#k.s.a

[i-szeth]

god i would do anything just so i can sleep forever and not wake up oh wait ..

[i-szeth]

ha these fucking narcissist makes me wanna be evil fr

[i-szeth]

who knew putting yourself out of your misery would feel this calm afterwards

god forbid letting go of that very toxic person in your life whom you've once shared everything would be easy tho

[i-szeth]

fucker

[i-szeth]

i will no longer look for you, wait for you, or even call you

i've disrespected myself greatly this year by letting these people trampled on my kind heart

watch me never beg for someone to stay in my life, especially when they no longer treat me as someone with emotions as well

these people took away my desire to live, but i will no longer let that happen

i wanted to see myself happy, independently with no other person doing it for me

my cup will overflow, people will be curious enough but i will not let them in again

i'm so done being someone else's second option, when they have no one, when they were feeling lonely or alone

because i've been there as well, the only difference was that i was ready to abandon myself, my feelings, just so i won't feel like the only person in this dark world

[i-szeth]

and then i woke up, sick, sick to my stomach that i let your lies consume me

[i-szeth]

"all sins are attempts to fill the void"

[i-szeth]

how much more can the heart break?