’t forgotten anything. A few minutes later a knock on your door pulled you from your thoughts. You swung the door open to reveal a sleepy looking Jake. “Morning, gorgeous. Coffee?” He offered you the cup he’d brought for you, taking a sip out of his own.
“You’re a fucking lifesaver, baby.” You giggled, gratefully accepting the drink.
“I have to take care of my girl.” He smiled, leaning in to press a sweet kiss to your lips. “You want to get the tiny freeloader loaded in his tiny prison while I put your bags on the bus?” He asked, gesturing to the cat carrier that had been purchased solely for this occasion.
“Jake, baby, I can carry my own bags.”
“I’m well aware, but I’m here, so why should you have to?” He cocked an eyebrow at you.
“You’re a maniac. I love you.” You squeezed his waist as you walked past to load the cat in his carrier, or his ‘tiny prison’ as Jake had so lovingly called it.
“I’ll have you know that Josh and Sam gave me shit from the time I got home until the time I pulled my pillow over my face and went to sleep. Apparently I was ‘gone too long’. Oh and Danny made fun of my hair and called me a pillow princess so there’s that.”
You snorted. “You didn’t fix your hair before you got home?? Rookie mistake, baby!”
“I TRIED.” He whined.
You watched Jake carrying your bags outside, losing yourself in watching his ass jiggle as he walked for a minute. “Whatcha looking at, honey?” He teased.
“Your ass.” You answered honestly. “I want to bite it.”
“And I’M the maniac?” he laughed loudly. “Come on, greedy little thing. We gotta get going. I promise, both my ass and I are all yours as soon as we get to the hotel.”
“I’m holding you to that promise, Jacob.” You shot back. Jake picked up the cat carrier, only leaving you to grab your purse off the counter on your way out the door. He pulled your keys from the pocket of your shorts and locked the door behind both of you before tucking the keys safely in his own pocket.
Once the three of you made it on the bus, Jake helped you find the best spot to get Cookies set up. The two of you found the perfect places for his litter pan, food and water bowls before giving him head scratches and leaving him to get used to his new surroundings. He hadn’t been around Josh, Sam, or Danny much so you knew he’d likely avoid them for a good while until he got more comfortable.
The other guys were off somewhere, presumably in their bunks. “Bunk nap?” Jake offered. Looking at him, his eyes definitely looked sleepy, barely being held open. Knowing you had a long trip ahead of you from home to the first stop, you enthusiastically agreed.
“Can I sleep on your chest?”
“Yeah, angel, of course. Lay on top of me if you want. Just wanna be close to you.” Jake pulled your body into his and cupped your jaw, capturing your lips with his while his arms wound around your waist and held you close. Then he took your hand and led you to the bunk where he stretched out on his back and held his arms out to you. You curled into his side and threw one arm and leg over him, your head on his chest. His arms wrapped around you again, holding you as close as you could possibly get.
“Will you talk to me?” Jake mumbled, breaking the silence.
“What do you want to hear?” You chuckled quietly.
“Anything. Tell me about you. Whatever you think I should know.”
With that, you launched into your life story, only condensing the periods of time where truly nothing important had happened. Your childhood, your adolescence, how you became the person he saw in front of him today, the one he loved so dearly. He had heard a couple bits and pieces here and there but there’d been countless gaps. He had complete trust in you, he just wanted to know you. Baring your soul to him with your skin pressed against his was definitely one of the most intimate moments of your whole life.
Jake was the perfect audience, giving you his undivided attention through the entirety of your rambling. His thumbs gently stroked your skin at your waist where he held you. By the end of your story both of you were yawning, eyes feeling heavy. You let sleep carry you away wrapped securely in Jake’s arms.
“We’re at the hotel, y/n. Let’s get up to the room.” Jake’s soft voice in your ear gently woke you from your slumber, then he pressed his lips to yours once your eyes fluttered open.
“Mmm, hi…” you mumbled sleepily, stretching your stiff muscles.
“Hi, angel.” He giggled, untangling your bodies and helping you out of the bunk. Together the two of you tracked down Cookies and got him wrangled back in his carrier for the quick walk into the hotel. Jake grabbed both your bags while you carried the cat carrier and your purse, their management already at the front desk getting everyone checked in.
“We have to head to the venue here soon for soundcheck, I’d like for you to come with us but you’re more than welcome to stay here and rest if you’re still tired, love.” Jake mumbled, his head leaning on yours which rested against his shoulder.
