Just no one ever stays long enough for me to learn anything from them. So i get scared cause i don’t have anything to reference to. I don’t know how to act. I didn’t have a good example growing up and I’ve been in and out of jail and bars all my life. This is my first adult job.. and my first place. I’m terrified constantly I’m gunna fuck it up. I want to fuck it up a lot so i can go back to what is familiar to me and safe. Being a fuck up.
The art of long texts















