to my ex:
i still look at your social media to see how you are. i know things ended badly between us, but that doesn’t mean i’m going to stop caring about you. the one thing that makes me happy is knowing you yourself have finally found happiness despite everything that happened between us. i still have screenshots of your old tweets and back then i used to think you were so selfish and in-the-wrong for talking about me like that without understanding my side of the story, but now that two years have passed, i’ve realized that your ego/pride was too hurt to want to understand why i left you.
you know you were wrong for creating lies trying to keep me and him apart just so i could stay with you. it’s crazy because if we stayed together, you and i would have made 6 years by now, and i know i would have just settled for my life with you instead of truly being happy. in the four years we were together, i remember constantly telling you “i don’t want to be with you anymore,” “i’ve fallen out of love with you,” “there’s someone else out there for the both of us,” and you’d just argue with me by saying “well i don’t care what you say because I love you, and I want us to be together.”
i’m so content with my new life; spending it with the one i’ve always loved that all i want is for the three of us to reconnect again just like old times. in the two years since our separation, i can only hope you spent that time to reflect on the mistakes you made in our relationship so you can improve yourself for your future. i’m extremely happy with how far i’ve come, and i know damn well i wouldn’t be where i am today if we were still together.
maybe you’ve completely cut me off from your life, but maybe another part of you will be open to closure one day. you’re the only person from my past who doesn’t want to fix the bad blood between us, and if i knew you like the back of my hand for 9 WHOLE YEARS, then i know you can’t be able to resist me. this island is too small to avoid one another, so we’re destined to run into each other eventually, but until then i wish nothing but the best for you and your future. i truly hope you can find happiness with someone else.
