#juanton

[darealjuanton]

My life was changed 12 years ago this very day. I often get discouraged about life, but I can always go back to that day and remember God reaching down to me. It reminds me I’m not alone, and I have a purpose. #BornAgain #LifeChange #Juanton #Dreamer #DreamBig https://www.instagram.com/p/CEZVPQFswsp/?igshid=14odhyr6r7g97

[darealjuanton]

I just launched a new website for my music. Check it out and show some love! Link in Bio or copy and paste! www.musicbyjuanton.com #newsite #music #rap #howtorap #juanton #upcoming #Dreamer #DreamBig #TakeAction https://www.instagram.com/p/CCtSpSlnQFm/?igshid=1crgm7rhq3pge

[darealjuanton]

This is my new logo. Simple, but I like it. What do y’all think? #newlogo #brand #Juanton #howtorap #music #rap #Dreamer #DreamBig #Cross https://www.instagram.com/p/CCqxX5usXlf/?igshid=65pr9afsmj1s

[vicnyse]

Juanton 💀

[wanton-nottwo]

For the first time in my life I actually like a picture of myself

[wanton-nottwo]

thisisallheeverwanted

4/5

About nine months ago my life took a turn for the worst. I had just got out of a very toxic relationship and I let that be the reason why I let my life fall apart. I’ll be honest though. I think I needed that.  I was putting all my anger towards that and it only made things worse.  I one day realized that I can’t put all the blame on just that.  I thought and accepted that I had just as much blame if not more for why a lot of things happened.  I owned up to my mistakes and stopped blaming others for why things were the way they were.

I told myself that I had to stop letting one relationship define the rest of my life. What’s in the past is in the past and honestly fuck whatever is there now. It may sound cocky as hell but I still got a whole lot of life to experience. Yeah I may have fucked up so many things but what can I do now. What’s done is done and I can’t do anything to change that.

Everything takes time.  I had the hardest time being patient at first but seeing myself now and all the shit that is slowly falling back into place gives me hope.  It does get better; my life has been so much better since.  I’ve learned some weird shit about myself in the process, which has been super dope.  

Feelings are tight that’s all I can say. One day you’re heart broken and on the verge of killing yourself and the next thing you know other people walk into your life that make you feel some weird shit (in a good way) and help you forget the shitty things in life.  I still have my days where I just feel like complete shit but I know now it’s ok to feel these things.  It’s just part of life.  If I ever fell like shit it’s not because my past, it’s because my ass is letting myself feel what I’m feeling.. I don’t know if that even makes sense but point is life is good and I’m grateful for everything life has thrown at me.

[jigggahozay]

Oh snap! @benaffleck and @henrycavill approve #jiggahozay and his peeps! #dondonaliberto #bucktoothjimmy #batmanuel #nickynostrils #biglipmcgrip and #juanton