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Shall We Date?: Lost Island- Telling Him You’re Pregnant

Ryo Tsuzaki

The two of you were engaged, and you were simply stood in your bathroom waiting for the results of the home pregnancy test, you two hadn’t been trying for a baby, and you weren’t sure how he would really feel about it, you weren’t married yet, but you both lived together.

You had learned on the Island that he was willing to protect you no matter, he showed you that more than once, you smiled slightly, but still how could you tell him? And what if he didn’t even want this child? He’d never said anything about children but then again he was more of an action man anyway, and he had proved that, the ways that he had protected you proved that he cared about you, but would he care about the child as well.

He had said before that you didn’t even know how much he cared about you, but what if he was lying what if this connection you thought you had wasn’t as deep as you thought.

Thoughts like these racing around your mind as you picked up your test, there it was, you were pregnant, you and Ryo were going to have a mini one of you, but you hadn’t even started planning your wedding, he’s only met your parents once, how was this meant to go? You found yourself hyperventilating, on the verge of tears in the bathroom as you stared down at the test, you knew you were going to have to tell him, maybe it could wait? Did he really need to know right away or maybe you should tell him right away, maybe that was the way to go.

You walked out of the bathroom and sat down on the sofa, and picked up your phone, you’d got it! You knew how you were going to tell him, it wasn’t the most mature way but it calmed your nerves, grabbing a hold of the pregnancy test in one hand and your phone in the other hand, sighing you took a picture of the test, and then attached the caption, ‘You’re going to be a Dad! See you later Ryo! Love you!í, you made it seem like you were excited and before you could even think about it even more thoroughly you had pressed the send button, and now when he read that, he would know, it wasn’t a romantic way to tell him, but you were confident doing it that way and that’s what mattered, or at least you were more confident doing it that way.

You had been sat down on your sofa for maybe a good half an hour, just thinking about things, you had music playing on the radio, just sat staring off into space, you were so zoned out you didn’t even hear the door to your apartment open, and before you even had the chance to realise you were lifted up and swung around, lips placed upon yours, a familiar scent surrounding you. You kissed him back.

“Weíre going to have our own little family” He announced breathlessly as he pulled back and you grabbed his hand placing it on your stomach, as you looked at him you didn’t know how you could have ever doubted his reaction, and you started crying, feeling a little guilty about doubting Ryo now,

“No! What’s wrong _______?” He asked, brushing your tears away, he didn’t know how to react, he wasn’t good with his words, so he just stood there, holding you, brushing away your tears.

“I was so worried about your reaction Ryo, and how could I have doubted that you’d be happy, I’m sorry Ryo” You sobbed out breathlessly, but he stood comforting you, rubbing circles on our back, and then placed a kiss on your forehead as the tears stopped.

“I’ll always protect you, now I’ve also got to protect our child, what more could I ask for?î He asked, as he held you close, calming you with those simple words.

Ren Nishimura

Ren and you had spoken about having children, you were a married couple, both with successful enough jobs, and so it seemed as though the next logical step was to have children, and when you started vomiting in the morning, you knew that the best idea was to book a doctor's appointment.

Before that though, you knew you wanted Ren there when you find out whether or not you are getting your own little family so you just had to tell him, ask him to accompany you.

"Ren?" You asked as you were cuddled into his chest one night, the lights were out, and he was running his hand through your hair, so you couldn't see his face, but then you felt his chest vibrate slightly as he 'hmm'd'.

"Would you mind coming to the hospital with me?" You asked him, and you felt his body underneath you tense and his heart rate pick up, you knew that you had panicked him with his statement, but you also knew that momentarily he would be just as excited as you are.

"What's wrong? Are you sick?" He asked, and though you couldn't see his face you could detect the underlying panic to his voice, and you felt slightly guilty for making him panic about your health when all it was is that you may be pregnant.

"I think, I might be pregnant Ren, and I don't want to go alone" You muttered before planting a kiss on his collarbone and smiling slightly. He just held you silently, and nodded into your shoulder, both of you were softly smiling.

It was the very day of your appointment, you had eagerly been waiting, barely able to sleep. You didn't know how you finally fell asleep but when you woke up, Ren was waiting for you to awake, holding a cup of tea in his hands. You took the tea and smiled up at him, fully ready to go and find out if you and Ren were finally able to start your own family. A Happily married family, the two of you, well, it would be perfect with a little you or Ren running around your feet, you didn't mind having to wake up early, you didn't mind the late nights, you didn't mind any of that, you were more than a little excited!

You arrived at the doctor's office and were quickly called in, you couldn't wait for him to tell you whether or not you were pregnant, and sat excitedly talking too fast and laughing along with the doctor as Ren sat silently.

