I don’t know how you can survive this…I dream of a time I don’t need to see vulgar prostitutes everywhere (you know who I am referring to). I don’t even check him anymore and I still get her disgusting face shoved in my face. Can she please get the fuck away or someone can they find something on her and put her in jail where she belongs, so I don’t have to deal with her. I hate her fucking guts and no, she can keep Timothee if she wants. I just want her out of my fucking life and sphere.
no. it's not easy.
it's not at all.
but there are things that still keep me here, things I firmly believe in, and Tim is one of them.
so yes, it's a very heavy, demeaning and difficult time.
it's painful to see, so tiring and discouraging... and there are days when I won't hide from you that it's really hard to deal.
but on my scale what in the end weighs the most are always those things that I still feel being true and real beyond all this toxic shit on shoulders for more than three years out there.. and they're the ones that keep me going and holding on.
so I sense so well how you feel, all the anger, disappointment.. I know you're sick and I understand you more than you can imagine.
I'd be glad if you write to me again whenever you want, and if you want.
you'll find me here anyway, whatever it can happen.. I'm not going anywhere.
thank you for sharing your rant with me anon 🤍
goodnight
