#judas asks

[theneondemonx]

Ok hear me out, I went into Judas thinking "yeah nice, I'd like to read some good old-fashioned love triangle" BUT I DIDN'T EXPECT YOU TO MURDER ME LIKE THIS. LIKE.. MOULIN ROUGE TYPE OF MURDER.

I'm sobbing. Like literally sobbing with tears and all for what you did in Part 7. HOW DO YOU EXPECT ME TO RECOVER FROM THAT?

And the way you quoted Jungkook's words from another one of your chapters at the end??? EVERYTHING IS SO FUCKING CONNECTED I'M SCREAMING. NAMJOON SPIRALED FOR REAL. HE FUCKED UP BIG TYPE LIKE OH BOYYYYYY WHAT HAVE YOU DONE????

In conclusion: I hate you, but I love your fic. Still, If you happen to write another angsty fic, I won't read cause it hurts too much and therapy is expensive. Thank you.

Please hate me. It' one of the finest achievements in fic writing.. or writing in general ahhahah

I'm actually surprised someone noticed the quote. Sure, I put it in quote format so duh, but I was afraid it would end up passing as a thought from Namjoon or something else, since the quote was from Part 5. I'm so happy you noticed 😍😍

Thank you so much for reading and sending me this ask. I love when you guys give me feedbacks, and seeing you so invested is my biggest joy 💜

Btw.. Moulin Rouge 😏 idk if you skimmed through the playlist but if you didn't, I have news for you eheheheh 😏😏😏

[theneondemonx]

I lovee how the characters in Judas are not plain black and white and it's relatable af to real life. understand that jk is such an asshole to literally pursue his hyung's gf, and the oc also cheated on her boyfriend with someone he had asked to stay away from, but i think jk and oc's attraction is very carnal and maybe oc feels intrigued by jk while namjoon is too similar as herself so she's quite figured out about him, i know for sure that we girls lowkey love ourselves a bit challenge with our men.. like maybe with namjoon everything feels too right to straighforward while with jk its a whole new emotional rollercoaster.

Also I think there is some underlying issues between namjoon and jk? not only because the whole ex gf caught in the act thing. Or maybe jk is just pissed because namjoon just given him a death sentence after that incident being the whole group is not really speaking with him?

I just cant wait for the next update, this story really good! stay safe and healthy dear author :)

Awwww thank you so much!! I'm so happy you guys are enjoying this fic. It means so much to me 😍😍😍

Yeah, I feel like jk and oc have a that kind of attraction - very carnal and passionate. The tempation was too strong to resist it. And it's bad, but it's also intriguing in his way. Idk, I love this kind of dynamic ahahhaha I also like oc and Namjoon. I think they were on the same wave lenght until jk came into the picture. And they could still figure things out, even though shit is getting soooo complicated with Namjoon snapping lol

As for the dynamic between jk and Namjoon, you'll soon see more of that in the new chapter eheheheh But yeah, it definitely has deeper and more psychological roots than it may look

[theneondemonx]

Ugh I'm sorry I had to rant. Idk if you understood any of that but chilleeeee this fic unleashed all of my rage

Don't worry honey 💜💜 I love to read rants. It means the fic is sparking a reaction. And that's the best I can ask for as a writer 🥰

[theneondemonx]

Oh my fuck.i have never been so angry. Like its all just shit. I vote for joon to win cuz hell no. Fuck jungkook and y/n..sorry to the others thats some shit but ooooh if jk and y/n don't deserve all the hate that namjoon harbors in that heart of his. Yes it was big dumb. But my man's wasn't thinking. He had his heart broken by the girl who wasn't even supposed to be around jungkook. And jungkook consisntely fucks him over. How do you do that your friend someone you called a brother and then ask if they even loved each other? That's a fight. An entire fight. Several fades. Fuck them

Honestly.. if I was oc's friend, I'd tell her to get the fuck out of that group. Like "run for the hills home girl". Because no matter how you put it, everything is just very very toxic. You don't want to be with any of them. You clearly don't want to be with a guy you cheated on so quickly. And obviously you don't want to be with him after he fucked up your life, your family's life, his own life and also his colleagues' lives in one go just out of spite. Also, you don't want to be with someone who betrayed his friend TWICE and just throws fists whenever he feels like it. This is not even a band anymore, it's a fucking corrida with all those red flags 🤣 But yeah.. if the characters always made smart choices, that would be a pretty boring angsty fic. So I guess I'll just keep the evil and stupid coming your way, guys ahahahah

[theneondemonx]

