pairing : husband!yeonjun x wife!f!reader
genre : fluff
wc : 990
note : not proofread.
The rain continued to pour relentlessly outside showing no sign of stopping any soon, creating a soothing rhythm that filled the room. As the night deepened, the temperature dropped making the air a bit chilly. After mindless hour of scrolling through his phone, Yeonjun, who had been sitting on the couch beside you letting out a sigh as he tossed his phone aside and stretched his arms above his head.
Looking over at you who's still engrossed in your romance book since after dinner. Yeonjun was struck by how focused and concentrated you looked, completely lost in the world of reading. Finally, he cleared his throat breaking the comfortable silence between the two of you.
" You've been reading that for hours. Are you going to put that down and pay attention to me now? "
You, who's been too caught up, tear your gaze away from the book and looked at him. " Why? Jealous 'cause I've been paying attention to the book more than you? " Clearly trying to riled him up because when he's already bored out of his mind, he'd rather cling onto you.
His eyebrows furrowed at your reply, a pout forming on his lips as he continued to stare at you. "What? Jealous? Of a book? No way!" But his expression says otherwise, and you know it.
" Sure you're not... "
" Oh come on... "
You just chuckled at behavior knowing that he's just in a clingy mood right now and decided to test it further. You closed your book and got up from the couch before making your way to the bedroom. " I'll continue reading this in the bedroom. "
Yeonjun's eyes followed you as you got up from the couch and headed upstairs. He couldn't help but feel a pang of disappointment at your sudden departure. " Wait a minute, you're just gonna ditch me like that? No good night kiss or anything? " He called after you.
But no response from you, all he heard is that the door being closed meaning you're already in the room. He muttered a curse under his breath and wait until he make a decision to got up from the couch and made his way upstairs to the bedroom.
The moment he opened the door, he already see you getting all comfortable on the bed as you continued to read your book, again.
" Baby, you can't just ignore me like this! " He whined, like a kid who's been denied to have their favorite candy. Seeing that you continue to ignore him, he walked into the room and closed the door before making his way to the bed, where you are.
"Baby," he called, tugging on your shirt, but your constant ignorant was getting to him.
Meanwhile you on the other hand, wanted nothing but to gave in to him. Though, maybe you actually want him to suffer a bit without your affection.
Yeonjun had reached his limit. His patience was running thin, and with a firm but gentle motion, he snatched the book from your hands and set it aside on the table. Without a word, he shifted closer to you, his gaze intense as he laid himself down on top of you on the bed. The weight of his body pressed against yours, and you felt his arms encircle you, effectively locking you in place as if to ensure you couldn’t escape his attention.
" Now, may I have your attention, please? " He pleaded, looking up at you with the puppy eyes, one that you can't resist. " Please ? Pretty please? You know you want to give me your attention. "
Yeonjun nuzzled into your chest like a cat seeking attention from its owner. He then looked up at you with the same pleading eyes again but this time a pout forming on his lips.
You couldn't ignore the fluttered in your chest when he looked at you like this. With a reluctant sigh, you spoke. " Fineee ". The once pout on his lips now turning into a full grin when you gave in to him.
" Knew it." Yeonjun said, a winning smile on his lips. " Now, how about a kiss...wait , kisses because you ignore me earlier? It's only fair like this, right? Or maybe type of kiss that happen in the book you read? " He said , waggling his eyebrows at you that only earn a smack on the shoulder from you.
" Ow- oh how cruel! All I want is a kiss from my beautiful wife and she hits me! Cruel woman.. " He shake his head in mock disappointment, as if truly wounded.
You scoffs, crossing your arms. "Maybe if you stopped being such a drama king, I'd consider it." He gasps, clutching his chest like you just stabbed him. "Drama king? Me? I’m merely a devoted husband, yearning for a little affection."
You raises a brow at him. "A little affection? You act like you’re starved." Yeonjun sighs dramatically. "I am starved. Deprived. Neglected!" You rolls your eyes at him , tilting your head. "Fine. Here."
He barely has time to react before you leans in—only to stop an inch away from his lips. Instead, you flicks his forehead.
"Hey!" He scowls, rubbing the spot.
"What? I technically gave you attention."
"Cruel. Absolutely cruel. Marrying you was both the best and worst decision of my life."
You chuckled and leaned in to give him a real kiss this time—only for him to suddenly pull back with a smirk.
