#june202017

[omarsparks]

Wow. Just heard the news not too long ago. Hip-Hop has lost another legend. #RIP #Prodigy #MobbDeep #June202017 #Legend #HipHop #Rap #EastCoastHipHop #EastCoastRap #Queensbridge #NewYork #NewYorkCity #Queens

[al-kins-blog]

Day 6 - 11:50AM

Whatever we have between us is still a constant rollercoaster, but i feel as though no matter how much we say we need space… we always end up hanging out no matter what. I have this constant want/need to be around you all the time and its not because i’m clingy per se, but it’s because i feel whole in your presence.  

 None the less, i feel your feelings getting loss more each day and what honestly sucks is that I have to learn to do the same but I'm not ready to stop loving you. 

 I honestly don't know what your game is, because you seem to act nice and it seems like you want to be around me as well, but I see no feelings in you anymore when I stare at you.. and I can't help but wonder if you're just playing me now. I know you know that i will always want to be with you, but i feel as though you are taking advantage of that fact. lol It’s a comforting feeling knowing that someone will always want to be with you, isn’t it?

However, i feel quite the opposite.. I don’t know if you still want to “always be with me” like you’ve said. You told me a few days ago, that from that day on, you will no longer want to be with me in the future.. and deep down.. i know you stuck by it. So why is it that i see parts of you being the you when we’re in a relationship, but i see nothing in your eyes anymore.. Are you playing with my emotions? I feel like i’m getting wrapped up in your webs, and i can’t seem to help myself out of it.

[abboa-blog1]

Mantra

Today I am practicing patience. Patience with myself, the people and animals around me, my job; Today I will not be quick tempered. Today I am taking the time to explain without resentment. Today I am showing self love, so I am capable of showing a piece of that love to others. Today, I am patient.