"Well, Mrs Nishimura" The doctor announced and you glanced with weary eyes, grabbing hold of Ren's hand, now worrying that you may in fact not be pregnant, and that worried you more than the idea you might be pregnant, you wanted this more than anything, you were so excited.

"Well, is she pregnant?" Ren asked for you with a soft smile, he wanted to know as much as you, and since you were shaking he grabbed a hold of your hand and intertwined your fingers with him, both of you were excited, the both of you wanted this to be true.

"Yes, she is" The doctor commented, and watched as tears spilled down your cheeks.

"I'll give you a moment" He commented, and you just continued to cry lightly into Ren, so happy as the Doctor excused himself.

"I can't wait Ren" You muttered out in between sobs, and most would've found it unbelievable that you would act this way, but as Ren held you closed you knew that you were more than a little happy.

Lionel Saito

Lionel, the man who still walked around with his guns when he felt overprotective of you, how would he really feel about a child, would he be just as overprotective, that would be sweet and you could feel yourself swoon at the idea that he would still love you and that he would protect you and protect your child with his life, he was such a good guy how could he not want to protect the two of you, there was only a small chance that he wouldn't still love you, a very small chance, right?

You glanced down at the results on the paper, you didn't know how to feel about it now, would he really protect the two of you?

You laid down on your bed and looked up at the ceiling, just thinking about everything that could lay in front of you, just every single moment, maybe he would fall even more in love with you or maybe he would simply leave you alone, could you even raise a child alone, you didn't even want to tell him anymore, it just seemed like a bad idea, telling him he was going to be a father, because there was always that chance that he would leave you.

You didn't realise but you slowly started to feel more and more tired, and as your sobs died down, your eyes closed, and you sank into a deep sleep. Holding on to your painful thoughts that he would no longer love you and at the same time with thoughts of him protecting you and protecting your child, with how much you think that he loves you. You had to hold on to those thoughts and try and put them into the front of your mind.

Lionel walked through the door expecting you to be making dinner, or sat watching television the things that you were normally doing, upon not seeing you and receiving no answer when he called out he decided that he should look for you, but with worry filling his mind, what if someone had taken you? What if someone was hurting you? But the one that hurt him most was the idea that you had simply decided to leave him. The idea that you could have simply walked out panicked him and he started hunting like a mad man before finally arriving at your room.

Upon arriving at your room, he slowly opened the door, and found your form laying on the bed, facing away from him, although he was tempted to call out, he simply left you like that as he strolled over. He looked at you and noticed the puffy eyes and the stains on your cheeks. He noticed the papers that lay next to you and perching himself on the bed he slowly and carefully pulled the papers from your hands, causing you to shift slightly but as he watched he noticed that you still didn't wake up.

He looked down at the papers, and began flicking through them, allowing his eyes to scan over what was typed up, he just wanted to know what they were about and as he scanned through them he finally came to what he believed must have made you this way.

You were pregnant with his child.

He smiled slightly, running a hand over your cheek, he could wake you up now, he could talk to you and tell you how much he loves you or he could do something that he found easier, he could show you how he felt, and so he placed the papers on the side and lay himself down next to you, wrapping his arms around you. He would have to tell you he couldn't wait for when both of you wake up because for now, he just wanted to hold the woman that he loved.

The woman that was pregnant with his child.

Ichiro Sakaki

You and Ichiro had been engaged since your parents had held that marriage meeting with Ichiro, well not officially engaged, but the two of you knew that you wanted to stay together for as long as possible. You waited for the pregnancy test to beep, to tell you whether or not you were pregnant, not that it would be a bad thing for your relationship, you knew that Ichiro would be just as happy as you would.

It's not like the two of you were children, and couldn't deal with this, you have steady careers, you work hard, and this would just take your relationship a step further. And imagining a little Ichiro running around sent your heart aflutter, you couldn't think of anything better, you smiled brightly as you sat on the side in the bathroom just waiting. Or even a little you, but you couldn't help but prefer the idea of a mini him.

You heard the beep and jumped from your place and holding the test tightly in your hands, you found a grin pulling on your lips, you couldn't believe it, you were going to have a child, you moved and placed a hand on your stomach as you looked at yourself in the mirror, you were going to have to be really careful, he was so cute, and my god! You couldn't wait, you were jumping up and down, or at least mentally, and thinking about all the ways that you could tell Ichiro.

You had finally decided how you were going to tell him, and a couple of days later you went out shopping and looked around for something that could be considered the perfect way. The first thing that you bought a simple green box, then you bought a t-shirt, the perfect little shirt, and then you found something that was just perfect. Finally, you bought yourself a little ribbon to tie the box with, and you knew that you were telling Ichiro in the perfect manner, you even had the doctors papers from when you went to check a couple of days ago, this was it! This was going to be perfect.

