#just ventin

[derelict-blade]

Been hard to not do some dumb shit out of sadness, regret, shame and generally bein done with existing. Gotta keep fightin tho.

[thunderstruck-amanita]

Tried to apply for something but missed the deadline so now the self-deprecation goblin is coming out to play and I’m doin the best I can to beat it back with a stick >:(

[nessiebutt]

i am very convinced that everyone i used to be really close with now hates me because i’ve stopped putting in effort

which is my fault i really should’ve but i hit that state where i can only message a very very few amount of people

i don’t know it’s 4 am and i can’t sleep because i’m worried everyone hates me omfg lol

[otherkintent]

Hey there, I love your playlists! Your themes are so spot-on. Could I get one for a void/glitch kin with themes of homesickness? Thanks in advance!

Added to the queue!

I can totally do this. And thank you so much!

- 9S

[lancemcclains]

to everyone who has ever tried to talk to me: sorry

[briarcrow]

Not trying to be a whiny asshole, but it’s damn depressing to put hours of work into a piece of art and have a grand total of one note on it. Or zero. And an art blog with 5 followers, when this one has triple digits. It’s damn hard to gain the motivated needed to keep making art when I have zero feedback. Like, do y'all hate it? Does it suck? Should I do something different? Do you want me to shove a banana in my ass and do the doodad fandango? Fuck all if I know. This throwing sacrifices into the tumblr void is gettin old.

[derelict-blade]

Idk man, this life shit ain't it. I'm givin it a good go but still end up saying "fuck this shit".

[sunnybluezs]

ninjago fans ignore my last post 😜