#jungwondazedrambles

[jungwondazed]

this is why i think he’d be such a tease like look at that fucking smirk and lip bite guys hold me back

[jungwondazed]

i fucking love how jungwon flirts because rarely is he direct with it, he's very teasing and makes a joke out of things to hit on you. lots of "oh yeah?" "you sure about that?" type shit sjfhsfhsshf

i started thinking about this because an engene on weverse posted "people who say they're going to sleep definitely go on their phone for 2 more hours" and jungwon replied laughing and then said "you know that well" because op was ALSO up very late on her phone do y'all see what i mean.. he's such a teasing flirt

it's the kind of flirting guys do when they're interested in a girl but don't want to flat out ask her out when he barely knows her. jungwon tests the waters, seeing how you react to his playfulness for awhile before he even tiptoes around the idea of confessing of how he's into you

the way he responds to engenes on weverse drives me crazy i just know he loves seeing you get sulky and poking fun before he starts the babying.

[jungwondazed]

jungwon has never been in a serious relationship before so i'm positive he fantasizes about how he'd treat his future girl and it makes my heart throb

imagine being jungwon's first everything.. first love, first kiss, first time.. how sweet and gentle he'd be, IM NOT OKAY i want him so much i should write something about this ahhhhhh

[jungwondazed]

have you guys seen the fan sign videos of heeseung jay jake sunghoon jungwon answering whether they'd be okay with their girlfriend doing this and that with guy friends and all of them would answer mostly no because they're the jealous types...

DO YOU GUYS KNOW WHAT THIS DOES TO ME. i have too many thoughts about jealous enha members GODDDD WHERE DO I STARTTTT

[jungwondazed]

did you guys see the fan call where jake admits to liking engenes getting jealous when he flirts with other engenes

i have so many thoughts. so many.

[jungwondazed]

i need to write for the other members but jungwon is just too fun to write for. i find him devious and devious men are the most fun.

jungwon isn't even my bias but one look at my page would make you think he is which is hilarious to me. i think i see myself in jungwon so writing for him is easy, i project my kinks onto him (-: tmi

[jungwondazed]

who else needs to fuck jungwon i wanna ride him so bad he literally drives me crazy. i think he’d be so snarky and teasing during sex i want him

just imagine his smirk and eyebrow raise oh he’s gonna be the death of me

[jungwondazed]

my fear of people not liking long pieces with too much slow burn and world building is holding me back from this one piece i'm working on omg

i'm writing so much and i can't stop thinking if too much detail is boring, but i also hate rushing a slow burn piece even though the smut is good i need there to be a build up UGHHH WHAT DO I DOOOOO