#jupiter journals

[spaceship-astrid]

I miss him.

A lot.

Hope you’re doing better out there, K.

[spaceship-astrid]

I miss my family

Maybe that’s a predictable thought but…

I really do miss them.

I wish I knew how they were doing.

[spaceship-astrid]

[Pinned Post]

Astrid… is a wooden marionette solar system model, specifically made of beech wood, in a galaxy type gimmick.

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Hey :]

I’m Astrid. I’m 26, my pronouns are She/They/Star/Xe and I’ve been in the circus for… about three years now, if I’m right? I like metal, farming sims, archery & really any sport I can get my hands on. Oh, and whale sharks, too.

I may or may not be a flip in terms of the agere community…

I made this as a kind of journal while I’m stuck here, but if y’all wanna ask me questions… feel free

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OOC

I’m 21, this blog is 18+

Very much OC and headcanon friendly, so feel free to interact :)

Not open for NSFW!

Also open for shipping, with Ragatha being preferred, but I’m very open with multishipping!

If you include this blog in your posts, please tag as “spaceship astrid”

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Tags <3

#back to earth - OOC

#mercury messages - Asks and Submissions

#jupiter journals - Journal Entries

#little seastar - Agere Content

#saturn scenery - Original Writings and Scenes

#stardoll - Astrid x Ragatha content

[evolutionsrevolutions]

there is something so frustrating about not being able to articulate your thoughts. my god. i have so many opinions on gender and sexuality (which was the discussion in my clads today) but for some godforsaken reason i freeze up the second i go to speak. what is the point of being intelligent and having opinions if you cannot convey that information?

[5ly-4g4r1c]

hi!! i know im not really doing it for an audience, but im going to use this blog to document me slowly getting better :)

for the past hr i've just rotted in bed, so right now im going to get my ass up, clean my room and watch kath and kim, then think abt my goals for next year. i want to be kinder to myself.

[5ly-4g4r1c]

having funny funny feelings about my body recently. im getting a tummy and boyyy am i having feelings about it! part of me likes it, feels like it makes me more queer in my defiance of beauty standards, but another part wants to fit into those beauty standards so so bad. i think some part of me will always be 11 years old doing 2 week ab workouts on the floor. reminding her that its okay and that my body is only a small part of me is lots of work but so worthwhile.

[juuuuuupiter]

in all honesty, the “roasting” posts can be a little creative. *cheetah girls’ voice* dig a little deeper!

[juuuuuupiter]

I've been meditating/thinking about how having a stellium in the sixth house, being mercury dominant, with a virgo rising really affects how i view "fun" things and want to be "perfect" or like really good at it. Think about the straight man character who's not fun at all, trying out the shenanigans of his peers, failing to capture the essence of "being in the moment" and living life or whatever. Except in my case, the friends is my piscean sun and sign stellium, I am interested and invested in weird things and imaginary pursuits that my virgo-self is super critical of and wants to turn it out to be more productive or "helpful". In a way, I wish I was more able to do things without thinking how it will affect other people. I want to remove it out of equation a little bit.