You weren’t feeling tired anymore after your nap on the bus, you were actually super excited to go to soundcheck with them. It was your first time going on the road with them and you wanted to experience it all with Jake. You told him as much on the elevator ride up to your floor after getting your room keys.
Jake held the key up to the door until the lock clicked, then swung the door open. “Okay, sweet girl. We can drop everything off here then head over there with everyone. We shouldn’t be there too long, then I’m all yours until we have to start getting ready.”
He sat all the bags down in the corner of the room then walked back over to help you get everything set up for Cookies. You were originally worried about leaving him in the hotel room alone, but Jake had told you that he’d honestly probably rather have a little bit of time to himself while he’s adjusting to the new room. You knew you probably wouldn’t want anyone in your face while you were trying to process a new environment either, so you agreed.
The two of you changed clothes and then kissed the cat goodbye after triple checking that he had everything he would need. “Be a good boy, Cookies!” You cooed at the cat.
“You’re the man of the house while I’m gone! Don’t let anyone in!” Jake narrowed his eyes playfully at the cat.
“Yeah, and no parties either.” You giggled. “Come on Jake, everyone’s probably downstairs waiting on us.”
Jake took your hand and led you to the elevator, taking it back down to the lobby to meet the guys. “Finally, what the fuck took you so long?” Sam grumbled when he saw his brother.
“I bet I can guess, huh pillow princess?” Danny winked. Jake’s cheeks burned red. “At least you fixed your hair this time.”
“Should I tell him I was the one dreaming about riding you?” You whispered in his ear, making him cackle. With a couple questioning looks at Jake wondering why he was laughing so hard, met with a shake of head, everyone started back out towards the bus.
Sound check went off without a hitch and you were really enjoying watching all of them be so at home and in their element on stage even though the arena was still empty at that point. You couldn’t wait to watch them come alive in front of the fans later.
Jake was right about it being quick, though you never had any doubt he would be- you weren’t there very long before everyone got the okay to load back in the bus. The whole ride back to the hotel you struggled to pay attention to what Jake was saying, the image of him up on that stage with his guitar playing on loop in your head. Your thighs clenched together subconsciously making him smirk at you.
“Something on your mind, angel?” Jake quipped.
You noticed that the bus had just turned into the parking lot and parked. You leaned right in to his ear and made sure he felt the warmth of your heavy breaths on his skin before you spoke. “Wouldn’t you like to know…” you whispered before standing from the seat and walking off the bus, leaving Jake to catch up with you.
Once everyone was back in the hotel lobby, you were all reminded what time everyone needed to be back on the bus to get over to the venue on time, and then dismissed to do whatever you felt like until then.
“What do you feel like doing today, baby?” You asked after both of you had flopped down on the bed. “We still have a few hours before we have to be back.”
“I think I need a drink.” Jake replied, pulling you closer to plant a kiss on your forehead.
“Okay baby, you want me to text the guys and see if they feel like going for a drink?”
“Mmm, no, like a DRINK drink.” He let his eyes turn darker and you took in the slight dark circles under his eyes.
“Let’s go then honey, I think I saw a little bar about a block over when we were driving past earlier. We can just walk over there.” You squeezed his hip gently before rising from the bed and pulling your shoes back on. Jake followed suit, making sure at least one of you had a key to the room on you before walking hand in hand down to the lobby.
The walk to the bar was peaceful and before long you were walking up to the parking lot. It was still early in the day so there were only a handful of cars parked in the lot and you knew some had to be staff. After walking inside, you found a table and set your things down on it to claim it.
“You can sit, angel, I’ll get us a drink.” Jake squeezed your hand before making his way over to the bar counter and ordering your drinks.
Your gaze swept across the room, sizing everyone up, and landed on a woman about Jake’s age who had been looking directly at you until you caught her. She had long, wavy dark hair and light eyes with glossy pink heart shaped lips and a curvy build. She was wearing a simple black dress that showed off her chest and legs. You couldn’t stop yourself from wondering what it would be like to kiss her, what she would taste like. Her cheeks turned pink and she turned her head to look at Jake instead. You watched her look hungrily at him too. At that your cheeks turned pink and you felt the corner of your mouth quirk up into a little smirk.
She wanted you both. Perfect. You waited for Jake to come back to the table with the drinks before strutting over to her. “Hi, my name’s y/n. What’s yours?” You grinned at her, looking her up and down and offering your hand to shake.
