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⤷ WARNING: this work contains references to drug and alcohol use, mental health challenges, suicide, and self-harm. these topics may be distressing to some readers. if you or someone you know is struggling with any of these issues, it is strongly encouraged to seek professional help or contact appropriate support organizations. you are not alone, and assistance is available.
druggie!chris . . . 20. drug addict. quick to anger. sarcasm to hide emotion. chain smoker. hoodies punctured with holes. restless nights. haunted by memories. loves late-night walks alone. walks with a slight limp. prefers loud metal music to drown out his thoughts. uses a mix of hard drugs. pills, heroin, sometimes crack. keeps his distance but can be fiercely protective. rarely shows vulnerability, but it’s there. smokes blunts like they’re his lifeline. hates being told what to do. voice rough from years of smoke and shouting. got kicked out at 17. calloused and rough hands. secretly fears abandonment more than death itself.
mentallyill!reader . . . 19. bipolar. failed attempts. pheobe bridgers. silent but intense. haunted by voices and memories. chipped nail polish. fragile. restless nights filled with nightmares. psychotic episodes. clings to routine to keep chaos at bay. artistic. sensitive to loud noises and sudden movements. craves connection. skips her meds to "feel something." often lost in thought. eyes distant and searching. loathes the feeling of being misunderstood and alone. scars on her wrists. dreams of escape but feels trapped in her own mind. chronic sad song listener. journals filled with fragmented poems and messy sketches. dreams of finding peace but fears the darkness with always linger.
⤷ nia's notes: hii everyone! i know I just posted a new au quite literally yesterday but I felt way more drawn to this one than the last. I'm unsure if I will actually write any fics for my 90s au but I already have a couple for this one so... be prepared. again, if you or anyone you know is struggling with substance abuse or mental health, please seek professional help. you are not alone. on top of that, my messages are always open if anyone needs someone to lean on to. I'll also put a link to all suicide hotlines worldwide, if it could help anyone.
⤷ Call A Hotline - List of Worldwide Suicide Hotlines | Suicide Stop