"Oh? Now you want to kiss me?" he teases, tilting his head. "After all that cruelty?"
You roll your eyes. "Fine. Forget it, then." You said, about to pushed him off from you but he make no move to get off from you.
"Ah-ah, too late. I’ve suffered enough, compensation is required," he murmurs before finally closing the gap, stealing the kiss himself.
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jynzzn note : my draft is full of unfinish writing.. ahaha...
w : unprotected sex ( it's cw..? pls use protection..) , public sex ( kind of..) ... ( ykw I'm bad at this lmk if I missed something )
wc : 798 (not proofread)
Sitting all together in the living room of your friend house , Jia , there's casual talk or banter with each other every now and then. There's like twelve of people in the living room but well it doesn't seem too crowded when the living room is twice your room. You and Yeonjun sitting together on the loveseat with the blanket to keep both of you warm. Warm you say? Yeah , you're currently cockwarming yeonjun under that blanket.
Yeonjun is always the bold one , he like to try new things which lead to this. You're always open to his suggestions but this one is kind of risky. What if you get caught? But yeonjun is too good with his words , so you gave in.
You're straddling him , facing each other. Your face buried on his shoulder, enough to see the others and the screen that was playing a movie in the background. But every now and then he would ' purposely ' adjust his position. That's a damn lie. He just loved how you clench around him when he did that. Luck was not on your side when he gets impatient because how good you're warming him.
As the conversations and laughter from your friends continue around you, Yeonjun starts to get restless again. He bites his lip, debating internally. Slowly and carefully, he starts to grind his hips up against you in a slow, deliberate rhythm, hiding it behind casual movements.
" jun- " But he was far beyond to listen you calling out his name.
Yeonjun continues his subtle movements, the pressure and friction building between your bodies. He keeps his face neutral, pretending to listen to the conversation around you while secretly focusing on the sensation of his hips rocking against yours. His eyes glaze over slightly as he gets lost in the moment.
As the conversation flows on, Yeonjun's movements become slightly more erratic. His breath hitches in his throat as he fights to maintain control. He reaches out to grab a snack from the table, using the excuse to press his hip into yours more firmly.
You bite your lips in attempt to muffle your moans and hide your face on his shoulder. Thank god , the living room is dark only the small lamp is turn on and it's not on the both of you , so everything happened, your friends won't suspect anything.
He keeps his breathing steady, trying not to give away how close he is getting. He murmurs softly into your ear, meant only for you to hear. " I bet if I moved just a little faster... you'd ruin those pretty panties right here in front of everyone... "
" Don't you dare. " You warned him but well it's yeonjun. He didn't listen.
He ignores your request, his movements becoming more urgent as he presses his hip against yours, continue to thrust into you. "shh, they won't notice... everyone's too distracted... ah, fuck... " He bites his lip to stifle a moan, his eyes locked on yours.
He presses his lips against your ear, his voice a husky whisper. " Cum for me, right here. I want to feel you squeeze around me while pretending to be so casual in front of them. " His fingers dig into your hips as he pulls you tighter against him, grinding urgently.
" jun... I- "
" what ? come on , you can do it. We're already half there. "
He hooks his leg over yours, pulling your leg up to wrap around his waist under the blanket, hiding the movement. He grunts softly, his face contorted in a fake laugh to match the conversation around you as he pulls you closer, his hips rolling into you faster.
All you could do is let out a quiet moans against his shoulder , at this point you got yourself thinking why you agreed on this.
He feels you stiffen and clench around him , "cum for me , baby. I want us to come together. ". He bites his lip to stop himself from moaning out loud as he feels your body shaking slightly. He come the same time as you as he continues to grind against you, riding out your orgasm and his , under the blanket as the conversations continues around you.
He slows down his movements, catching his breath as he presses a gentle kiss to your temple. He continues to hold you close, his heart racing from the intensity of the moment. He waits for a few moments before slowly pulling away, fixing the blanket around you both and sitting back up.
" Never doing this again "
" Oh really? Even if I tempt you ? "
"You're a menace "
Yeonjun chuckles quietly, a sly grin spreading across his face as he leans back, looking completely innocent to anyone who might glance over. " Who, me ? I'm just sitting here, minding my own business..."
