Day 4 grief/mourning/loss
I am not sorry

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Day 4 grief/mourning/loss
I am not sorry
Just about the biggest and worst news in my special interests history happened yesterday and I just cannot bring myself to feel anything.
It’s been WEEKS since s2 ended BUT…
Why are there sooooo many unanswered questions and answers about whatever the fuck is between Armand and Daniel?
I literally lay in bed and reflect on S2 and wonder how did Armand not SEE or hear any of Daniel’s thoughts? “Love” can make you blind but damn. Why pretend to be Rashid to a man who doesn’t remember you? I get him wanting to control the narrative but you could have been hiding. Or episode 6 of Armand really trying to sell it/prove his actions to Daniel who again, barely remembers shit in 73 but shouldn’t you beg your “paramour” for forgiveness? Turning Daniel and then disappearing, very cowardice.
I hope we get SOMETHING in s3 cos I just lay in bed thinking about them and that’s not healthy.
sorry for being emotional (and nostalgic) again but...
from walking through this paddock thinking about how fast time flies but the only pole lando had until this year was in 2021, on track that gave him hope for his first win
..and ruined it next day. thinking about how happy he was, and how cruel it turned out for him the next day.
standing on a podium where lando could've stood happy with his maiden win but instead lewis took his 100th. thinking about how beautiful this sport is and how cruel it sometimes is.
to celebrating first win in miami silently because it was 3am and everyone was sleeping; to bittersweet hungary 1-2; to simply lovely zandvoort and fantastic singapore win and now - the 24th of 2024, 4th win for car number 4, but driver number 1 in my heart. he deserved the title, the team deserved the title. they all did it together, through those tough years and now lando won for his team, for his dream, for us 🧡
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Too tired to do schtic :/ sorry guys
You know what would really help with my depression? Doing some writing. You know what my depression makes it near impossible to do? Writing.
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