“I’m Violet, hi!” She smiled, giving your hand a shake before picking up her almost empty drink once more. “Listen, if you’re together I’m really sorry, I didn’t mean to stare-“
“Shhh.” You hushed. “You don’t have to be sorry, just come join us, yeah?” You gestured to the table where Jake sat waiting for you. He met your gaze with a cocked eyebrow.
“Are you sure? I don’t want to intrude!”
“Positive! What are you drinking, babe? Go wait with Jake and I’ll get you another.” You pointed towards where the vampire was sitting, flashing his signature smirk at both of you.
“Whiskey sour?” Her eyes shyly met yours. “I’ve already had a couple but I can do one or two more.”
“You got it, I’ll be right over!” You gently pulled her in by the hand to brush a kiss to her cheek, making her blush as she walked away.
You flagged down the bartender and ordered three of them, arranging them in a triangle formation so you could safely carry all of them in your hands. Jake stood from the table to help you set down the drinks. You sat down next to Violet and across from Jake, placing a drink in front of each of you. You scooted close enough for your thigh to brush against hers.
“Good choice, pretty girl.” You smirked, raising your glass to clink with each of theirs. The three of you struck up a conversation, making polite small talk before diving in to all get to know each other a little better. Throughout the entirety of the conversation, you kept gently touching Violet- her shoulders, her back, her hands. Of course you would’ve stopped long before if she had shown any evidence of being uncomfortable, but she was giggling along and touching you right back, and her foot kept moving under the table to brush against your leg and Jake’s.
Once your glasses were empty Jake walked back up to the bar to order another round. You let your fingers sweep along Violet’s waist as you leaned in to just barely brush your lips against hers before standing up and telling her you were going to go to the bathroom while Jake was getting the drinks.
You did your business quickly before washing your hands and checking your makeup in the mirror. Satisfied that your makeup was still in place, you walked back out of the bathroom to find the table you had been sitting at vacant except for the drinks Jake must have just sat down. You looked around the bar to see if they had gone somewhere else but didn’t see either of them.
You felt worry starting to creep in. First you went outside to see if maybe they had gone out to smoke, but you had no luck there either. Having just come out of the women’s bathroom, you knew they weren’t in there, so the men’s room was your last resort. You pushed the door open to see Jake’s mouth latched onto Violet’s neck, little moans leaving his lips being muffled into her skin as he drank from her. Her face was blissed out and dreamy looking. His arms were holding her in place and his hips were rocking against her thigh. You hated to admit it but the scene you’d walked in on was turning you on immensely.
You heard a humorless, disbelieving laugh fly from your lips and Jake jerked back from Violet to meet your gaze. He opened his mouth to explain but you held your hand up to show him you weren’t interested in hearing it.
You walked right back out the way you came, pulling out your phone to order an Uber back to the hotel before making your way out to the parking lot to wait the 5 minutes for it to get there. It wasn’t a far walk but you knew Jake would follow you and try to talk about it, and the last thing you wanted in that moment was to hear his voice.
You heard the door open just before you heard him. “Angel? Please come back inside, can we talk?”
“No, that’s okay Jake, don’t let me stand in your way. Should probably go find Violet, make sure she’s alright. I’m going back to the hotel.” Your tone was cold and uncaring.
“You’re leaving? Okay, I’ll come with you.” He tried to grab your hand.
“No need. I’ll be just fine getting there on my own. I’ll meet you there later.”
“Angel, will you stop? I’m coming with you. I’m not letting you leave here by yourself.” He sighed, exasperated.
“Suit yourself.” You shrugged your shoulders, eyes going back to looking at your phone to let him know you were done talking for the moment. It was silent for the next couple minutes until the Uber pulled up.
Jake climbed in the backseat on the drivers side and you got in on the passengers side. Normally you would scoot into the middle seat to rest your head on Jake’s shoulder but you stayed put on the other side. “I love you.” He whispered, reaching for your hand.
You kept your hand where it rested in your lap and turned to look at him just for a second. “I love you too.” You rolled your eyes.
“I- I didn’t mean to- I thought-“ Jake stammered.
“Not now, Jake. Not here.” You shook your head.
“Alright.” He mumbled, then the rest of the ride to the hotel was silent.
Once you got back to your room, you flopped down on the bed with a dramatic sigh and put one arm over your eyes. You waited to feel the bed dip next to you with Jake climbing in, but instead you heard the wooden chair across the room creak when he sat down on it.
“Jake, what are you doing?” You mumbled, not taking your arm off your face. “Come get in bed.” You patted the bed next to you with your other hand.
