#junioragentbeckett

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High School AU || junioragentbeckett

Erika slumped into her chair, freshman biology was kinda lame. Hopefully they were going to do something cool, dissect a frog or something. She glanced to the boy at the table with her, smiling slightly. He was kinda cute.

"Hey." She was thinking he might, at the least, be someone to laugh with under their voices during the class.

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It was stupid. Erika knew they weren't even far enough in their relationship to worry about this sort of thing, she just felt like she needed to be sure that things were going to be okay if they got there.

She slid into a seat across from him with her lunch and water bottle. "I know I've been all mother hen, but you're still doing okay, right?" She was referring to the asthma attack he'd had before.

She was also delaying the inevitable question that she'd wanted to ask him in the first place.

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ooc

bwah erika has the cutest little puppy boyfriend ever

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Okay. So, moment of truth. She'd arranged Beck to meet her at her place, and she'd gotten off work a little bit early (God bless the slow days). It gave her time to try calming herself down while she waited, but even with that time she still jumped slightly when she heard the doorbell ring.

Erika had to remind herself to breathe as she approached the door, and pulled it open to reveal Beck. "Hey, c'mon in." Okay, she sounded a bit more nervous than she'd wanted to. Erika moved aside to let Beck in, not even caring that she was still dressed up for work instead of the comfy PJs that she'd wanted to wear to help relax.

But, this was important. She had to be up-front about both her sexual interests and her anxieties about if they started up a relationship. Not to mention the images she'd had of him, just thinking about them had her flustered.

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Okay, things could be going better at the moment. It was just supposed to be heading to lunch, she was going to treat Beck to lunch, she'd forgotten his M&M cookie even with her having written a note, and she felt bad about it.

But no. The lift had to break down and stop with just the two of them.

Erika had some phobias, like everyone else, but number one was being trapped. And she definitely felt trapped in that stopped lift. She could practically feel the panic attack setting in.

She needed a distraction, and sooner rather than later.

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off the record: Dean's never had such a strong desire to punch a fellow agent as he has with Jamie Beckett. He ether wants to punch him or make him run ten miles in the rain.

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Headcanon

Her crush on Beck is why she dotes on him (gets him cookies or snacks at lunch, lets him 'sneak' things from her sweets bin, is sure to tell him things in a "so you know for next time" tone instead of a "Why don't you know this you twat" tone, etc.) and calls him over first when she needs a boost to reach something.

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Headcanon

Under cut because nsfw

Erika has a crush on Beck, and she finds that innocence of his adorable.

But, that being said, she does have this fantasy where she ties him snuggly (but not tightly) with leather and ropes and getting rid of his sexual innocence.