#k?a

[darciewrites]

I think you liked the way my warm tongue felt on your skin, how I took your shirt off and held it over your eyes, then slowly kissed you down and across your chest. You're a quiet man. You don't moan, you don't whimper, you don't gasp. It makes it hard to discover what you like and what you don't. But that big grin on your face tells me you like when I'm in control.

[darciemae1121]

Diary

The first thing he did post orgasm was pull me in close and hold me. It was like he knew it was a very vulnerable thing for me and he wanted to reassure me that he wasn't going anywhere. It was wonderful.

[darciemae1121]

He played with my hair for like... hours. He rubbed my back. He watched me to see if I was liking the movie we watched. He bought me dinner. He let me buy the snacks. He carried the basket in the store. He carried the bag and pizza inside. He made me feel amazing.

We spent almost 12 hours together on Wednesday/Thursday and he wants to see me again tomorrow.

I... this is a bit new to me. My last boyfriend wasn’t this affectionate. He made me feel like I was only allowed to visit him, not that my company was desired.

This is so different. I’m going to have to get used to this. He’s all about me, it’s what I always wanted :D

[darciemae1121]

September 16th, 2017.

5:21am

I'm pretty sure I love him.

[darciemae1121]

8.18.17. 9:10pm

It just happened for the very first time. I just pictured him standing there, in a suit and tie, facing me in a white dress surrounded by friends and family. I mean... we aren't even in a relationship yet, but that's still something to me. I've tried to imagine it before, but the image wouldn't appear in my head. It's not the first time I've pictured someone I was seeing standing at the altar with me, and obviously those relationships didn't work out. It's way too soon for that, I know it's nowhere I the near future, but I can finally see him there, and to me, that's a green light. Now I know that I really have feelings for him. I'm so excited to see where our story goes.

[darciemae1121]

I had a feeling he was going to be reaaaaaaally good in bed.

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[darciemae1121]

Update

He is an INCREDIBLE kisser. Also, it’s 6:42, he just left, and my alarm is going off in 15 minutes for me to get up to go to work.

Today is going to be a ROUGH day.

If he sticks around, it’ll be completely worth it.