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Cold nights, shivering without Heat. Are just the absoulte Best. . . 💔
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Cold nights, shivering without Heat. Are just the absoulte Best. . . 💔
Wrote this a few months ago but I feel like posting it now. Could probably use some editing.
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Itches
There's an itch.
A tiny knot of discomfort that begs to be touched;
My skin crawls towards you wishing to meet something else like it;
My head falls towards you wishing to rest somewhere alive;
Somewhere that belongs to another.
This itch demands to be scratched, but not by me.
It demands I find another to provide me with the soothing comfort of a friendly hug;
The blissful warmth of arms wrapped around me.
It commands that I break this barrier I've built up and just get closer to people;
Let someone else hold me til the movie is over and then hold me some more.
This itch won't go away, this delightful knot of discomfort that just needs a friend to smother it.
-Emily
"So, David, I remember how you said that you have nothing to do this summer, so I was wondering if you wanted to be a summer sleep away camp councilor with me and a few of the other newsies. This would be my third year doing it." Pine smiled. "I already have Jack, Romeo, Specs, and Crutchie on bored." (Just-want-to-be-held)
Davey looked at Pine and then nodded. "Of course, that sounds amazing! And I´m sure it will look good on my college application," Sure, when he had said that he had nothing to do this summer it had been more of a saying than the actual truth, but this didn´t sound too bad, especially not if most of his friends would be there as well. "What would we do there? I mean, I obviously know what you do as a couselor, but is there anything special I need to know?"
Why do I always do this to myself?
I fall way too easily... I keep telling myself to go after what I want but, in reality, I have NO CLUE what I want... I'm so exhausted... Physically, mentally... emotionally... I'm just done trying to figure things out. I just want to find that one girl who likes to cuddle all night. The girl that will hold me tight even if I'm the one holding her... I want that beautiful girl with the smile that makes me weak in the knees... I thought I'd found her... but now I'm not sure... We always want what we can't have... and boy, aren't I the perfect illustration of this concept? :p