#julry

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Henry，I betrayed the only two people I had in this world, just to find you.

I really hope someone can understand just how much I love them both😭👋plz anyone😭

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他不相信有些事情是可以轻易改变的，唯一可以改变的是二十一点里的黑桃A，桌上摆放着的是筹码和死，而手臂上肉粉色的伤疤正是他自以为是的侥幸，当Julius说出那句我们现在关系不同了对吗，他不敢承认，他突然害怕那些爱情真正逼近的时刻，他想，他应该说我爱你的，但他下意识地逃避了所有关于爱的确认，这会让他觉得自己可怜，他发现自己在爱情方面的软弱，再一次意识到他与他之间的不同。他知道爱不能成为赌桌上的幸存，正如他从未设想过在二十四小时赌场旅馆的那种得到。

He didn’t believe that some things could be easily changed; the only thing that could change was the ace of spades in blackjack. On the table lay chips and death, and the flesh-colored scar on his arm was the self-deluded stroke of luck he clung to. When Julius said, “Our relationship is different now, isn’t it?” he didn’t dare admit it. He suddenly feared the moments when love truly drew near. He thought he should have said, “I love you,” but he subconsciously avoided any affirmation of love—it would make him feel pitiful. He discovered his own weakness when it came to love and realized once again how different he was from him. He knew love couldn’t be a survival strategy at the gambling table, just as he had never imagined the kind of “win” he’d experienced at that 24-hour casino hotel.

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I’m serious—I need more Julry fanfiction, or Jacob and Diego stories; I’m open to anything.😢im sorryi just too late….

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