Last night was just awful, up until today I still can't function well....It may seem OA for some, but I don't think you understand how close you can be to a pet you truly cared for like a child. You can't just get another cat and have the same thing. My little kitty Peanut died last night. After choir rehearsal, my usual routine is to check notifications on my phone. As I was walking along the hallway I saw that my sister messaged me....from the notifications I already saw what the message was about...She told me that Peanut was dead...all because of another stupid fucker who can't drive. Only six months......he got to only experience the world for only six friggin months. I felt weak all over and I just started to cry hard in the middle of the hallway. Even inside the UV I was still crying. I got home and saw the box where mom placed him, they didn't bury him yet because they were waiting for me. I cried even harder because no one removed his collar and I had to do it. I opened the box and cried so much, looking at him lifeless was so heart breaking. I can never see him again, I can never hold him again, and I will never get to see him as big as Khaleesi (or even bigger). Before I left the house that same day, I dried his fur using a newspaper saying "kawawa naman ang apo ko baka matuyuan ka ng pawis" because he played in the rain and there was no towel around. My sister noticed how I favored Peanut so much compared to our other cats. After I fed them lunch, I stayed at the dining area before leaving...I was playing with Peanut and he jumped on my lap and just layed there...he was sooooo fat and fluffy and cute..I couldn't even move because he looked so comfortable being clingy. I just can't understand how one person can be so cruel, is it hard to apologize and own up to your mistake? WE LIVE IN A VILLAGE....NOTHING SHOULD EVEN DIE WITHIN VILLAGE ROADS...WTF, RIGHT?!... I guess it's really true that some people only care about nothing but themselves. I hope karma bites you right back when you least expect it. Rest in peace Peanut, You'll see your dad Ed, aunt April and your grandma Nala there in cat heaven.😢 #RIP #Peanut #Pet #cat #kitty #JusticeForPeanut
