#k-jngin

[xntsoo]

( –– his hand hovers his screen, heart thumping against his chest and he tries so so hard to breathe –– but he decides to fuck it. shakily he clicks send ) / [text]: Christmas is a time to be honest, so this is it — I’m in love with you.

{ --he is pretty sure his heart skipped a beat, or two or three, the moment he read jongin's text. he has already read his page on the notebook, he has seen their pictures -- it doesn't matter if kyungsoo's mind doesn't remember them together or if this feels like a rather random text.kyungsoo's heart remembers and the way it beats fast against his chest and the way he can feel his face heat up speaks louder than this empty mind of his }(sms→jongin) mffmlksjdlkgjslkjfldkjfsljdfk(sms→jongin) is this a jok ---- deleted!(sms→jongin) are you drunk ---- deleted!(sms→jongin) omg jongin omg  ---- deleted!(sms→jongin) i think i love you t  ---- deleted!(sms→jongin) a aah... (//⊙﹏⊙//)

[raelvnn-blog]

k-jngin

soft laughter leaves his lips and jongin almost slips out a — not yet — because his eyes dart towards the numbers gleaming atop her head immediately. “no you’re not dead,” he replies, soft smile spreading across his lips. her next comment flusters him a little and like the teenage boy he is, jongin rubs at his nape sheepishly. “and i’m no angel. look — ” he points at his back and throws her a boyish smile — ” — i have no wings!” he’s all smiles when he reaches out towards her, head tilted slightly. “i’m kim jongin though. a broke college kid.”  

she visibly deflates, relieved at his answer. she doesn't know what she had been thinking, but she knows that the headache she had felt made her feel as if she was dead. "okay, good. just checking. thank you." she mumbles, a bit embarrassed and feeling a blush tint her cheeks when she hears his laughter. she clears her throat and clasps her hands behind her back, not being able to stop her own laughter from escaping when he points to his back. "kim jongin, broke college kid and boy with no wings. gotcha. i'm lee raelynn, a boring cafe worker. nice to meet you." 

[xntsoo]

"I guess this is the part where we shake hands and say 'nice to meet you', right?"

brown hair and dark eyes; broad shoulders and vertically blessed; tanned skin and sharp jaw. beautiful features and ones that surely wouldn't easily be forgotten, the kind that you could easily find yourself thinking about at some other point and ask yourself if perhaps they were a model. no, a boy looking like the one in front of kyungsoo wasn't one easy to wipe from his memory.---then why couldn't he remember his face?"i.." kyungsoo's voice is dry and it cracks at the end, lips parted just the slightest as his own doe eyes continue to study the taller's features. kyungsoo may fail to remember him, but he isn't dumb; much the other way around, truthfully, kyungsoo is rather good at reading people. at reading the expression, the tone of their voice, the gaze in their eyes. the two have met before - the other's words say it on their own, and they could even tell kyungsoo more.(perhaps they met yesterday. perhaps they met many yesterdays ago. this wasn't the second time they met--)but on top of it all, kyungsoo could feel the exhaustion in the other male's voice. it made him wonder how many times they've gone through this; how many times has kyungsoo forgotten him, how many times has this poor boy been forced to introduce himself, over and over and over again, only to never be remembered. only for his name to never end up carved in the back of kyungsoo's mind merely because nothing seems to stick in there anymore.and kyungsoo feels guilty, guilty because of his own condition, guilty because of the forgotten yesterdays and the tomorrows that will lose record too, guilty of the tiredness present in the other's gaze.and so kyungsoo's eyes meet the boy's shoes instead, and shakily, softly, he whispers, "..i'm sorry."

[raelvnn-blog]

k-jngin replied to your post:k-jngin replied to your post:here ya go. don’t...

[ pATS YOUR CUTE FACE and okay runs there to hug u intensely

// squeezes u hard my friend ily 

[raelvnn-blog]

k-jngin replied to your post:here ya go. don’t click if it’ll ruin your image...

[ omg youre sO PRETTY ; v ;

// NOOO thank you come here give me a hug ; u ; 

[raelvnn-blog]

[text]: Do you have to text me at three in the morning?

send my muse one of the following to see how they react:  

(sms → jongin) im sorry but im bored（ﾉ´д｀）(sms → jongin) and lonely (sms → jongin) keep me company! 

[selaphielor]

✢ ✪ ❇ c:

• ( right back at you, hun! )