" Sure you are. "
jynzzn note : oh first smut hereee , idk about the title though I ran out of ideas 😮💨😮💨
Synopsys : when his ex name slips off his mouth ( wow wow )
Genre : angst.
Warning : swearing here and there. Happy ending ( yeay ).
wc : 1.1k
note: not proofread.
It was Saturday evening , you and Yeonjun have a dinner date together because it's your anniversary. Anniversary. He's waiting for you to be ready in the living room while scrolling through his phone. What he felt like eternity, he looked at the time.
" where is she? " He huffed , tapping his foot impatiently looking rather displeased and annoyed.
" yn! Hurry up! " He said , his tone is impatient. Why are you taking so long to get ready? It's just a dinner. He thinks to himself. Mina would never let him wait this long. She would always be ready in time.
Meanwhile , you're just making the final touch. Looking at yourself in the stand mirror in the room to make sure you look all good and ready. You look beautiful as ever with your hair down and the dress he claimed to be his favourite whenever you wear it until you heard yeonjun from the other room. You sighed and look at the time , still have an hour left plus the restaurant wasn't even that far from where you live. Why is he always in a rush?
" coming! " You finally said and take your purse. Walking over to the door and opened it , heading out as you see yeonjun's sitting on the couch with his eyes narrowed while looking at something in his phone. He didn't notice you at first until you finally come up to his vision , he look up.
" what are you wearing? is this what you'll be wearing? " He asks , maybe he just forgot that he said this is his favourite? You just wanted to wear it for him to make it special since it's your anniversary.
" do you not like it ? "
" it looks bad on you. Do you want guys to hit on you? Why can't you just be like Mina and understand what I like and what I don't? "
The mentioned of Mina suddenly turns everything in your head 360. Why did he need to mention about his ex all the time?
" what's the need of mentioning her all the time? Mina here , Mina there. She fucking cheated on you for fuck sake." You snapped , it's true , Mina... cheated on him but that can't be the reason why he keeps on bringing her up. He doesn't move on yet? He said he did. " All the time we've been together you keep on mentioning her here and there. Wake up and fucking move on."
" I moved on alright?! It just slipped out from my mouth from time to time. It's not my fault you're not like her." He muttered.
" what the fuck yeonjun? Is that what you claim to move on from her? Not my fault I'm not her? are you hearing yourself? You sound crazy like a fucking pathetic ex who doesn't know how to move on. She fucking cheated with your own bestfriend. You caught them yourself in your bed that you used to share together , yet you keep bringing her up everytime. What? You love to get hurt by someone who doesn't deserve you? "
All the words you've been holding back all these times just come out from your mouth. He needs to know the truth and the things you've been bottling up to yourself , right? He deserves to know he's such an asshole who keeps on thinking about his ex.
He doesn't say anything because he know that you're right. Why did he keep on talking about his ex when she cheated on him? Why would he even talking about her when he got you? The one who deserves him right? He doesn't even know he answer. So he just stay silent and keep his head down.
" I'm not going anymore." You stated.
His head snapped back up when you said those words to look at you who's walking towards the bedroom looking rather disappointed by his actions. He needs to fix this.
" Wait- " He said as he goes after you but that's too late when you already close the door. " fuck , what have I done?" He muttered to himself , thinking of a way to fix all this. He needed to change and he needed you in his life. He can't let you walk away.
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It's been hours since and you haven't left the bedroom , yet , he keeps on knocking the door saying how ' sorry ' he is. Atleast he did say sorry to you right ?
" yn , baby , how long you're going to ignore me? I'm sorry , I really am. Please open the door and talk to me. " His tone pleading almost begging at this point. Safe to say he's actually begging to you to open the door and talk to him again.
What to be like eternity to him , you finally open the door and he immediately looks up seeing how puffy your eyes are probably from crying earlier which didn't go unnoticed by him even if he's outside the room. He sigh , knowing it's his fault and he hated the fact it's his fault.
Slowly and gently he walks closer to you , cupping for cheeks. " Baby , look at me. " You're uncertain at first but decide to just look at him and his heart feels hurt to see the sadness in your eyes. " I just wanted to say that I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said her name and all the things I've been saying to you earlier. You don't need to be like her , it's not your- " He paused , considering his next words before continuing.
" no fuck that , you're already perfect , baby. You don't need to be like her because you're never going to be her you're way much better than her. My pretty little angel. "
Your heart flattered at his words. His voice giving out the sincerity and he really mean what he said and you know it. How can you not anyway?
