#jude's notebook

[judassacrifice]

Aizawa and the tboy student he's been getting really fucking weird about. that boy who without shame hangs out with other guy students like its always been second nature to him. that boy who reminds his teacher just how much he's really really into younger boys that don't know when or how to shut up. and especially, that boy who makes Aizawa think about using his capture gear improperly. inappropriately, even.

but you're just a little guy! you'd never cause anything like that on purpose, would you?

[judassacrifice]

hhhggg. being his favorite son, even if I'm not biologically his boy. but he treats me like it. more than it. like i've always been his boy, like im destined to stay by his side, like he's been there from the start. praises every achievement, every creation, every move. im nearly perfect, and when im not perfect, he's gentle in his corrections. and when we're close and alone, i know he means it when he says im his favorite. i know it from the way he holds me, the way he mumbles about how there couldn't be a better boy for him to take care of, how he so proudly calls me his son, his boy, his love