#justcomplaining

[ttstoryofmylife]

Mood:

It is Saturday, I don’t have to do anything and yet I am so stressed out!!!! Even the idea of watching a show I like seems stressful but silence is driving me nuts!

[oilknowingmom-blog]

It’s surprising, how many people just want to complain about their health issues, but don’t want to do anything about them. It’s fine with you! Just keep complaining about them. But if you are seriously interested in changing them, then let’s talk! I can help, and will be very committed to do so. How committed are you in taking your power/ health back? #committed #justcomplaining #wanttochange #empower #takingpowerback #beincontrol #healthylifestyle #naturalproducts #essentialoils #letstalk #youcandoit #howimportant #isyourhealth #oilknowingmom #mompreneur #bosslady

[sky-the-fry]

Is it too much to ask

to have somone following me other than random porn blogs

[hotmessmommaprobs-blog]

Something on my chest

Tonight as I lay in bed, I’ve been thinking a lot. A lot about my child. A lot about my husband. A lot about my family, friends, and job. As I lay here in bed alone, husband off to work, getting snapchats from friends or having a good time without a bother to invite me, I can’t help but to feel alone. I feel alone because, well, I literally am in the sense of the word. But also, maybe alone isn’t the right word. Neglected? No. Abandoned? Eh. Forgotten? Maybe. How about deprived. Because I see a lot of people out doing as they please. I work all day, come home, take care of my kid and go to bed just to do it all over again the next day. Some just had kids and are already out for their second weekend in a row having a good time, while my husband and I have only had maybe 4 evenings alone in the 8 months my daughter has been around - and that was only for a couple hours at a time. Some don’t have kids, still live at home, and have no restrictions whatsoever. And while they get everything their way, I’m home. Alone. In bed.

All I’m saying is, how in the hell is that fair? Parenting is a lot of work, and no matter how much I love my daughter, I need and deserve a break too, dammit! While I was never a big partier, I did enjoy going out with my friends or my husband every once in awhile just to get a break from it all for a couple hours, laughing and having a good time. Why can’t I have that? Why do I have to be the one watching everyone else, bragging on Instagram and rubbing it in my face on snapchat, enjoying their night as a lay here alone? Why can’t I have a family AND a life like everyone else?

I completely understand that people have much more serious problems than this, but like I said, just something that’s been eating at me. Something that I just had to get off my chest. These people don’t see this side of things because I keep it to myself, thinking they will just see me as a whiner. And I’m not whining about it. Complaining, obviously, but not whining. So as they keep piling on their good times I get to stay behind, alone.

So to all of my “friends” who only contact or need me when its convenient for them, about them, or not at all, I hope you step on a pile of legos. ✌

[begging-for-your-attention]

I swear anything that couldve gone wrong in the last 24 hours has. I fucking hate the stress that is put on students and the fucking riduculous teachers who just dont give two shits that you have other subjects and fucking exams that go towards my uni enter score. I dont give a fuck about your stupid class work i just want to fucking study and sleep. Im so fucking tired. im just so tired. I should understand this shit and i just dont. and it isnt sinking in. and i cant understand it and no one will explain it calmly to me and not treat me like a fucking idiot at this school. everyone thinks im stupid here. i get it your stupid textbook subjects dont make sense to me. im sorry

[bluebells-and-buttercupss]

Well today was shit 😓

[forceforyou-blog]

I am so hardcore on my period right now

Do you ever just have one of those moments in which your legs hurt from standing a lot in a long day. So you lie down but your legs hurt from not standing? It's like a vicious circle of pain that never ends

[sunlightslowdance]

Story time

It’s story time now!!! My whole life I grew up in the most racist,homophobic, and judgmental enviroment so naturally monkey see and hear then monkey gonna do sooo this little monkey thought the N word was okay, that gay was an insult and that the way people looked is how we need to base our trust on them. Little did this monkey know that I was sooooo wrong. Well now I’m a little more educated, I know I was wrong and I’m trying to change, and I learn new things every day. Then theres momma monkey is as absorbent as a brick wall. I’ve tried to politely ask her to stop and each and every dang time her response is ‘well you did it so why you being a hyprocrite???’ Moral of my long story?? You set an example be careful, you can change so work towards it, and don’t be a judgmental twat. THE END!