“I just didn’t think you wanted me to.” He said in a small voice and your heart ached a little before you remembered why you were upset with him.
“I’m just mad at you. That doesn’t mean I want you to sit in the uncomfortable hotel chair all the way across the room from me. I feel better when you’re close to me, even when you’re being a shithead.” You met his eyes with your own then, trying to will him to read the sincerity in your face.
“A shithead, huh?” He tried to fight the smile growing on his lips but you still caught the corners of his mouth quirking up as he kicked his shoes off and flopped down on the bed with you.
“Yes.” You said matter-of-factly, cozying up to him and nuzzling your face in the crook of his neck. He wrapped his arms around you and gently pressed his lips to your temple.
“I really do love you, ya know.” Jake whispered.
You left kisses on his skin where your face rested, making him shiver. “I know, Jake. I love you too.” Then you lifted your head and leaned in to kiss him.
Jake kissed you back enthusiastically and immediately, tugging you impossibly closer and grinding his hips into yours. You felt him starting to harden in his pants. You tangled one hand in his messy hair and let the other rest on his throat, just barely pressing on the sides.
Jake groaned against your lips and you started grinding your hips in rhythm with his. “Fuck. Can I touch you? Please?” He begged.
“Do you think you’ve earned it?” You questioned, eyes narrowed.
“Mmm, no, I don’t think I deserve it. But I wanna make you feel good, make it up to you. Please?” You felt him twitch in his pants.
“Okay, Jakey. Touch me.” You gave in, pulling away from him to yank his shirt over his head.
Jake crashed your lips together in a heated kiss. He began undressing you and trailing kisses from your lips down to your neck, then your chest, and finally all down your stomach before leaning down to nibble at your inner thighs.
You were squirming under him, desperate for more than he was giving you. “Don’t tease.” You whined. “You’re still on my list.”
Jake barked a laugh and brought one hand up to your lower stomach to hold you in place. He ran the first two fingers of his other hand through your folds, feeling how wet you already were. You gasped at the touch, trying to buck your hips up into it but his grip on you had you locked in place.
You moaned when he traced a couple little circles on your clit before sliding back down to circle your entrance. It turned into a sharp gasp as he slipped two fingers into you. “Jaaaaaaake.” You moaned out when he curled those two fingers up into your g-spot.
“Yeah? C’mon angel, talk to me.” Jake begged, voice sweet as honey. With that, he ducked his head down to press a kiss over your clit before sucking it into his mouth, fingers never relenting on their assault of your sweet spot. You were writhing on the bed to the best of your ability, his strong grip making your range of motion rather limited.
“Feels so fucking good, baby.” You gasped, hands flying to tangle in his hair.
Then he added a third finger to your fluttering entrance and started alternating the suction on your clit with flicks and rolls of his tongue over the sensitive bundle of nerves. You tugged harshly on his hair, an animalistic moan coming from deep in your chest. Jake groaned into your pussy at the sting on his scalp, speeding up his fingers and sucking harder at your clit, rolling his tongue around it.
“Jake, fuck! ‘M gonna cum, baby, don’t stop. Just like that, oh my god!” You sobbed as your orgasm hit you like a train, whiting out your vision and taking your hearing away for a minute as you rained down on Jake’s hand and face. He greedily lapped up every drop of your release he could before looking up at you through his lashes, the whole bottom half of his face covered in your slick while a few drops ran down his neck.
“Fucking delicious.” He growled, crawling back up to claim your mouth in a searing kiss. You wrapped one arm around him while the other hand squeezed his throbbing cock through his pants, palming him roughly over the fabric.
“Stand up for me, baby.” You whispered, climbing off of him so he could stand. You pushed him against the wall before kissing him again, roughly biting his bottom lip.
“Fuuuuuuuuck.” Jake groaned when your hand made its way back down to cup him over his pants.
“You’re so big, Jakey. So hard.” You breathed against his skin. You felt him twitch in your grip at your words.
“Good boy, baby. Such a good boy, being patient for me.” You cooed, thumb stroking over his cheek. He let out a high pitched whine, cock twitching again.
“Fuck, please touch me, angel. I need to feel you.” Jake pleaded, his hands resting on your hips. You squeezed him tighter, adding a bit more pressure to your strokes.
“Like this?” You asked innocently.
“Please angel, I wanna cum. Need to cum for you, I can’t go on stage like this.” Jake whined.
“Okay. So cum.” You replied in your most disinterested voice.