I cannot tell you how much I have wanted to sucker punch ALL THREE OF THOSE STUPID ASS GROWN ASS PEOPLE. NAMJOON WHAT THE FUCK JUNGKOOK YOU DONT GET TO BE A DICK YOU FUCKED TWO NOT ONE TWO OF HIS GIRLFRIENDS JUST TO SPITE ILL BE BIG ANGRY TOO Y/N FOR FUCKS SAKE SUCK THAT SHIT UP YOU DESERVE IT OMFG ALWLELKRKRK WHY IS NO ONE THINKING BEFORE THEY ACT???? DID WE NOT GO TO SCHOOL? AND HOW IS A LEAK OF YOUR PERSONAL LIFE ANY MEANER THAN YOU CHEATING ON YOUR BOYFRIEND WITH THE MFING DUDE WHO STOLE HIS FIRST GF ILL BE HONEST I WOULDNT BE THINKING EITHER ILL BE THROWING ALL SORTS OF MFING HANDS EVERYONE CATCHING A FADE INCLUDING BANG PD STUPID BITCHEZ GODDAMNIT LAKDKDKDKFJFJFNFNNF AHHHHHH

Idk why your reaction is oddly satisfying to me ahahhaah You should be mad at those three fuckers - I GET YOU GURL. Like, of course this is an idol au so it's a whole other level of shit, but I take a lot of inspiration from kinda being the Marco in my group of friends. You know.. giving advice, having them tell me I'm right and then just see them fuck shit up in the worst possible ways. Idk gurl, people are WEEEEEIIIIIIIIRD 🤣🤣

[theneondemonx]

I LOVE Jungkook, his character has really won me over in Judas🥲❤️ He truly loves OC & she loves him, I hope they are able to be together because it’s not every day you get to have that instant connection & attraction with someone like they did 😭❤️ how he took the blame in order to save OC, that really touched my heart he has my respect👏🏻

I know I'm the one who write this fic so I shouldn't be surprised bc I literally call the shots, still.. jk killed me in this last chapter 😭😭😭 He's so unbelievably impulsive in everything he does, and that often translates to him wreaking havoc; but when it's about love, this impulsiveness becomes so romantic.. I can't, I just can't with him 💜

[theneondemonx]

OHHH, that makes a lot more sense😱 thank you for clearing that up😄❤️ this whole time I thought Jungkook had slept with Joon’s ex and it was just a BJ, and I remember reading that part but I don’t know why I thought more had gone on😅 okay well it makes me happy that he is serious about OC cause I love those two together, like when he went and banged on her door and demanded her to tell him if she “loves” Namjoon, I found that HOT (sorry Joon😭❤️) and then they had steamy sex, I was like OH SNaP👏🏻😄

Yeah I get it can be a little confusing, since the ones to talk about it are usually Namjoon and oc, and they refer to it as "fucking his girlfriend" cause.. yeah, of course it's the most logical thing to assume. 😅

Jk and oc are a pretty hot duo. Like daaaamn the sexual tension between those two - you can cut that with a knife ahhahah

I hope you'll like the new chapter. I just finished writing it, so it will be out soon :3

[theneondemonx]

What that anon pointed out from that convo between Jungkook & OC is so true!! You did so good writing that part (the whole series is a MASTERPIECE) that part really shocked me I was like DAMN, poor Joon😭😅 but like how could OC be okay with knowing that?😅 like I would feel some type of way knowing Jungkook fucked Joon’s ex girl too… did Jungkook sleep with Joon’s ex one time only? Or did he have an affair like he is currently having with OC? , was he only interested in OC because she was Namjoon’s girl? Or it’s different this time and he has never felt this way before?😱 sorry for all these questions 🤣🤣 This chapter really had me thinking🤔

Jungkook did not TECHNICALLY fuck her. Like.. not in the "penis-vagina" sense, if you get me. What went down is that one night he was kinda tipsy and horny, joon's girlfriend made a move on him and he went for it. But Namjoon found out on the spot, walking on them while she was still giving him a blowjob. So yeah.. THAT SUCKS (literally and metaphorically lol). But oc doesn't know the whole story so she doesn't even have the tiniest of excuses. All she knows is Namjoon's pov and that's it. For all she knows (and also for all Joon knows), the affair could have lasted for months. Jk explained himself to Joon.. but come on, how could he trust him again after that?

Jungkook's interest in oc, on the other hand, is different. What he really wanted in the beginning was to exploit her power on Namjoon in order to settle the feud. I think that her being Joon's girlfriend still played a role on the initial attraction he felt towards her, but it quickly evolved into something different. It's really weird, but the fact that Jungkook admires Namjoon so much, and being oc so similar to Joon, is what actually made him feel a certain way towards her. Like.. she has the characteristics he had always looked up to - and ofc he's also physically attracted to her. Idk, I guess it's all just a chemistry thing - sparks flying and that kind of stuff. So yeah, he has never felt this way before. Still a terrible way to go about it ahhahaha