Kiss, Frack, Ginger Snaps||AU rp
The only thing she'd seen in the split second of looking through Terezi's cracked door was a seemingly sleeping Terezi, and a Jake planting what looked like a kiss to her lips. And that was all it took to shatter Techni's heart. She felt the stinging in her eyes as she ran from that spot, straight to her room. For the first time since her coming here, she locked her door. Once that was taken care of, and she wouldn't have to risk anyone walking in on her, she fell onto her bed and clutched the pillow, wrapping herself around it and sobbing into it, managing to muffle her loud cries with it. Twenty minutes of straight crying had to have passed, before she had no more tears to cry, and it actually hurt with how dry her throat had become.
Another ten minutes, and she was no longer crying--simply left to feel the emptiness this despair had left her with. And then, her mind decided that it wanted to torture her. It recalled the exact scene of him "kissing Terezi" and played it on repeat. She began to lost count on how many times she'd seen it. She wanted to cry again, but she knew she had not the tears, nor the ability to do so without being in pain. Eventually, she went through all sorts of different emotions on the situation. Sadness, Hopefulness, Doubt, Regret, and then..Anger.
She knew this anger, and for a second, it scared her, because she hadn't felt this particular anger in a very long time. After that second, though, she came to the realization that she just didn't care anymore. A familiar pounding began in her head, and it hurt with how strong it seemed now. She looked to her left to see a bag of sugar cubes that she had brought up to her room earlier. Her conscience told her to quickly eat them and get on a sugar high, but the rage that scratched at the doors and walls of her self control argued otherwise, and she found herself throwing the bag across the room with a screech of rage. Other objects were thrown in a similar fashion, each one being used in an attempt to calm the painful pounding taking place in her head. Of course, none of them worked, and a few moments after completely trashing her room, Techni found the world going black. As the floor seemed to come closer to meet her face, she lost consciousness to another person entirely. One who would surely be opening her eyes for the first time in a long time.
