S - Show us an example of your personal headcanon (prompts optional but encouraged)
I have this one headcanon for Asanoya even though I’m not a huge shipper of it. When Asahi’s nominated the new Karasuno ace in his second year and gets the #4 jersey, Nishinoya compliments him on getting the number and that he’ll do a great job as the new ace. Asahi smiles and decides to give him the number because Noya seems more suited to the ace of the team, and that’s why he’s #3 and Noya is #4. What happened to getting that number? Did Asahi get his dick sucked? Or was it just weakness to Noya’s smile? Who knows, I’ll leave that up to your imagination.
T - Do you have any hard and fast headcanons that you will die defending, about anything at all (gender identity, sexual or romantic orientation, extended family, sexual preferences like top/bottom/switch, relationship with poetry, seriously anything)
I don’t think I have any headcanons like that. I think Daisuga should at least be versatile in the bedroom, but that’s about it.
can i hear your story about how you turned down the nice boy you talked about in your tags lmaooo #story telling w jess?
SURE THING HAHA #STORY TELLING W JESS I LIKE THE NAME OF THE TAG XD
EDIT: THIS IS A HUGE LONG STORY I’M SORRY YEAH THIS TOOK FOREVER TO TYPE AND IT FROZE AND CRASHED SO I HAD TO RETYPE IT ALL OVER AGAIN R.I.P. ME OMG BUT SERIOUSLY THIS IS SO LONG THIS SHOULD BE A BOOK
ok this is such an embarrassing story for me because it isn’t me “turning down a boy” it’s “middle school me just entering my adolescence and therefore was (probably still is) very oblivious to people and their emotions and didn’t realize until after the fact because it was indirect and i am a dork”
wow so i stink at story telling but here we go so it starts out with me and him being assigned to sit next to each other in math class in middle school for a marking period (like the desks are arranged in pairs, and if you don’t know what a marking period is it’s like a half of a semester so like around 3 months)
and he was the type that was kinda talkative and friendly and kinda popular but not extremely but it was to the point that he would not be hanging around with the “nerdy side” aka me (though ok my town is weird we don’t really have a “nerd clique” we basically spread ourselves out between the friendly/jock girls which i was with kinda and the “outsiders”) and he was a jock who played hockey but he wasn’t an extreme one either but he had a reputation to hold with the popular people
and somehow we hit it off and this really surprised me because ok so i’m socially awkward now but if you looked at the “middle school, adolescent, beginning of puberty” me i was waaaaay worse and really shy but he somehow broke all of the walls down and we talked a lot about random stuff and honestly i loved our convos they were just really relaxing and i was honestly really shocked at how comfortable i became talking with him
we didn’t hang out outside of school and stuff it was only all during class but we would talk at any time we could about side comments in the lessons and playing/fooling around here and there that we would be called out by the teacher and laugh about it (which i now realize was his “flirting” but again oblivious me omg)
so ok around like 2 months into it we start talking about our hobbies and of course i definitely do not tell him i like anime (because middle school is literally the worst place to admit something that ISN’T WHAT THE POPULAR KIDS LIKE BECAUSE THEY ARE SO JUDGMENTAL SO YOU HAVE TO KEEP YOU MOUTH SHUT AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE IT’S A VITAL SURVIVAL SKILL) so of course i say “haha idk does sleeping count as one?” and then i asked him and he said “ummm… well…. you probably aren’t interested…. and you probably don’t care at all… and don’t want to hear about it… but i sometimes like to play video games”
and i responded “oh cool! i don’t really play much but they seem a lot of fun! what are some that you played?” and HIS FACE BRIGHTENED UP SO MUCH AFTERWARDS IT WAS ADORABLE TBH and he was so happy to hear that because he started going on about all the consoles he owned and the halo games and the new call of duty ones that were coming out and then for the rest of the marking period he would sometimes bring it up about all of the achievements he’s gotten in the week and explain all the lingo and weapons and strategies and i was genuinely interested because it seemed like he really enjoyed it and had a lot of fun!
