i haven't been to school in a week. I'm not even ill I just haven't cared or been motivated to get up. It scares me that this is what my life has become. I've never really thought about it in so much detail before but I'm gonna have to do it. Maybe on Monday.. I'll go up to the top floor, in the spot that she showed me and do it. That'd be nice. Don't expect me to come back.. I don't really have any reason to.
















