#just rl

[vagrantblvrd]

The ~dilemma of whether or not to post a Vent Post, delete it, or shove it into your drafts for memories is the worst.

Like, just typing it out is cathartic? But posting it might mean drama/sympathy that you are like *deer in headlights* about because it gives you (me) ~feels and also make you (me) feel guilty for worrying others???

Putting it in drafts is like. Saving the ~rage/upset for a rainy day or whatever.

Mainly though, it’s then writing posts like this one and having to look up the spelling for “dilemma” because it looks wrong with or without that second “m” you know?

[artdecadence]

The only person who has replied to my messages today has been my dad. Thanks a lot friends ugh

[pineapplebananacurry]

i had a conversation with my mom recently about how much i've changed in the last six years or so and she followed it up with how much louder and expressive i am and how obnoxious she finds it and she was clearly happy and overwhelmed about it but like

idk i've always been like this i've just recently realized that it's okay for me to be here and that just ramped up my obnoxious tendencies by like eighty percent

but i'm happy. i'm really happy. i'll fight you for this. i'll fight anyone

[dulcetsfic]

What happened why're u angry? /:

it's nothing really bad, just stewing over how ridiculous people can be 8)