#kadi rants

[kadtherine]

i didn't even watch the episode yet and I’m already pissed off. are you telling me that rip hunter… left his ship - a ship he has been piloting for the last thirteen years and has an emotion connection with (LITERALLY) - without an ounce of hesitation ???

i call bullshit.

[kadtherine]

potential killer : any last words ?

me : 'how far i'll go' deserved to win 'best original song' and lin manuel miranda was robbed of his egot. i mean, have you heard 'city of stars' ? have you heard 'how far i'll go'? there's no comparison.

[kadtherine]

“We first meet you in reference to another character that we already know and that we’ve already met.”

- Dom Sherwood during Facebook Live w/ Will Tudor

Ok, but this adds more to the theory that Victor Aldertree is, in fact, Sebastian. Maybe, I’m getting over myself and he’s referring to Valentine. But if Dom was referrering to Valentine, it would be too obvious and I’m pretty sure that Dom would’ve been less mysterious about it... ? I don’t know, discuss. 

[misskadi]

So I have this weird thing about IRL friends become friends with my online friends. I don't know why but it honestly upsets me. Because to me, my online friends are people I literally can tell everything and anything to and I feel the safest with my online friends. Online friends to me I are like my safe havens and my guardian angels. And when my IRL friends jump into the mix I don't feel as safe as I used to. My online friends tend to know more about personal and private things than my IRL friends do. And I no longer feel safe talking to my online friends about things when I know IRL friends also talk to them. It's not a jealousy things. It's just a safety thing and anxiety thing with me and I honestly get upset and kinda disgruntled when I find out that IRL friends are talking to my online friends. I don't know why. It might sound stupid or something. But it just really... Bothers me.

[misskadi]

You know what I can’t stand... 

I just posted a status on Facebook asking for good vibes and prayers (if that’s what the people are into) because my eyesight, its never been good, but right now I have an appointment to see a corneal specialist because of an irritation that isn’t going away (after 2 weeks) (i’m using two different eyedrops on it right now).

And so like, that’s a pretty major thing. A corneal specialist that I had to get into (because they had only one spot open for this month).  

...someone comments... “I understand what you’re going through, I have to wear glasses right now because my eyesight isn’t too great right now.”

THAT’S NOT WHAT I’M GOING THROUGH. I’M GOING THROUGH SOMETHING THAT COULD POSSIBLY END MY EYESIGHT FOR GOOD. 

IF THIS IRRITATION ISN’T TREATED PROPERLY (THEY THINK IT’S A VIRUS THAT IS CAUSING IT) IT COULD POSSIBLY GO BLIND.

I AM GOING TO A FREAKING SPECIALIST TO GET MY EYES LOOKED AT.

I’M USING TWO DIFFERENT PRESCRIBED EYE DROPS. EYEDROPS THAT COST A TOTAL OF ALMOST $200 WITH TAXES INCLUDED.

THIS IS NOT ME WEARING GLASSES BECAUSE MY CONTACTS ARE THE WRONG PRESCRIPTION OR I RAN OUT OF CONTACTS. THIS IS MY EYES POSSIBLY BEING PERMANENTLY DAMAGED.

DO NOT TELL ME YOU KNOW WHAT I’M GOING THROUGH WHEN YOU DON’T.