I want to take this time to apologize to all my tumblr friends.
I'm sorry we haven't talked...it seemed like I talked to you all so much all the time. Then I became so distant and...not happy. But the truth is i miss you all so much it's killing me. When I think im lonely I don't let myself remember the people who have been here for me throughout everything. Who have taken the time to send me a message asking if im okay, or telling me to keep my head up. I haven't cried in weeks now...because I just wasn't able to. But i'm crying right now, because im sorry for how i've been acting. I'm sorry about the depressing posts that have made you guys worry. I'm okay, just not 'me' right now.
I've reached rock bottom I guess, but i'm climbing back up. Though I keep slipping. But i'm going to be here and talk to you guys. I love you all. I seriously do, and I don't deserve friends like you in the least. But i'm happy i've met you.
I apologize if your url isn't tagged. I haven't been around a lot so if you changed your url thats why..and if i have you tagged and we haven't talked i mistook you for someone else Dx sorry.
