What in the world am I going to do without you for the rest of our lives Katherine. I just don’t believe it sometimes. I sit and cry in silence and alone because no one understands this. It’s a terrible ache that moves within my whole being like a terrible dark rain cloud. I’ve been trying to fill it. I had a dream that I did this magical thing that helped me heal and made this all easier. It was so peaceful, this thing. I can’t for the life of me remember what it was. I guess that’s why they call them dreams baby... They aren’t meant to be. #givemepeace #juneiscoming https://www.instagram.com/p/Bx8nJMzppij/?igshid=12ad8l6rdnwh9