“W-what?” He stammered out, eyes widening in shock.
“You heard me. You need it so badly, then cum. Right here, in your pants, or not at all.” You sped up your movements over the fabric of his pants.
He sucked in a sharp breath. “No, please-“
“Okay, have fun.” You cut him off, removing your hand and making to walk away.
“No, wait!” He pleaded, hand gripping your wrist gently to keep you in place. “Please, I need you. Anything. Whatever you’ll give me.” He breathed, eyes pleading with yours for mercy.
“Okay, baby. You can grind on my hand until you make a mess in your pants but you better behave.” You warned, replacing your hand over his covered cock. He nodded with a groan, hips thrusting wildly into your hand. It didn’t take long for you to feel him pulsing in your grip, his whimpers and moans growing in both volume and pitch, and you knew he was getting close. “Come on baby, nice and messy, right here in your clothes. I wanna see it.” You cooed, bringing your lips to his neck once more. A couple wet kisses over the skin there and he was coming undone, pumping his release into his now ruined jeans.
Once Jake caught his breath, you helped him out of his jeans and boxers so he wouldn’t get uncomfortable and cleaned him up, then pulled him back onto the bed with you. “Can we just lay like this until it’s time to go?” You mumbled, pulling his head to rest on your chest and tangling your legs with his.
“Sounds good to me. Hey, can I tell you something?” Jake asked a little shyly. You nodded, waiting for him to continue. “I was hoping you’d come join us, at the bar. I hoped you’d come in and have fun with us. I didn’t actually care about her, I just wanted you.” He admitted, his head nuzzled into your chest.
You squeezed him tighter to you, kissing the top of his head. “Oh baby, I’m sorry I wouldn’t listen to you.”
“No, it’s okay, I wouldn’t have believed me in that moment either. I just wanted you to know that.”
“Well, since you were honest with me I suppose I should tell you something too… seeing you in there feeding from her and grinding against her like a slut actually really turned me on. I just couldn’t admit that to you yet.” You giggled.
Jake faked a dramatic gasp, lifting his head to face you. “Angel, you lied to me?” He pretended to be offended but he couldn’t keep the grin off his face.
You leaned in and bit his shoulder. “Ow!” He shouted through a laugh. You stayed curled up in bed with each other for a little while longer before finally getting up and getting in the shower together. You washed his hair for him and he ran the conditioner through yours for you. After that, you both redressed and made sure Cookies still had everything he needed before heading back down to the lobby to load up on the bus with everyone.
Everything seemed to go so fast once you arrived back at the venue. All the boys were being pulled in a million different directions, everyone was getting everything set up and ready to go. You’d thought seeing Jake up on the stage with his guitar in normal clothes was dangerous but you never could’ve prepared for seeing him in his suit, all smudged out eyeliner and dripping sex. He caught you staring and smirked. “Something on your mind, angel?” He chuckled.
“Mm, maybe a couple things. Nothing important.” You teased, leaning in and planting a big kiss on his lips.
“Ouch.” Jake pretended to gasp, pulling you closer and squeezing your ass.
“Jake, there are thousands of people in this arena. Don’t start something you can’t finish.”
“I don’t see any of them in here…” he took a dramatic walk around his dressing room, peeking behind curtains and furniture. “Do you?” He crossed the room again, pulling you back into his arms. He tugged your body right against his, locking his arms around you to keep you in place.
“Jacob Thomas. We don’t have time for this.” You giggled, giving him a sweet kiss on his lips and teasingly pinching his side. You knew he only had around fifteen minutes left before he had to go on.
Jake scoffed, “I could definitely get you off before I have to go.” With a roll of his eyes.
“And show all the screaming fans how hard you are in your pretty pants? I don’t think so, baby.” Your words made Jake pout so you kissed all over his face until he caved and cracked a smile. “Look at me.” You used one finger under his chin to bring his gaze to yours.
“If we had the time right now I’d be all over you, baby.” You watched the corners of his lips try to quirk up into a grin but he suppressed it before he thought you’d noticed. “That’s what you wanted to hear, right? Even though you already know that I want you, just like everyone else in this arena tonight? Just need your ego stroked a little, hmm?”
He cleared his throat and forced his face into a neutral expression. “I’m sure I don’t know what you mean, angel.”
“Sure you don’t, Jacob.” You playfully rolled your eyes. “After the show we’re going out for drinks with your brothers and then you can do whatever you want to me, baby.”
