juonart replied to your post: For something that had very high expectation on...
Awww…don’t let it get you down to get rejected. I’ve applied for fan zines on Tumblr myself and got rejected…I know how disappointing it feels. But don’t take it personally, sometimes it’s hard to gauge what projects are looking for..keep your head up friend! *hugs*
Uhm you know, the first one I hope I should be the best then yet it is the worst just to fiddle with my feeling. This one is the only first one and my 3 sleepless nights just to have the Blackwatch McCree finish because of it. A friend of mine also motivate me that I should apply and she looking forward to my present. And yeah, my first and my very spirit is trying my best to not let her down in anyways. I never applied to any fanzine, so I push away any doubt and take a big gurp for it. And yeah, a big cold bucket to all my hard works. I have use to many rejection but then I don’t know why this one is so hard to swallow. Like I brought me straight to the doubt that does people really like my content or I just another person that tried hard to have none. The things I feel also for many artist out there and got the cold shoulders for mostly a majority of people. Their works are true genius, but the numbers betrayed them. I just hope this sensation doesn’t haunt my confident as willing to contribut my skill to something. For something at first that get an awfull outcome is the hardest to swallow, but, I thank you for you care, you are always the most awesome for me :).