" I'm sorry , baby. It will never happen again if it did then you can hit me. Swear. "
" I might take up that chance you know." You replied along with a chuckles that left from your lips. He smile after seeing you laugh. He love it. He loves when he can make you smile again.
" I wouldn't mind one bit if you did, "
" but I really meant what I said. You're perfect , you're everything that I want. I don't want to let you go ever. I love you , baby."
" I love you too , jun "
Upon hearing your words , he doesn't miss a chance to leaned in , kissing your lips passionately. It's like the kiss is telling how sorry he is and how he loves you deeply. He wrapped his arms around your waist and pull you close to him until your body pressed against each other. Eventually , he pulled back after , resting his forehead against yours as he look at you. " do you know you look pretty when you cry? Make me wanna make you cry because of something else "
" jun , wh- hey! " Basically , you couldn't finish your words when he sweep you off your feet and laugh when you protest. " I'm just kidding , for the half of it. "
" oh fuck you "
" Bet. "
jynzzn note : my brain works better to write at night ( for the most of it ) it's supposed to be likes very short one but I guess that's not how it goes now 😭😭?? But I hope you enjoy this..I don't know what to call it.
pairing : yeonjun x f!reader
genre : angst ( not really )
wc :
For a whole year, you believed you had found love—the kind that was steady, comforting, and real. That's when you meet Yeonjun. The man who told you how beautiful you are, how perfect you are. But now, you starting to see the cracks.
It’s in the way he sighs her ex’s name in his sleep. The way he never deletes their old messages, even though he never texts back. The way he would accidentally said his ex name when he calls you. The way you thought it was nothing at first but then the name just slipped out of his mouth and he never realized it until you asked him. The way he sometimes looks at you like he’s searching for something—something you'll never be.
The final blow comes on your one year anniversary. You spends hours planning the perfect day, only to find him lost in thought, staring at an old photograph on his phone. And then, he whispers—so soft, so broken—
"I miss you."
But he’s not talking to her. He's talking to the picture. A picture of his ex, the one when they still together.
The rain taps softly against the window, filling the silence between the both of you. The dinner you made sits untouched on the table, candles flickering low. Your anniversary. One year together,. It's supposed to be something meaningful, laughing, making dumb jokes or even bringing up the unforgettable memories between the two of you.
But tonight doesn’t feel like something to celebrate.
You watches him from across the room. He’s there—but he’s not really there. He hasn’t been for a long time. His fingers trace the rim of his glass absentmindedly, his thoughts drifting somewhere you can’t reach.
Somewhere you never could reach.
“Do you still love her?” Your voice is barely above a whisper.
He flinches. “What?”
“You don’t have to lie.”
He exhales slowly, setting his glass down. He doesn’t say yes. He doesn’t say no.
And somehow, that hurts more.
You looks down at your hands, fidgeting with the fabric of your dress. The one he claimed to be his favorite on you. “I think I’ve always known,” you murmurs. “I just… didn’t want to believe it.”
Yeonjun opens his mouth, maybe to deny it, maybe to explain—but no words come.
You lets out a small laugh, shaking your head. “You loved me, didn’t you?” you asks, but deep down you already knows the answer. “Just… not in the way I wanted you to.”
His face twists with something like regret. “I did love you,” he says, softly. “I still do.”
“But not enough.”
Silence.
You takes a deep breath, standing up. “I won’t make you say it. I won’t beg you to love me the way I deserve.” You paused, trying to arrange your words before continuing. “But I can’t do this anymore. I don’t want to be the person you settle for.”
He exhales, running a hand through his hair. “I never wanted to hurt you,” he says, voice quieter than usual. “I swear, that was never my intention.”
"But it happens anyway, right ?"
And Yeonjun, once again silence. He couldn't deny that what you said is wrong because it's true. Even though it's not his intention to hurt you, it already happen and he just realized that now. "I'm sorry... I swear I really am sorry- "
" It's fine. I can't force you to love me the way I wanted. It didn't work that way. "
You walks out that night, standing in the rain, waiting. Hoping he’ll run after you. That he’ll fight for you. Or that atleast, he’ll choose you.
But he doesn’t.
And that’s when you realizes—he never really had to. Because his heart was never yours to begin with.
