#jyushitarou

[rottenaf14]

Trying to sleep and thinking about beginning of jyushitarou

Eitarou cries into Jyushi's chest while jyushi comforts him, kid thinks about how jyushi is so cool and how he makes him feel heard and seen and cared for, makes him feel special like his mom and dad never did. He's overwhelmed with affection for that man

Eitarou spurts out that he loves jyushi, and jyushi, hesitant, says that he should only say things like that to someone special, not him. Eitarou says that jyushi IS special and hugs the man tighter

Jyushi holds eitarou close as if he doesn't want to let go, and eitarou feels at peace. They stay like that for a bit until jyushi whispers into his ear: "you have to prove it. Kiss me."

Yes, that's what people who love each other do, the kid remembered. Eitarou, who just barely stopped sniffing, readies himself and gives the man a peck on the lips. Jyushi froze, looking a bit disappointed by this brief moment of intimacy.

"... That's all? I love you more." He replied and tickled eitarou's lips with a tip of his tongue. The kid giggled, feeling really light and airy that such an awesome adult felt the same way about him as he did, or even more as he claims!

"The more you love someone, the longer you kiss them~" Jyushi cooed and pressed his lips against eitarou's. Yeah, that sounded true! The way Jyushimatsu was moving his lips against eitarou's felt.. new! And weird! Eitarou didn't know that people could kiss like that, or that touching tongues with someone felt so... Electrifying! He jerked from the unfamiliar feeling, but Jyushi caringly put his sleeved hand on the back of the kid's head, not giving eitarou an opportunity to break the kiss.

Wow. Eitarou felt weird about what they were doing, but if it's with Jyushimatsu then it's ok. Jyushimatsu had yet a lot to teach him.

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"I can't wait to tell everyone about this! My classmates will be so jealous!"

"Eh--- Hey! Eitarou... You have to promise me that you won't tell about this to anyone! Not your classmates, not anyone! Alright?!"

"Why? Aren't we dating now?"

"I mean, yeah, just- just promise me! Ok?"

"I don't understand..."

"Eitarou... People will not understand it either."

"is that because we're both boys?"

"Eitarou, please, I beg you, just... Keep it a secret, alright?"

[rottenaf-14]

i just realized that i may not be able to post jyushitarou stuff a lot cuz it's a gray area on tumblr... me sad.

[rottenaf-14]

I have a headcanon that Eitarou's mother is an enby lol

but if she's an enby i start feeling bad about jyushi visiting their house every night to play with eitarou </3

jyushi would find out she's non-binary based on little things like pins or enby flag colored clothes she only wears on special occasions cuz she just doesn't tell about it to strangers

then jyushi would question eitarou about it and he will just have no idea cuz she thinks it's not the best time to tell him about her gender when her child is struggling

[rottenaf-14]

I know it's a bit late but here's the draft for my introduction post!

Please feel free to tell me if you want me to mention anything specific, I want to get along with everyone! (i suffer from RSD but i am working on it lol)

Call me Raf, I am an osomatsu-san fan and I am friendly to BLmatsus! I am profiction and proship, and also I am a shotacon who enjoys age gap BL ships the most. This blog is nsfw ehe :3

My favorite matsus ships are suuji and jyushitarou but I can fuck with anything! Jyushitarou has a very special place in my heart, and you can block the tag #jyushitarou if you don't want to see it!

DNI antis and minors. I am willing to interact with people who are under 20 but I will treat you with kid gloves lol. Please don't get offended, this is largely due to an incident with a minor who lied about their age when they followed me last time.