You were sat on the bed finishing wrapping your little gift for Ichiro when you heard the door to your apartment open, and heard him call out to you,

"_______!" You smiled to yourself and debated waiting to give him his gift, but you couldn't bring yourself to do it, you were way too excited he had to have his gift as soon as possible,

"In our room" You called out to him, as you turned to face the door, placing the gift on the bed in front of you. Patiently you waited and slowly you felt yourself get more and more nervous as you could hear his footsteps approach and almost called the whole thing off but before you had been given enough time to second guess yourself Ichiro had opened the door and was stood in front of you.

"What's this?" He asked as he entered the room, signaling to the gift that lay directly in front of you, you just couldn't believe it as he approached you and sat in front of you and the gift on the bed you mindlessly placed a hand on your stomach as your heart stopped, had you really been correct in your approach to this.

"It's a gift for you" You muttered out, as you pushed the present closer to him, proud of yourself for even being able to get the words out in between your nerves, he grinned,

"Is it candy?" He asked with a childish gleam to his eyes, but you looked at him and you knew that it was an attempt to try and calm your nerves, you giggled and pushed the gift even closer towards him, in your sudden laughter and excitement you found yourself calmer.

With the hand still against your stomach you watched as he opened the gift, you smiled at the confused look on his face, the first thing that he pulled out was a small, baby-sized t-shirt with the words 'Daddy’s little scientist', it had been perfect when you saw it, but then he moved his hands and pulled out something you had seen and just had to buy, a lab coat for a baby, how could you not have bought it, the look of confusion was almost the exact same. Then he finally had gotten to your papers, and as he pulled them out before he had even read them, he had knocked everything and lifted you up off of the bed.

You found yourself being picked up and his lips onto yours, you grinned and kissed him back, you were so happy that he was reacting like this, he was just as happy as you, as he put you back down on the bed, he kneeled down in front of you and placed his hands on your knees, you smiled softly at him, as you looked at his own grinning face.

"So we're having a little you"

"Or a little you" You rebutted, but he was too happy and he simply placed the hand onto your stomach over your own, and smiled softly at your stomach before pulling your own hand off of your stomach and moved it to his lips, kissing your hand. Then he did something that made you giggle, with his own hand against your stomach he spoke to your stomach,

"I'll love you and your mommy so much" He commented and you giggled as he carried on,

"I'll make sure everything is more than perfect for the both of you, and you won't have to worry about anything, I'll protect you more than anyone ever could, don't you worry, either of you" He said looking up and you, and leaning up and placing his lips on your again.

And you knew that he was telling the truth.

Shota Todomi

You didn’t think that you and Shota were ready for this; this had to be some sort of a mistake. He was still in university, you weren’t married, you didn’t even live together yet, and what would the other people on the island think of that, think of you, Now not only were you the older woman but you were the older, pregnant woman. You could feel tears welling up in your eyes as you looked down at the test; the worst part was you knew you didn’t want to leave him with this responsibility, he’s got his whole life ahead of him, and you could ruin that.

You reacted drastically, you did what you thought was right, since you were mainland working in a lab, and he was on the island, you simply stopped answering to him, his texts, his calls, his emails, they turned into pleas over the weeks, you couldn’t bear reading the texts and emails anymore, and his tearful voice, the pain it held over voicemail, brought you to tears, so you let your phone flat line, and stopped opening the emails.

It hurt you, but you couldn’t ruin his life.

You were three months pregnant, and coming back from a busy day at the lab, it was ten to eleven, and you stepped out of the cab, paying the driver, and walking towards your apartment building, your eyes widened slightly at the sight of a blonde figure on the floor, sat down in the corner of the entrance, you didn’t really know what to do, so you just approached slowly and the figure became more and more apparent.

Shota was sat in your apartment entrance, he was asleep, there was holding half a dozen red roses, he looked so tired, with those red eyes, you moved and kneeled down by him, you knew you could sneak past him, but he had come from the island to see you because you’d been ignoring him, he was obviously worried about you. Placing a hand on his arm you gently shook him awake and watched as he groggily opened his eyes.

“________, I’ve missed you so much” He muttered as he pulled you into his arms, but you gently pushed him back and carefully stood up, you knew he would be able to see that you were pregnant, but he didn’t comment on it, as he stood up, shoving the roses into your arms,

“How about some tea?” You asked as you gestured to the entrance to the apartment building, and he just nodded his head, you didn’t know if he had noticed or not now, but he was stood there, looking tired, and blushing.

“Please” He stated as he followed you up to your apartment.

He had only been to your apartment once before, and that was near the beginning of your relationship, otherwise, you had gone to see him on the island instead when you had time off. He walked in and you pointed him to the sofa before walking into the kitchen and starting on the tea.