and that was a HUGE thing for him (or in general with anyone since middle school is filled with people with hormonal mood swings who think they are adults and know everything) to open up to me about it because he has to maintain his popular facet type of thing so he can’t tell any of his friends at the risk of being ostracized and made fun of and he was sooooo happy to know that i was ok with it and felt so at ease (i’m pretty sure i even heard him exhale from him holding his breath, the poor thing)
when 2nd marking period ended we were reassigned to different seats so we couldn’t really find time to talk to each other but i still wanted to be friends (or classmates or whatever you call it haha) but when i tried to wait for him after class to walk together (haha yeah we walked together from class) it seemed like he was always in a rush? or at least trying to get away every time i tried to approach him so i thought “oh maybe he never wanted to talk to me, maybe he was just acting friendly since we had to sit with each other for a long time” (also you should know that by now you’d hear whispers from the class which eventually spread through most of my grade about us because you know we’re the “romeo and juliet” with cliques and stuff haha)
again since i was (and still am OTL) kinda insecure about myself i thought he didn’t like me or he thought i was annoying and didn’t want to be friends or because he was the popular type who would be looked down on if he associated with a nerd, so i backed off and we never talked again afterwards…
UNTIL THE LAST DAYS OF SCHOOL CAME
ok so in the last week of school the yearbooks came out and of course it becomes a contest to get the most signatures so everyone is scrambling to get each other’s signed and i’m in the courtyard with a huge crowd and talking to people and signing books and he comes up and wants to exchange yearbooks to sign and i was a little surprised because i thought he was trying to avoid me but i figured “hey well everyone is trying to get theirs signed with as many people possible in existence” so we signed each others and then i walked away asap because i was feeling awkward a little with him so i quickly left the scene hahahaha
BUT THEN LAST DAY OF SCHOOL IN MATH CLASS so yeah lessons are over by now so the class is partying (like literally, there are brownies and cookies and soda and it was a blast tbh) and we’re still getting people to sign our yearbooks obviously and i’m talking to a couple of other people and all of a sudden he comes up and joins the convo
and i thought he was just there for the two other people but then when those two left to talk to others i tried to go away as well but then he starts talking and i initially feel awkward because i’m thinking “wait what??? i thought he didn’t want to talk with me???” but i was honestly really happy to know that he still wanted to talk to me because we had such fun convos before
so we have some small talk about how the year’s ending and we’ll be freeeeee from school for the summer and then he says, “wow i missed talking like this with you it’s been a long time, why did we stop?” and of course to hide my overwhelming insecurity i say “you know idk either why did we?” and we laughed and then he started to bring up all the fun convos and silly times we’ve had (LET ME EMPHASIZE THAT ALL OF THESE WERE INDEED IN CLASS WE NEVER HUNG OUT OUTSIDE OF CLASS HAHA BUT IT’S REALLY SWEET TO KNOW THAT HE TREASURED THOSE SMALL AND FUNNY MOMENTS)
in the middle of us laughing and reminiscing a group of people call me over to talk and sign their yearbooks so i walk over and he tries to stop me saying “wait wait, can i sign your yearbook?” and i said “haha you already did remember?” but he said “still i want to sign it” and i kept asking why and he said just let me so i said “okkkkkk” thinking he was just being silly
OK NOW HERE’S THE MOST EMBARRASSING MOMENT FOR ME IS so when i walk over to the other group i look to see what he wrote and it said: “I love you. - (His Name)” AND OK OF COURSE I’M OBLIVIOUS AF AND DON’T UNDERSTAND A THING ABOUT LOVE OR EMOTIONS STILL BECAUSE I JUST TURNED 13 LIKE 3 MONTHS AGO so you know what i did????? i jokingly turn around and say “Love you too!” and immediately turned back around and continued talking with the other group
and then afterwards i tried to wait for him after class but he quickly ran off and i was so confused like you have no idea, because after the times he seemed like in a rush before i thought it was because he didn’t want to interact with me anymore but then when he talked to me that day i thought “oh so he does want to” but then at that point i was thinking “wait what does he want does he want to be my friend or not???” but i gave him the benefit of the doubt since he approached me that day and thought maybe he needed to get to his class quickly
AND THEN IN THE BEGINNING OF JULY IN SUMMER VACATION I WAS IN MY ROOM READING THROUGH MY YEARBOOK BECAUSE I WAS STILL STUMPED AND THEN SOMEHOW THE GEARS WERE RUNNING THROUGH MY HEAD ALL THE STARS ALIGNED AND A LIGHT BULB WENT OFF IN MY HEAD AND I IMMEDIATELY SCREAMED
so yeah that’s the story honestly we were both feeling awkward for our own reasons talking to each other at the last day of school wtf AND THINKING ABOUT IT NOW HE PROBABLY THOUGHT LONG AND HARD ABOUT IT OVER THE REST OF THE YEAR AND WAS WILLING AND FULLY READY TO BE CRITICIZED BY THE REST OF THE POPULAR PEOPLE TO BE WITH ME OMFG AND THERE I WAS JUST COMPLETELY UNAWARE OF ALL OF THIS HAPPENING OTL
and kinda an epilogue: we passed in the hall once a year later and saw each other when i was walking to the bathroom and he said “hey!” and i replied the same and he said “it’s been too long! we should definitely hang out sometimes!” and i said “sure!”…. and honestly we never spoke to each other again XD (never had the same classes with him for the rest of my time in middle school/high school)