“Don’t tell me that, honey.” He groaned, leaning his forehead against yours.
“Sorry, sorry.” You tried to suppress your giggles, pulling him in for another kiss before he had to go. He wrapped his arms tighter around your waist, squeezing you to him, grounding himself with your touch. Not everyone knew, but Jake would almost always get nervous before shows, so desperate to prove himself to everyone that saw him play.
“You’re gonna be amazing, baby. I’m so fucking proud of you. I’ll be watching the whole time.” You squeezed his hands as you both stepped away from the embrace.
“I love you.” He breathed, eyes wide as he checked his reflection in the mirror one last time before holding the door open for the two of you to walk out towards the stage.
“And I love you, Jakey.” You brushed your hand against his hip lovingly before he stepped into his position behind the curtain. He met your eyes over his shoulder once more and you gave him a big smile and thumbs up making him grin.
The noise in the arena had been gradually increasing over the last little bit but when the curtain dropped it became a thunderous roar and you knew why Jake was so passionate about what he does. You’d known he would be, but Jake was electric as soon as he played the first notes. He channeled all his anxiety and nervousness into his performance, feeling the music and making everyone else feel it too. You were in awe of him, trying to watch all four of the boys at once and finding yourself entranced by it all. You knew then that you made the right decision coming on tour with the band, you wouldn’t trade seeing him like this for anything.
Jake came running off the stage to you a sweaty mess, eyeliner smudged a little more from where it ran and hair wild from throwing it out of his face. “You were incredible, baby!” You cheered, throwing yourself into his arms.
Jake caught you, trying to keep his sweaty hands off your body as best he could. “‘M all sweaty, angel.” He chuckled.
“Don’t care.” You giggled, kissing his sweaty cheek and then his lips. “I’m going home with a rockstar tonight.”
He threw his head back and laughed, lacing his fingers with yours. “And every other night, my love. C’mon, I need a shower and a drink.” He led you by the hand back to his dressing room where he quickly stripped down and jumped in the shower.
You shamelessly admired his ass when he turned to face the water, cheeks turning a little pink when he turned back around and caught you staring. “You know, that’s not the first time today I’ve caught you staring, angel.” Jake said with a smirk.
“Nope, probably won’t be the last either. And you wanna know a secret? You didn’t catch me every time.” You quipped back.
“Ooh, scandalous.”
“Shut up and shower, Kiszka.”
“Patience is a virtue, Y/N.”
“Yeah, one I don’t possess. Let’s go!” You were excited to recap the show with the guys over a few drinks, and even more excited to finally get your hands on Jake back at the hotel.
The boys had you laughing so hard tears were streaming down your face recounting the events of the evening as well as telling you some old stories you’d never heard before. You had a few cocktails, the guys all had a few rounds, and everyone was in good spirits as all of you made your way out of the bar.
Everyone was still talking and laughing, barely paying any attention to anything outside of your group when the chatter was cut off with a shout. Everyone spun around to see a strange man grasping Josh by the arm, wrenching it behind his back and spinning him around, pinning him face first against the bricks outside the building. You started running as soon as you registered what was happening, but Jake was way faster.
He sprinted over to his twin faster than even the stranger had expected, catching him off guard when Jake ran up on him and wrapped his hands around the man’s throat. He squeezed tightly, cutting off airflow making the man release his hold on Josh.
You ran over to Josh while Jake was occupied, cupping his face in your hands and fussing over the scrapes on his cheek and nose. “Y/N I’m fine, we have to help Jake!” Josh urged, gripping your hand and spinning you both around to face the two of them.
What you saw was shocking. Jake had effectively ripped the man’s head off (another demon, Jake informed everyone). Dark blood coated the pavement beneath your feet and soaked Jake nearly head to toe. He was panting, eyes nearly black as he snapped out of his trance and let the head hit the ground with a sickening sound.
“I’m sorry, I-“ Jake stuttered, staring at his blood soaked hands in shock.
“You fucking saved me, Jake, don’t be sorry.” Josh breathed, pulling his twin into a crushing embrace, getting blood all over his clothes yet again by hugging his brother.
“Are you okay, baby?” You stroked Jake’s bloody cheek with your thumb, using the spare hair tie you had on your wrist to tie his hair back for him.
“I’m okay, I’m fine. Josh, are you okay? When I saw him grab you I fucking panicked.” Jake rushed out.
“I’m okay. I promise.” Josh assured him, always the one to comfort his brothers. “Let’s get this shit cleaned up.”
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