After finishing the tea you walked into the living room and saw Shota sat there, almost crying, holding your scan picture in his hands, you froze, dropping the cups to the floor, they smashed. You didn’t know what you could really say to him, and both of you were there in complete silence as you just looked at him and him at the scan.

“This is why?” He asked, his words breaking as he attempted to withhold his sobs,

“I’m sorry Shota” You muttered, that’s all you could say, you hadn’t wanted him to find out because it would ruin his life and here he was, instead of protecting him you’d hurt him even more,

“I thought you had fallen in love with someone else, I thought I had lost you, or that you were in danger, but you were avoiding me” He announced, and you could see that he was starting to cry, and carefully made your way across the shards and over to him,

“Shota, no, I just-, we’re not ready for this, and I didn’t want to shove this pressure onto you, that’s it” He brushed your hand away from him, and you found yourself teary-eyed,

“I want to help, I want to protect you; I thought you saw me as an adult”

“Shota I do, but this, this is big, I don’t even know if I’m ready for this, of course, I see you as an adult” You tried, reaching a hand out to place on his cheek,

“I've missed you so much, you stopped contacting me for this” He pointed down at the scan picture, and you felt tears coming out of your own eyes now, this had hurt the two of you,

“I’m sorry Shota, I’m pregnant, there, I said it, I didn’t think we were ready, I’m sorry”

“Then now I know, let me look after the two of you, come back to the island and let me protect you”

“Shota-“

“I love you (Y/N), let me protect our family” He announced placing a hand on your slightly protruding stomach and placed a kiss on your forehead, before pulling you closer to him, holding you against him, the warmth you had missed so much.

Kaes

He wasn't someone that you wanted to tell that you were pregnant and so when you saw him you avoided the topic and acted normally, you even allowed it to escape your own mind at times when you were away from him. You couldn't allow him to find out, you didn't like even thinking about the way that he might react.

You knew you were working too hard for a pregnant woman but there was a real reason you didn't want to tell him a few months ago you had brought up the idea of children and he had brushed you aside he made it seem like it was the worst idea ever, and so you knew that you couldn't tell him, you should have been more careful, you should have tried harder to avoid getting pregnant but now you were. You couldn't do this.

You were really dizzy, you felt like you could pass out any minute, but now, what were you meant to do, you try and leave he would find out that you were pregnant or at the very least that there was something wrong with you, as you knelt on the floor, sipping from a bottle of water you saw one of your colleagues approach you.

"Are you alright (Y/N)?” He asked in a soft voice as he kneeled down in front of you and took in your own appearance with a soft smile, your hand was resting your stomach as you sipped from the bottle like your life depended on it, you moved and got up in an attempt to not panic him, but lost your balance due to already being dizzy and placed your hand on the wall next to you

"I'm sorry I'll be fine" You commented not noticing that your hand was still resting on your stomach as you felt like you were about to faint, but you knew that you were going to have to try and soldier onwards,

"Are you, do you need me to get Kaes?" He asked as he turned around and tried to walk away to go and get Kaes but you moved and tried to grab a hold of his arm, but found yourself heading towards the ground with heavy eyes,

“(Y/N)!(Y/N)!(Y/N)!” He cried out as you fell to the floor

"Don't Don't-" You commented as you felt your world go black, your mind filled with panic as you lost consciousness.

You woke up groggily in a white room, and as you tried to sit up, you were grabbed and slowly stopped,

"Just relax" You could easily recognise the voice, it was Kaes the one person you hadn't wanted to see you in this state and yet here he was, watching you as you slept,

"Seems you have something to tell me though" He commented and his face came into view, you could see that he looked hurt, and as though you had let him down,

"I'm sorry" You muttered under your breath as you turned to face away from him, but he placed a hand on your cheek and forced you to turn your head to look at him directly,

"Why didn't you just tell me? We could have lessened your work load, what if you had hurt the baby?" He asked, and he sounded genuinely worried, this shocked you, and you knew that it was clear on your face, but his words, you knew that you should have told him but you were,

"I was too scared" You muttered again, and he moved his hand allowing you to look away from him,

"It pains me that you are scared of me" He mutters and it hurts you and so you sit yourself up and you force him this time to look at you,

"You made it seem like you didn't want children" You commented you weren’t ready to fully take the blame for this, he had done this as well, it was still partially his fault that you felt this way, that you had been scared,

"I just wanted to wait a while" He stated but he hadn't made it seem that way, but you moved and placed your lips on his cheek.

You knew what you needed to work on, you needed to work on your communication with him, and that was going to take time and hard work, but now, together you were going to be having this child, and you were going to be happy together even if it took some work.

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