phases of the reaction to the girl u wanna be with telling you that she wants to be with someone else, as told by syd: •crying •texting your mom/sister/roommate/best friend or all 4 screenshots •crying a lot more •taking a quarter of an Ativan with some vodka •sleeping, kinda. but it's 6pm, soooo •smoking a cig on the porch but then relocating to the roof so as to avoid talking to your neighbors elderly mother •remembering where the forgotten drugs were in the house •getting really high •texting ex •eating 4 pieces of toast and some ice cream •showering for the second time today •watching walk the line (again) •more crying •falling asleep in roommate's bed i should make this a comic. so in summary, having someone pick someone else for the half dozenth time in the past year, fucking sucks. and having to convince myself that im good enough is going to take even longer this time