My Biggest Flaw
It’s interesting... Someone asked me just a little while back a question I laughed off. She asked, “How are you still single?” I responded with, “Because I am simply just too much.” My biggest flaw, if I were asked, would be that I care too much. I care if the person I like is hurting. I care if she is crying. I care if she is having a bad day and I will do whatever I can think of to restore a smile. It’s worth it to me to see her smile. I’ve gone to great lengths before, such as, while a girl I was seeing was in a mental hospital (no, really, and it was her choice, she checked in herself. I was so proud), I cleaned her entire apartment just so she would have a clean and safe place to come home to. Too much? She appreciated it. But for me to ask her to choose between our future dreams together or an abusive “friend” that had blatantly disrespected both of us? Apparently, I was asking too much.
I just want to find someone that will be “too much” to me. Then, and only then, do I think I’ll find my true love. I cannot wait to meet her. Hopefully she can deal with me caring too much.
