In jsl, a gesture for "brother" is a clenched fist with a middle finger raised.
I have an au where Todomatsu is deaf and that's how he would refer to his brothers. Sometimes though he would use that gesture just to flip his brothers off and they would look at him annoyed because they understand what that pink asshole is doing they just can't call it out.
Trying to sleep and thinking about beginning of jyushitarou
Eitarou cries into Jyushi's chest while jyushi comforts him, kid thinks about how jyushi is so cool and how he makes him feel heard and seen and cared for, makes him feel special like his mom and dad never did. He's overwhelmed with affection for that man
Eitarou spurts out that he loves jyushi, and jyushi, hesitant, says that he should only say things like that to someone special, not him. Eitarou says that jyushi IS special and hugs the man tighter
Jyushi holds eitarou close as if he doesn't want to let go, and eitarou feels at peace. They stay like that for a bit until jyushi whispers into his ear: "you have to prove it. Kiss me."
Yes, that's what people who love each other do, the kid remembered. Eitarou, who just barely stopped sniffing, readies himself and gives the man a peck on the lips. Jyushi froze, looking a bit disappointed by this brief moment of intimacy.
"... That's all? I love you more." He replied and tickled eitarou's lips with a tip of his tongue. The kid giggled, feeling really light and airy that such an awesome adult felt the same way about him as he did, or even more as he claims!
"The more you love someone, the longer you kiss them~" Jyushi cooed and pressed his lips against eitarou's. Yeah, that sounded true! The way Jyushimatsu was moving his lips against eitarou's felt.. new! And weird! Eitarou didn't know that people could kiss like that, or that touching tongues with someone felt so... Electrifying! He jerked from the unfamiliar feeling, but Jyushi caringly put his sleeved hand on the back of the kid's head, not giving eitarou an opportunity to break the kiss.
Wow. Eitarou felt weird about what they were doing, but if it's with Jyushimatsu then it's ok. Jyushimatsu had yet a lot to teach him.
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"I can't wait to tell everyone about this! My classmates will be so jealous!"
"Eh--- Hey! Eitarou... You have to promise me that you won't tell about this to anyone! Not your classmates, not anyone! Alright?!"
"Why? Aren't we dating now?"
"I mean, yeah, just- just promise me! Ok?"
"I don't understand..."
"Eitarou... People will not understand it either."
"is that because we're both boys?"
"Eitarou, please, I beg you, just... Keep it a secret, alright?"
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